For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 73

" Are we not supposed to be like this, Ay?" I said to the one sitting next to me.

" You've got Linggar, and I'm still tied to him?"

" What try can we do with this relationship...what do we expect?!" I said to her.

" Please, you defend Linggar. I'm tuh..??" I said stopped.

" I what mas!?" ask while looking at me.

" I'm no better than your Linggar, you're just like me?" I said stopping again as I looked into her teary eyes. He seemed to be turning his face away from me.

" I'm wrong Ay, I'm silent like you, and respond your feelings to me. I realized yesterday I was Lonely?" i said lirih.

" Just because of loneliness??" said

" I'm really into you and you just think of me as an escape from your loneliness?" she said she looked upset.I just kept quiet.She started wiping her tears.

" just so you know, I was waiting for you to make me run but you chose Silence.!!" said.

" How did you run?? you've been tied up with Linggar. Do you deserve me to run while I am on good terms with your family!!" I said a little surprised.

" I don't think it's just you Ay!, I thought about how I worked, My new business in the stub. I thought about a lot of things!!" I said a little clearly to her.

" That's it, it's good we classify each other. give up for the best.!" I told him.

He just kept staring at me.

" I want you to be happy with Linggar !" I said.

" in a moment you will get married, you must focus on your marriage.forget me, I'm only here because of business affairs with your family." I said.

" I'm sorry, Ay, for everything that's happened and what I've done to you?" I said slowly.

" Remain if we've ever had feelings and relationships."

" it's wrong, we, I'm wrong. Sorry." I said to speak next to him who turned his face away.

In her tears it sounded soft, I held her hand. Once again said an apology before we finally left each other.

***

" Who's son is this Mira??" I was wondering at her. She's staring.

" His son Aa Sakha is mbak. whose son is he??" he said with a little laugh.

and I still stared at the two full of wonder.

" is not Sakha's son a boy??, two are both boys." I asked in wonder.

Mira just smiled at me.

" Yes mbak, his son Aa from Mbak Estu is indeed all men.?" the answer.

" you mean what.??" my question is becoming more and more astonished.

" This is Aa's son from Cece Livia?!" answer her.

His words seemed to tear down all my feelings and hopes towards him. I took my breath.

I didn't expect that Mas Sakha would have another daughter as well. It turns out from the woman, her boyfriend who had come to her first.

It felt like crying, but it was impossible if I cried in front of Mira all of a sudden.

I was silent for a while. Is that what he said yesterday to me?

So all this time I was also lied to by Sakha.

maybe I cheated on Linggar, but he also cheated on her. She secretly had a child hidden from me.

maybe they were married, and separated for a while.

And maybe this is what it means, if I just serve as an outlet and fill his loneliness.

It felt very upset, especially seeing this little girl in front of me.

The face of Sakha mas is clearly engraved on her petite look.

" His name is Kylie mbak. My niece is a little different from the others.it's a little special." Mira told me I just stared at her.

" I mean, why is he?" my many.

" He's a little kid with a heart defect than Lio or Danesh. Aa's really special with Kylie?" the answer.

" that's Aa, find another babysitter to help me here for Kylie.

" His caretaker of one faith with Kylie. Kylie's mom, she's a non-Muslim" she told me.

I was surprised at her.

" So, why is it that Mama took care of him?" ask me.

" His mother Cece Livia is also ill. now in Jakarta.at Cancer Hospital."

" Cece Livia was an only child, so had to take care of her mother." answered yes.

I just kept quiet, occasionally looking at that little girl who was engrossed in drawing.

" kylie's habits are pretty much the same as her brother Danesh, who likes to draw?" he said while fixing the messy crayon.

The longer the more upset and feel in vain my feelings all this time towards mas Sakha.

It's free, and it looks like I was stupid yesterday.

" Continue, your Mas married her Mama she ??" I said while looking at him.

" As Cece believed, but Aa said that she would not move to Cece's religion" she replied, which surprised me... Meanin?? thought later.

" Have they been married long?" ask me again with heart.

" Said Aa.. they used to marry siri but split up and then meet again now continue to marry Church.!" said.

" When?" my many.

" Last month Ma'am" he said, staring at me.

I'm more surprised because of her. Believe it or not for Sakha .

It didn't take long. I'll say goodbye to Mira soon.

***

After returning from work, I thought back to what happened this afternoon.

I still don't think He has another woman besides his wife.

And I think, the age of his second child from his wife, almost the same as the little girl named Kylie Tadi. Does that mean if he?

So all this time He?? I thought I was claustrophobic, and analyzed and recorded events that were none of my business.

Shortly after, my bedroom door was knocked. I stared at the clock on the wall, it was ten at night. Who comes to me thinks as I open the door.

" Mas Linggar, what's wrong?" I said, A little surprised to see him look like he was drunk.

He came in then, I just kept quiet.

His mouth stinks of alcohol.I'm sure he's drunk.

" Are you drunk?" My toot.

" No, I was just drinking a little. nemenin the Satrio, does he want to marry tomorrow. like us??" he said while laughing.

I was so disgusted to see him, especially his eyes that looked heavy and slightly reddened.

" Who were you here?" ask her

" Yes alone, the time to want a rame" he said more and more slurred.

" Where's the t-shirt, all of you take a bath" he said. I just kept quiet.

When he took off his shirt, he approached me. The smell of alcohol was very sharp from his mouth.

" Dek.mandi with me yuk" he said while holding my shoulder.

" What the hell is it, mas,?" I said while pushing her.

but he hugged my body.

" Would you be my wife on deck, It's OK if I test drive a little" she said, holding me back.

I struggled a little, and started to panic.

" Mas... mas.. mas, freelanin mas. I don't want to!?" I said as I thrashed, releasing that hand.

" Why don't we get married.!" he said while trying to kiss me, I kept avoiding.

" You're drunk, we can't be like this if it's not legal!!" I said while pushing her body.

" Will soon be Lo deck, only a month left we get married.Well, I have to wait?"

" Come on deck, a little bit.?" he said squeezing my breasts.

Suddenly I screamed and thrashed, as she grew wild against me.

Arakkkk!!!! The sound of the door being pushed sounded a little loud. Sakha appeared from behind the door.

" What is this!!" he said it sounded clear. I hid my face. I feel ashamed of him.

Then Linggar approached her.

" Bias mas, it's business between the two of us. he was like that at first.!" he said while pointing at me.

Mas Sakha seemed to be watching me, then she grabbed Linggar's shoulder instead.

" That's not how Linggar works, now you're drunk" he said.

" I'm not drunk, I'm still conscious. The proof is I'm here on a motorcycle not to fall or crash?!" answer it while grinning.

" I mean, it's not like this, you don't have to use violence.?" he said it sounded slow.

" Loohh.. She's my future wife!! another month we're getting married when just a test drive can't be?" said.

Sakha sounded a little laugh.

" Yes, it's your business.want a test or not? but now he doesn't want to be with you!?" mas Sakha says the same as Linggar. He glanced at me a little.

" Why not want to, he's going to marry me next month what's wrong Mas.?!" linggar sounded ngeyel.

" Yeah...wrong because he does not want to be with you now, he means not ready with you?"

" Loo.... not ready yet what else??! What is my lack of the same him? I've done it all, why isn't he ready!?" he said he was getting more and more slammed everywhere

Mas Sakha just smiled as she embraced Linggar's shoulder back.

" That's not that you're not ready to marry, it means that he doesn't want to do it yet.!"

" Maybe Haven't wanted to do it with you before marrying Linggar!?" he sounds explaining.

" Laah kok Mas can tell, if he wants to marry me Why??!" he said it was becoming.

" already already, now you go home first calm yourself. shower tomorrow you talk Again Ayu.?!" he said a little laughs.

" If you continue to talk This is increasingly becoming everywhere, make you misunderstand me.?" he said to Linggar

" How can you not misunderstand me, you can know that he does not want to be the same I. do not want me to touch before marriage!?"

" you've been her boyfriend what's he too!!" he said he sounded angry.

" Isn't that Linggar?, I'm just straightening out that this isn't well done before marriage??"

" i'm getting married next month Why won't she.!" linggar said with a repeat question.

Mas Sakha just smiled at him.

" You Don't think like me Linggar?, I'm the same he's just ordinary.he's already considered my sister.It's only natural that I say that.

" It doesn't mean I have a relationship with him.!" he said explain

then came Linggar laughing sarcastically.

" Hahaha, do you really have no relationship? I'm not sure!!" he sounded suspicious

Mas Sakha looked at Linggar with a slightly angled gaze.

" I've already considered Ayu as a Sister! why can you think like that? Your crowbar is also my sister!" said

" I Iki udu dulurmu!! don't you fucking say it!!" he said he sounded angry.

Shortly thereafter Mas Bandi came with Mbak Asih, Mbak cool immediately approached me.

" Linggar What is this? wis bengi really noisily!!" he said to Linggar.

linggar was only silent and slightly bowed before Mas Bandi.

" Kowe Mletre, Kowe is drunk!! what the hell is Kowe!?" said Mas shower sounding angry towards Linggar.

then I heard Mas Sakha tell me a little about the chronology I experienced earlier to Mas Bandi.

then Mas Bandi slightly glared at Linggar.

" You're a drunk pancen, by the way digress.so go everywhere!!"

" It has nothing to do with Sakha liking Ayu as much as your actions were prevented by Sakha.!"

" You should be thinking, Who are you, your family How!? if you are disabled, your shameful deformity is not just you, but your extended family too!?" mas Bandi said furiously.

" It's true that you'll be married to Ayu in a month, but this is not how to use it to ask for a test drive everything you think my sister is a car!!"

" No pantes Linggar you do it the same Ayu, even though like Ayu it wants to do it the same as you now!!"

" What's so hard waiting for another month?? there is an easy way, even the way is difficult-use drunk all.!!"

" What's so hard to wait for in a moment, what the hell is it hard to be patient for just another month!"

said Mas Bandi sounding admonishing Mas Linggar while a little angry.

Then Mas Linggar apologized while greeting Mas Bandi, looked at me for a while and then left.