For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 50's

We walked south from Abah's Jolopong House, down the path that seemed to be passed by people.

Sakha invites me and her children to walk in the afternoon after the Ashar prayer.

He asked me to bring bottled water and snacks for the children.

On his left waist, hung the Golok belonging to Atmaja that we had met on the street.

Atmaja is like going home from the farm.

The child half ran in front of us, with her sister Mira.

" Where are we going??" ask me.

" Ajilah afternoon street??" he said while watching his son.

" Maybe after this, we will not have a moment like this again.yahh, itung-itung for children's experience??" said relax.

The afternoon wind was strong with the sun slightly descending to the west.

While walking, Sakha sometimes takes the wild Fruit and lets Me and the child try it. A kind of wild Berry and cane sticks that are harvested.

We were sitting under a shady acacia tree, Seen from here looks a bunch of Houses, maybe another village or village.

Far away there is also seen the Toll road which is platooning.

Sakha cleans the cane from her hard outer skin, and has her child try her. A little hard but it seems Lio and Danesh like it. I tried it too. I haven't eaten such sweet cane in a long time.

Before long Sakha stood up, blocking someone passing by carrying Duren and petai. Sakha did not take her to me while laughing.

" Eating duren huh??" he said, lifting the fruit.

" Isuk ka Mira market, meser salted Peda Jang Emam??" he said to his sister.

Lio seems to like eating Duren Like Sakha.Different from Danesh who looks amused because of the texture that Benyek in hand. is almost the same as my brother Panji who does not like Durian.

" How much was this Kha??" ask me then.

" It's all just 100k." Said.

" Two pieces equal petai that much 100rb??" i said again.

" Who said two, Six duren same petai so much. the rest I sent anter to the house ??" said.

I was a little surprised. God is cheap, I thought.

He laughed at my facial expression.

Then he joked with Mira, teasing her with a man-related joke.

Sometimes I laugh, because Sakha keeps teasing her sister. His sister innocently denied.

" Mira have you ever dated??" ask Sakha

" never been Aa??" answer her.

" Lied ahh.. Da Aa nteu Believe??" said.

" it's up to seagrass henteu henteu believe mah. By Allah Tara was Mira Bobogohan??'

" Halahh, I'm taking Sagala's oath.but Nyaho Bobogohan is Naon??" said.

" Henteu.da bobogohan on Naon's shirt??" said plain.

" Mun recipe kana Lalaki ever??" ask Sakha again.

" Tara Aa..Where is Aya Deket Jana Lalaki Mira mah??" said.

" Kiyeu Nyaho seagrass...??". said Sakha while demonstrating with her fingers. ⁇

I want to hit that back.

his sister looked embarrassed as she covered her face while shouting small.

Sakha herself laughed out loud because of her. I scolded him myself.

" what the hell are you crazy about talking like that yourself??" and he still laughed because he was satisfied.

You can't grow up, the brain is not far away, huh??

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" Tomorrow you go home by car will I take you to the toll door ??" said me.

" Are I on the bus with the kids??" said answer.

" are you tired, overwhelmed again??" said.

I'm just smiling.

" Anyone who uses his car, who knows which one of you is going to your brother's house??" bargain me.

He just kept quiet.

" Are you wearing it? tomorrow you anter me the same kid to the bus majoring to Jakarta??" my word.

" I also want to, have the momentum of riding the bus with the children??" I said later.

He seemed to be watching me.

" Estu, thank you??" he said while staring at me

I just kept quiet.

" May you get a better man than me??" he said, Sounding good.

There was a piercing feeling when he spoke like that.

I looked at him, then looked far ahead.

While I am unable to speak the same words to her, my inner heart.

How could I give my beloved man to another woman, even though I actually knew it was close to someone named Ayu. The woman who repeatedly Miss Call Sakha at the funeral yesterday.

The woman who looked younger than me was simple yet beautiful.

But it would be like burning if I knew the call from him.

" It seems Erwin wants to be serious with you? How are you with her??" I just looked at Sakha.

" What the hell, I'm the same he's just a friend??" I said reasoned. He's laughing a little.

" Where might it be normal to talk like that??"

" I'm a man too, you know what he thinks??"

" Continue, if you know why??" my word. He seemed to be in a corner, silently looking at me.

" I also don't know what he means all this time anyway, he also never said anything to me. just ask a job??" I said pissed.

Sakha laughed, rattling my hair.

" I'm sorry, maybe I missed asking. I'm sorry, okay??" Said.

" It's up to you now. I have no more rights to you, anything ?" he added.

" I'm sorry I sometimes forget??" he said with a smile.

There was the sound of Lio's crying falling.We were the same as approaching her..

I'm trying to calm Lio down.

" Come home??" he said while carrying Lio on his shoulders.

" Paaa.. Danesh wants to, too,??" said he whined another one.

He's staring at me. Mampus right, the time in the carrying all so willing.

" Who's change, baby??" he said while embracing me.

Then we walked hand in hand.

Leaving behind the twilight we had just seen.

For a moment I felt that nothing had happened to our relationship.

I felt happy for a moment. With her and my son.

Every now and then I steal her eyes, stare at her in hiding.

My feelings of admiration still felt the same for him.

Whatever his kindness and behavior.

But indeed, I still can't accept her who's already turned away from me.

Surely what Abah Jajang said earlier, I realized that everything was true.

*Maybe I am a woman who always thinks of Tampa's faults considering her thousand good things, even though it's split into small parts.

He always tried to me all this time. But honestly, I never considered it.

But after accidentally knowing the woman named Ayu was already in his heart. Like my chances of getting his heart back.

At that time, I also thought about Father's blessing.

How yesterday he was so persistent in telling me to leave Sakha.

Is it possible that if I try to return for the sake of my son, you will accept him.??

Then what about Erwin, who seems to have some intention towards me. Perhaps??