For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 98's

" Hello Kha?" I said I was connected to Sakha's phone network.

" What's Ice?!" he said, From far away, he answered.

" Ice??.. Hhmmm, I feel a little strange with the answer. usually under any conditions he will call me by the name of Estu?

then after making small talk, I intended to ask him about the topic that I wanted to talk to him about on purpose.

" Said the man who burned the warehouse you've been caught?" ask me then.

" Thank God then?, how now?" ask me again.

" Emmm, Haris was the one who told me, keep telling me you're in the local paper.I saw it in the local paper online?" answer him who asked.

" Is it true that the burning of your barn was actually triggered by an amorous motive?" my many.

He was silent listening to me.

" the suspect whose initials L felt jealous of you because his girlfriend was close to you? huh??" my many. He was silent, but not long.

" That means you used to be cheating on her?, you're cheating on her. or what?!" ask me to investigate a little.

His voice seemed reluctant to explain, he reasoned that crime was legally and matters of the heart were different.

Legal matters must be resolved legally.

Heart problems or personal problems can still be discussed well in men.

He said reasoned. Hmmm.a very subtle reason I thought.

" Legal proceedings? the suspects didn't offer anything, for example, compensation?" ask him about me.

then there was a voice laughing flatly at my question.I thought a little something else about him.

" Oh... You don't want to?! is the amount of compensation less?" I said later.

then I was silent for a long time listening to him who was a little raving, indicating that he did not like or disagree with the victim who asked for the Way of Peace.

It makes sense, I don't blame him, but I'm a little sorry if he's doing too hard to the Guilty.

" Why now would I be the one charged with giving mercy to those who have harmed me, destroying my efforts!!" he said from there who sounded annoyed at my opinion.

" Why should I be merciful now to them, why would they demand that now from me? where is their conscience when you do it all the same to me!?"

" The problem is not money, want them to replace 10 times even I do not want?" said annoyed.

" I'm just as upset as those who put things together can be solved with money, money and money !!"

" Even if they sell their self-esteem, they buy!"

" and you know what now? they are trying to buy my pride!!"

he said that sounded angry.I just kept quiet maybe my opinion was not rightly conveyed now to him.or maybe even wrong, I should not say like that to Sakha.

" I'm sorry, I just asked and gave my opinion."

" I'm sorry if I don't know exactly what happened."

" I'm sorry if I upset you, hope the problem is over soon?" I said I felt bad.

Then he quickly switched the conversation, asking the children.

" They're all fine here, you don't worry. Handle your business first. Stay focused and finish, I help pray for you from here?" I said.

But somehow, something stuck in my mind and I asked him again.

" But Kha if they are. especially suspect Lah, legally processed because of his crimes categorized as criminal acts?!"

" And He recognizes as the brain of the doer and the planner? Then what is your moral responsibility to suspect L who feels jealous of you?"

" What do you do if you go with her boyfriend L??" my many.

" Loh, isn't this the problem with Ice?" he said he heard a high voice.

" Have you apologized to her too!?" I said shut her mouth.

" you yourself said they were being prosecuted for cause and effect, you don't think that applies to you either! is it because of the cause you've done?" I said a little judging him.

" How come you're defending them anyway?" said annoyed.

" i'm not defending They're just telling you, you're selfish? always feel others hurt you. when you yourself make mistakes with them but you don't want to say!?"

" You can't keep going like that Kha?" I said.

" Okay, Get in on the Sense! means my actions here are the same as my actions now to you like Haris?"

Now it's my turn to be quiet.

" Let's just say I'm your affair, while there's Haris who's serious about you.?"

" Now I'm asking you, like I'm your affair and like the one in the woman's position is you.?"

" He had a relationship with another man who obviously loved him, while he had a great feeling for me. He chased me when I had a wife, he said, now how do you answer me to that guy?"

Ask. I'm silent. There's something I want to answer, but where to start.

" Estu, it's not that I'm defending myself. But which guy can stand it if Pepet keeps going?"

" You know what my weakness is! Easily fall in love with women. I'm easily familiar with anyone?"

" I know I was wrong, having a relationship with that woman, which triggered jealousy in the heart of the man whom Hope had given her.?"

" Now my position is in your heart, your life Gimana. Wrong or what?"

" If you ask me about my responsibilities with that man how do I answer, I have to back off?! is that how the answer should be?"

" What's the whole point of all your questions just now is This?" Said.

Why did he even run here? my thinking.

Indirectly, he thwarted his plans against me he said yesterday.?

I feel like I'm talking wrongly, and I'm taking a wrong step, I don't mean to reject it. Oh my God, how is this. I don't want to lose her again.

" It's been. I understand now, if you don't want to be the same I'm okay.I realize my position is also difficult for you now.

there are too many women in my life. I'm too badass for you Sincere?" said.

" We should relate nothing more than a child's discussion" he said.

And before she hung up her phone with me she said an apology. While there was a faint taste in my tongue, I didn't know what to say. I regret my question earlier.

Aarrrghhh!!

***

Actually, it was also true What Estu said earlier.

I am the one who wants to play Fire, I should also dare to extinguish it.

Then what should I do now? My form of accountability, redeeming my sense of wrongness on Linggar?

But this is a matter of feeling, it cannot be forbidden I thought.

But it's also true that I'm selfish I think again.

"Mas, what daydream?" said Mr. Bandi surprised me. I just silently looked at him.

" Is there a problem with children in Jakarta?" tanyakanya. I just shook my head.

today you are still in his village, Mr. Bandi.

" Will we go home tonight?" said mr. Bandi.

" Keep Ayu?" my many.

" Yes go home with us?" he said that made me a little angry.

" sthat mean?"

" yes it means to go home the same mas to Kutoarjo. ride Mas Sakha's car?" said.

" Wowuh?? not that I don't want Pak kumpal with him, but this keeps it so that there is no slander?" I said.

Mas Bandi laughed.

" What slander Mas if we go home the same, Not Mas itself the same Ayu?" said.

I just kept quiet.

" It's better for Ayu to go home to Kutoarjo than to have to live depressed here?" Said.

" It's not that the Linggar family is in Kutoarjo, does that guarantee Ayu can calm down sir?" I said.

" He's planning to get out of work, want to join his friend's work to Surabaya?" said again. I just keep quiet.

" Well, according to Mas our actions against them are fair??" ask me.

" sthat mean?" tanyakanya.

I took a deep breath, then looked around in fear if anyone was listening, while we were both in the fishing bale behind the house of old man Mas Bandi.

" Mas Bandi does not know exactly what happened, between me and Ayu did have feelings.well Thursday dating despite the usual path I said lying.?"

" It's actually natural that Linggar is jealous of me. shouldn't I apologize for her boyfriend's way?"

" Why apologize? Ayu would like to be the same?" he said, I just nodded.

" But I started it?" I said.

" I'm not justifying Mas Sakha's actions, but if Ayu doesn't respond to Mas it probably won't be like this?" said.

When the truth happened, it was Ayu who was chasing me.

What if he knew, his family knew or the Linggar family who knew. Can Ayu be sued.

" In fact I also don't like if Ayu is married to Linggar.?" said.

" Mabok, Likes gambling not to mention always relying on his parents.His style is Petantang-Petengteng exactly thugs it makes me sick!" said.

I just kept quiet while looking at him and then gulped.

" Don't we just accept the peace process they want?" say

" Don't you mean to take money from them?" said.

" It's not like that mas, I still hope they are imprisoned as an example to others.but I don't want them to be imprisoned for too long, at least we can give them leniency.?" I said.

" If you agree, let me talk to the lawyer." I said.

" That's Mas Sakha, his Mas wants to look hard on the outside but soft on the inside?" said.

" Nahhh.. more or less like that. This could be our strategy as well Mas looking for names in the neighborhood?" I said.

" For a while let it run, at the end of the story.We play a little?" I said while laughing.