He's The Unaffordable
Chapter 134 - Kaulari Kukejar

Clarissa managed to calm herself down after a moment of silence after listening to my response to her confession. She didn't cry anymore so I could put the tissue back in place.

“We'd better get back now. Your family must be wondering where you are. You're calm, ‘kan?” askaku.

“What kind of wife candidates are you looking for?” tanyanya has not given up.

“Clarissa, I don't want to see you cry anymore and I don't want to hurt you.”

“You misunderstood. I did not cry because you rejected me. When I said that you were the first person, I said honestly. It's not easy for me to say love, Hadi. You may or may not believe me, but you are the first to love me. Father and Mother Foster never once said dear to me.” He smiled sadly. “But after saying it, the word becomes easier to pronounce again.”

“So, what kind of wife-to-be are you looking for?” ask again.

“I don't want to discuss this with you. We'd better get back now.” I looked towards the door. Suddenly I felt the room was hot, even though the air conditioning was on.

“Hadi, that's a simple question. Why can't you answer it? If I'm not the wife you're looking for, then what do you want?” he pushed while holding my hand.

“Girl who can keep her promise and not be easily influenced by people or forces from outside who want to damage our relationship,”, I replied relented.

“I can learn to be a future wife who suits your wishes,” he said sure.

“Don't forget the first thing he should have, Clarissa. I have to love her. I said love is not enough, it does not mean I will marry without love,” I said reminding him.

“You love me,” he said full of confidence.

I smile. “I don't love you, not now or later.”

Suddenly he kissed my lips. Not a brief kiss like he did that night. He imitated my counter kiss. A kiss that made my whole body shake. My head says away, but my body has a mind of its own. My hands hugged her body and kissed her back. I gave up and let my curiosity take over.

Clarissa was the first girl I ever kissed this intimate. Before I didn't understand why Papa and Mama liked doing it so much. I understand it now. Blood that swirls throughout this body is a thrilling sensation as well as addictive. There are many emotions that come up simultaneously in every kiss we do. Sweetheart, happy, afraid of loss, not wanting to part, moved, and other emotions that I rarely feel.

He was the first to distance himself, ending our kiss. I took a deep breath to calm my hunting breath. My heart is also beating so fast. He did the same thing. I opened my eyes when I felt her hand caress my cheek.

“Your lips do not stop saying do not love me anymore, but the same lips deny your own words.” She smiled happily, so pretty with her face reddened. But I refrained from touching it. “You still love me, Hadi. You can go as far away from me as possible, I will chase you wherever you run.”

I didn't know what to say, so I just kept quiet. My head was in a mess and I wasn't sure I could return the words correctly. Seeing that she did not continue her sentence anymore, I invited her to return to her sister's engagement. He complied and held my hand tightly.

All of our families saw our arrival with happy smiles on their faces. I know what's going to happen tomorrow when they find out that we're not together anymore. They'll feel sad, but it's not my fault. They already knew that we were just playing a show, but they still hoped we would continue this relationship.

“We will be back tomorrow morning, so we all say goodbye,” said Aunt Claudia. “We plan to come again before Christmas Day. I hate the snow season. But we don't promise, because it all depends on Mason.”'s work

“Work can be represented.” Uncle Mason looked towards Clarissa. “But we are waiting for news from Clarissa. If he so advanced the thesis before the end of this year, then we will come on the day of his graduation only.”

“Ah! In that case, Uncle and Aunt should come on my wedding day and Colin!” exclaim Dira happy. “Gasal semester graduation will be held in February. Well, our wedding will be held on the fourteenth of February. Can't be evasive to attend.”

“Of course, Dira. We will definitely come,” said Aunt Claudia quickly.

“We'd better go home now. You need to rest before making the long journey tomorrow,” said Papa self-interestedly. He looked towards us. “Come, you congratulate Wyatt and Charlotte, then we go home.”

“Hadi, Clarissa, you guys stay a while. There's something I need to talk about,” said Aunt Claudia. Clarissa and I exchanged questioning looks. “Hendra, I borrow your son for a while.” Papa nodded slowly hearing his request.

Aunt Claudia asked me and Clarissa to sit down, then she sat down in front of us. She smiled at Clarissa's hand that wouldn't let go of mine. “I was once young and I know what it's like to be in love for the first time,” said Aunt Claudia made me confused.

“You may think no one saw what happened earlier in this room.” Aunt Claudia looked at me meaningfully. I swallowed heavily. He saw what we were doing. “You are adults. Hadi is twenty-one years old and you, dear, are twenty. But I need to tell you the most important thing. Don't get pregnant.”

“Grandma!!” peekik Clarissa was surprised. He lowered the volume of his voice. “We just kissed, didn't sleep together, Grandma. I know where babies come from.”

“Means you also know that a kiss is an introduction to get there,” said Aunt Claudia would not lose. Clarissa closed her lips. “Make sure you always carry a protector in case.” He looked at me seriously. I just nodded according.

Arguing with the old man won't result in anything, so I chose to keep my mouth shut. My mom is hard for me to debate, especially anyone else. Aunt Claudia was right. If we continued what we were doing, we could have sex on this couch. I am the one who is less careful.

“I'm sorry,” said Clarissa softly as she drove me to the car. “You're right. All this because of me. I shouldn't have kissed you earlier.”

“Cause. After tonight, we don't have to worry about anything. Take care of yourself, Clarissa. I'm not your girlfriend anymore.” I smiled with relief. She's pouting.

Though I spoke so convincingly that I was no longer his girlfriend. Our kiss didn't stop playing in my head. It's like playing a movie scene over and over again on just one favorite part.

I could barely sleep that night. Moreover, the shadow of her beautiful face after we kissed I could not get out of my head. Damnit. Why can't my head obey me just once? Clarissa, Clarissa, Clarissa kept coming to my mind.

Not for a moment did I need to reorganize my heart again after she melted it heartlessly. The time I had to let my soul be destroyed by the same girl again? No. gabe. My pride forbids me from doing that. I won't just give up on her flirtation later. That girl is a dangerous girl. I have to keep my distance when we meet again.

“Uhuk! The one who was kasmaran entered the room,” seductive Dira when I entered the dining room. I just ignored him and sat in my chair. Yuyun's mother immediately served me food and drinks. “What did Brother do last night at Clarissa's house until you were alone for so long?”

My heart was pounding loudly hearing the question. Relax, Hadi. Calm. Your sister just asked. He did not say that he knew what was going on inside the house. Hopefully only Aunt Claudia saw him and no other witnesses.

“I didn't ask what you were doing out there alone with Cole,” I said without answering his question.

“Sister already knows that brother's best friend is very innocent. All he has in his head is games, games, games. Nothing else.” He's laughing a little. “Unlike Sister who has kissed with Clarissa.” I glanced sharply at him. He and Adi clapped each other's hands.

“Don't let your relationship go too far, Hadi. You must marry her before giving us a grandchild,” Papa said firmly.

“Yes, geez! Doesn't feel the time goes so fast, yes, baby,” exclaimed Mama while holding Papa's hand. “In the near future we will be grandparents!”

“Za, please. I was young. Not yet time to be a grandfather,” complained Papa.

“You were so sorry to the kids when they were kids. Especially Adi. You're acting like this now. But after you see your granddaughter later, I'm sure you won't wait until she can say the word grandfather.” Mama cheered happily as if me or Dira had just delivered the news that we were going to have a child.

Papa raised his hand, signaling Mama to be quiet for a moment. His phone on the table was shaking. Mercifully. The conversation about this grandson will pass. “Ya, Edu,” greet Papa. His face then turned tense. “Good. Okay, I'll call him now.”

“What's up, baby?” mama asked worriedly to see Papa end the conversation and type something on her phone.

Papa glanced at Mama, then looked at me. “Clarissa didn't come down for breakfast either, so Charlotte called her in the room. It turns out that he is not there and from the condition of his room, he did not sleep there last night.” Papa took a long breath. “Luca is also not in her room. Edu suspects the young man who caused Clarissa to disappear.”