
" Continue now what you want to tell me, what kind of excuse you're going to tell me!!" I said I was angry with him.
Yesterday, I almost got angry at Estu's house.
sakha hurriedly persuaded me to leave.
he drove me, somehow he reasoned to his family Estu.
he drove me to the car I used to wear.
We came home on purpose, when he held my hand to get out of the car I pulled him over.
He was seen sighing long while looking at me. scratching his head then rubbing his own face. He seemed to be panicking against me.
" You're okay, right?" said.
" well how??! You don't see that I'm angry with you!!"
" my condition isn't good because of you Tau!!?" I said I snapped at her, which made Sakha feel cornered.
" at least you'll calm down, talk slowly?" pinta.
" you don't need to slow down!!, you don't know!! being quiet is it all right!?" I said loudly.he looked at me with his eyes that seemed to be Sayu.
" Livia, I'm sorry, it's all my fault" she said slowly.
" from earlier said it was wrong to wrong me!!" I said hard to him.
" what else are you going to say!!"
he just stared at me silently.
" What!!" snapped me.
he breathed out his powerful breath through his mouth. Staring at me.
" Yes..he was pregnant because of my mistake, not the one who teased me first.?"
" you don't try to protect him.. You guys are the same.!!"
" when did you marry her again!" I said.
" I married her the last time I went to Jakarta, before I knew that you were also pregnant."
said.
" so she's pregnant first rather than me??, you intentionally did you make her pregnant so that you could marry her again!"
" No!?" he said a little loudly.
" So you mean? you n****he's just because you want him? lsiaa??" i said again.
he looked at me sharply as if he didn't like me saying that.
" now that it's all happening, you can say that I'm wrong!!"
" You mean what is it like Haahh!!"
" now what do you think I should do if I know she's pregnant because of me, ask her to leave?" said
" i knew she was pregnant before I knew you were pregnant as well. And I Was Previously asked to marry Estu again by her late father?"
" Alahhh.it is only your wits.you can use the name of Estu's father to trick me into launching your subtle-sense!"
" How do you want me to answer!? if that really happened?!"
" I want a divorce!!" I said loud.
" can't Livia be pregnant?" said.
" that's what you said, Anyway I asked for a divorce if you can't leave!!"
he looked at me sharply.
" i can't divorce you or leave her. You are both pregnant with my child.!"
" You still wish this child was born from my womb?" I said threaten.
" You mean what Haahh!! don't try to do anything with my son you're carrying!?" said loud.
" don't you think crazy just because of my mistake."
" you made a mistake Sakha! intentionally doing this and that, I don't know what's in your head after this!" I said.
he looked at me with a slightly hunting breath, It seems like he is holding back his anger.
" livia I'm sorry, I didn't accidentally do this to you and him the same.it's my fault is that I was always connected with him and couldn't help myself.!"
" you can be angry just as I can hate the same I can say anything about me But please don't you think the same way about your content!!"
" It's all up to me who contains it I'm not you who bothers also I'm not you you know what and seem not to want to know.
" Are there bases you asked this and that after you returned to Java.?"
" just say "I've transferred to you with Kylie. You're healthy, right?" that's all you say every month.!"
" you have no attention at all to me!!"
" I'm busy Livia! don't you think I'm just doing it to you, I'm like that to him too.!"
" that's your defense!!" I said.
" i'm not defending myself or trying to defend myself. I'm just telling you what happened to me?" said.
" If you don't believe try asking Mira directly?" said.
" you and your sister are also as kongkalikong.as much as possible he will belain you, cover up your mistakes, your rottenness!!"
" Yes, the one you're accusing me of is all true! I was like that a long time ago, but you or him are both back with me!!" said loud.
" I want to go back to you because the child is not because it's good!!" I said loud.
" you can say that, if I don't already have a child with you I won't go back with you. I'd rather be Om's mistress than live with you!" I said.
" Livia!!" he said he was yelling at me hard.
" you can say what, but never speak like again in front of me.!"
" i'm marrying a good woman, not a whore?" said
" Oo.. now you realize that I'm a whore.yeah!!" I said.
" Bab!!!! he slapped me pretty hard.
" I don't like you talking like that!!" said.
" even though you were married to me, but I was never you think. as if I am still your mistress.!!" I said.
He breathed out strongly.
" it's hard to talk to you, I said it's true you don't not believe, Speaking of what you think I'm making up. even talking about you everywhere.!"
" It's up to you now, Livia!! whatever do you want?!" said annoyed.
" but I won't divorce you!!" said again.
" don't be careless so dong, you are free to do anything with other women but you lock me up here.!!"
" You're a bad tauu!!" I said while crying.can't stand the tightness in the chest.
" Wrong am I the same as you?, less what am I to you?? you are always less or less the same woman.!!"
" actually you need women how many.72 angels!!" say me.
" Dead there!!" I said pissed.
then Kylie's voice called my name. He just got home from school.
I hurriedly wiped away the tears that had flooded my cheeks.
Kylie pushed open the room door, then shouted to her papa while hugging him.
Sakha softly kissed her forehead, carrying her while carrying the one out. I can't deny that Sakha is a warm man to her children.
I let out my breath, continuing my cries of sadness.
**
I do not know how long I locked myself in the room, crying lamenting my life.many times I stroked my stomach that bulged.
I haven't checked her or USG to find out the gender of my baby Jabang.
I was planning if Sakha came here, I'd check in with her.
But it seems that desire is no longer there.
I came out of my room at 2pm, and my stomach was hungry.
I didn't see Sakha or Kylie in the living room.
maybe they were both asleep, but it seems like there were no two of them here.
I slowly climbed up the stairs, and found them both engrossed in drawing something. Hobbi My son did draw. exactly like Sakha's son named Danesh, who is none other than Kylie's sister as well.
" Are you awake??" said Sakha greeting me. I just silently looked at her with a small smile.
" Mama why are her eyes like that??" kylie asked suddenly. I just smiled at him.
" Why don't you, baby, Mama's gone to sleep?" answer me.
" What do you want to eat?" ask Sakha
" I'm sorry, I was with Kylie for lunch first.?" said again. I'm still quiet.
" I ordered online, huh??" said.
" Papa, Kylie wants a donut?" my son said it was answered okay by Sakha.
" What do you want to eat? Chicken Geprek what's my Geprek?" sakha said as she laughed along with little Kylie Laughter.
" Papa Geprek??" kylie said while laughing in an amused chuckle.
Sakha looked at me again. I looked at him coldly.
" Whatever?" I said while going downstairs.
***
" yeah... later before Magrib I have arrived home?" I said I answered the phone from Estu.
" that's your Nanyain sir?" he said from there.
" yeah, you said, what is that reason? Tell me if I'm doing something in Jakarta?" I said then while going downstairs.
looks like my food order has arrived.
" don't ask me anything about me. Still fucked up?" I said while opening the door.
a moment later I stopped talking to Estu.
take my order while thanking the driver.
" don't be first, later if the situation is a little conducive?" I told him.
" Pope... Where's Kylie's donut?" I heard my son's scream.
" Is this Honey?" I said as I lifted the doughnut package.
" Kylie want some strawberry flavor?" said small.
" here-here... Open up Papa?" I said later.
" Maybe it's in her room, this again I'm ready to eat?" I said.
"Surely it's like that, but what else do I have to do besides make it?" answer to Estu
" Am I coming home soon?" i told him.
" why is Lio crying??" much
" yes tell him, will Papa come soon??"
" don't need to be denied my phone, later I feel rushed??" i said again.
" Have you met at home? you've had lunch, haven't you??" my many.
" Oh... Is that good then?" I said I'd shut down my cell phone call.
" Livia, eat first. That's what I'm ready for?" I said as I opened the door to her room, she looked at me coldly.
" i bought you some meat soup, like the picture was good?" I said with a slight smile that was not responded to, then I hurriedly rolled up my smile.
" i'll be home at 4 o'clock, will my family??" I said to Livia who was still silent while eating her rice and soup.
" It's not good?" ask me again to interact with him.
" The SOP is good but not the same as my life?" he said slowly without looking at me. I feel like I'm being insinuated by him.