For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 8

I've repeatedly stolen a look at Sakha who treats Danesh very Papaable.

How to kiss and stroke Arcel's soft hair.how to hold the hand of my son's very soft. Manli.

Instantly I fell in love with all his treatment of my son, who was also his son.

Whether this is his true nature or just acting in front of me.

What I remember when Danesh was a kid is this too?? Ahhhhhhhhhhh....

And suddenly there was a sense of loss, what if the treatment I could not see again.

Or his treatment for another child.not for Danesh and Arcel.

There is a feeling that deep, the feeling of fear and regret to release his attitude later that will disappear.

See...how to wipe the mouth of Danesh that is smudged because of fried chicken crumb crumbs and oil.

How to give a drink to my child or join in feeding Arcel with a spoon that looks smaller because in his hold.

Sometimes he laughs or smiles while looking at his two children.

Is that how happy her feelings are, or just pretend?

Never mind, this won't make me forgive what he did to sacrifice our household. But I have a feeling, baby, if all his gentle demeanor is not felt anymore for my two children.

" Estu... let's quickly spent.this loh Danesh has been invited to buy Crayon?" he said he arrived to surprise my daydreams.I just stared at him.

" There's still the Crayon in the house, just haven't been shaved yet?" I said.

" Mom would have nagged him, Diem diem likes wall scribbles??" continue me.

" Ow.. yes put on wallpaper only first room.or maybe you forgot to check the picture book that ran out.?"

" is it the basic child who likes pictures carelessly?" Answer me.

" Yes, please understand, her name is also a child.?" answer her.

" we can not mean he is like this. yes it's better we continue to tell, give understanding kedia?" said again.

" Let's not let him lose something he's interested in.His talent might?"

" What talent, wong scribble his lines not clear that?!" my mouth is ketus.

" who knows if it hasn't been seen?"

" Ckk..... What haven't been seen yet!? that's his scribble already right here and right up to the living room?" I said a little upset.

He just laughed while shuffling my hair.

I stared at him while saying in my heart..heiii what is this??

*****

" Nahh...till?!" he said while stopping the motorbike we were driving stopped in front of our housing complex first.

he looked towards me.

" Want to stop by for a minute Estu, see our house for the last time??" bargained for.

I stared at her sharply meaningfully.

then he laughed.

" i promise, I won't do that again with you.?!"

her bright.

I slowly opened the door, looking a little messy house. Still in the original place like the last time I lived, it's just that the photos and wall hangings that hang no longer exist.

Sakha appears to be holding Danesh who was asleep on the trip earlier.

He put Danesh's body on our long sofa first.

The couch that once had a story for us was on it.

Slowly she took off the sandals Danesh was wearing.

Arcel who fell asleep in my sling was also a little bit irritated because I put it on the floor mattress in the middle room. while the room of this house I have the key held by me.

It's two o'clock by noon Apparently. When we left the house, I forgot to bring my phone, because I thought we were just going to be gone for a little while.

" What do you want to drink??" tawar Sakha to me.

" Don't do it, I'll take it myself !" answer me.

he nodded while moving to the bathroom

" I want to pray Dzuhur first huha?" he said half screaming from behind.

*******

" The walls of this house are empty, but I have a wish.?" Said glaring.

" Make a picture of the family I hung there??" sakha said as she sat beside me.

He then smiled at me. I immediately turned my face away.

I snorted a little and smiled cynically at him.

" Can you do it one day??!" I said flat.

She laughs.

" I mean, I wanted to do that. Our photo??" he said calm

" Oh yeah, maybe we'll take a picture of each other's families??" he said again, staring at me.

The sound of Rain Clown from the roof of the house when we looked at each other.

" Without Estu's rain, when do you want to go home??" ask her later.

" Yes, will the child still sleep??" answer me while holding my forehead.

" what are you??" ask her

I just shake slowly.

" You're a migraine. Did I get you a balm??" bargain her.

" Wouldn't you?" reject me.

" Oh yeah, you don't like the smell of balm. I make tea, do you??" he said as he moved into the kitchen.

*******

" cepet is drunk hot hot in that slow inhalation" he said, putting hot tea in front of me.

I just kept quiet.

Then he approached Arcel, and lay down beside him.

Sometimes he kissed the face of his child with affection.

again I saw a beautiful scene, full of romance between father and son.

Why did I never realize first yes.when Danesh was little, Sakha's attitude was like that. I used to think it was an ordinary thing, but why now his attitude feels special to Ganesha Arcelio Adisakha.

******

What time is this?? I thought while opening my eyes. Apparently I was asleep.

Where is this, I thought while looking around.

Whose child?? Uh yes my inner child while feeling stupid. We were here four?? then I looked up where Danesh and Estu were.

Danesh was behind my back apparently, didn't he just put it on the couch??

Estu.mana Estu thought me while staring around looking for her whereabouts.

Apparently he was asleep on the floor, under Arcel's feet. Only his head rests on the bed.

I immediately headed to the bathroom.

" Are you awake??" ask Estu on my return from the Ashar Prayer. His face was a little greasy, his hair looked messy.I just smiled as I walked closer to Danesh who was still asleep.

I kissed her tiny face. This kid looks a lot like Estu I thought.

Her eyelids are small, her lips are red and tiny, but her nose is mine. She squirmed as she tilted her head.I chuckled.

I kissed her face again, which looked uncomfortable with my rough beard.

" Bath yok dear??" I said while kissing her stomach. Danesh looks keen.

" Wouldn't you like Papa?" answer her

" Why don't you want to, come home. have that light??" I said .he just shook slowly.

Shortly after, Arcel woke up from his sleep, and he cried. Estu seemed to calm her down. Spontaneously she took it out to breastfeed Arcel. I looked away.

" Estu.. kayaknya was the father of the phone. when we slept earlier?" I said.

" Hmm... What do you keep answering??"

" Why answer what?? did I sleep??" my clear.

" I'm screwed, his life hasn't been collected??" I said while laughing. He just relaxed while glancing at me while slowly hitting Arcel's butt.

" Don't sleep again dear..heyy...heyy??" said.

" Wake up son, you'll be up until what time of night. don't want Mama nemenin you stay up??" said again.

I just smiled at him.

" Danesh, let's take a bath with Papa??" I said again

and he refused again.