For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 44

" Naon Eta Ambu?" Ask my mother.

" A Aa Kadieu.. Pour sareeung Ambu. iyeuh Tutug Oncom, Saur na si Mira Aa hoyong tea nga' Emam Sareung Tutug Oncom??" He said, telling Mira to get me a plate.

#(This is Aa..Eat the same mother.this is tutug oncom, said Mira Aa Kepingin then.sama Tutug Oncom?)

I smiled a little at both of them. My Gratitude Appears to have taken them as a family.

My son also seemed to enjoy what his aunt Mira gave him. Just Bening Spinach and fried tempeh. Although messy, they look greedy eating it.

My stepmother was married to my first Abah, shortly after my birth mother died.

He died in this village, and in the tomb right here. I plan to visit her grave after this.

It's been a long time since I got sick. Make her unable to travel far or do strenuous activities.

Almost all the housework, Mira's doing it. Ambu only occasionally cook. Every day he was just at home doing light activities.

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Carrying Lio, I walked down this path with Mira holding Danesh's hand.

Abah looks still brave in front of me while chopping Alang Alang using a machete that he brought.

Before long, you found a mound of tomb land not far from the ravine.

Not far from the garden of cassava trees and a fruit tree Kweni (A type of mango) near her.

In the vicinity of Mamah's tomb there are several other tombs, not many, one of which is the tomb of Aki and Nini, Abah's parents.

I realized this tomb was on a higher land.When looking around, it looks like the city over there and the streets are platooned.Toll road that I pass if I want to go to Jakarta.

The morning breeze with the rising Sunlight, warmed my body.

Perhaps all that is seen is an Ordinary Village Cemetery.

But I guess, this is the burial ground that Di wants everyone to have. Peaceful, Like uniting, to the land from which we came.

(# In QS. Nuh} [71]: 17-18 asserted that man was made from the land and would later return to the land after his death, then issued again on the day of doomsday.-*Islamic view)

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I walked over to Mamah's tomb, and gathered near her.

When my tears came down, I cried.

Like there is a long long long long longing for him, In my shadow also Mama's face looks more faded.

I feel more guilty about him.

I kissed her headstone that looked faded. I cried for a long time, as hiccuped because of her. Danesh and Lio were crying over me.

Maybe they don't know what I am.

" Mah, hampura Sakha her mahh. Hampura Sakha NU often lepat Kana mamah in dieu. Hampura Sakha nte became a slave of Nu Sholeh Jang mamah. Hampura Sakha... Is Sakha pardon for Kana mamah??" I said sorry.

#(Mah, sorry Sakha ya mah, Maafin Sakha who often forget the same mamah Here.sorryin Sakha not be a child that Sholeh made mamah, sorry Sakha mahh, Sakha for forgiveness. same Mamah??)

" Atos Aa, is it Ceurik??" The sound of my sister Mira who helped calm me while slightly wiping her Tears. Lio seemed to call my name sad, saying don't cry. Not to think.

Then Mira seemed to calm her two nieces.

" Keun Mira, Aa tea is indeed Budak Nu nte Bakti ka kolot. Is Nepi maneh Siga Aa?" I said Hugging Lio.

#(Let's Mira, Brother is a child who is not filial parents. lest you be like Brother)

My brother seems to lead the prayer.

I don't know, Instantly I'm Fragile as empty.

I'm trying to remember old things. The old memories I saved while I was still with Mamah.

I cried because I could no longer remember her clearly.Just her fingers reached me while lying on her bed. He was sick, at the time

His face was pale, Tyre. In my memory it is only black and white.

As I recall she tried to grab me, looking at me with her Layu face.

Mamah.tangis ku. while kissing Nisannya.

Mamah.mamah.. Mamma.. Sakha kangen ka Mamah, my inner cry with tears.

Abahs. Just let me cry.

" Mah's issue, I'll get together. Looking for dieu Da Sepp??"

#(Tomorrow Mah, Will gather together here )

I'm just quiet, I don't know what he means.

" Sanaos Urang baheula. Anjeun Kedah lift ka Tasikmalaya, nyai kanggo ngurus mamah Anu Mumuriangan, Abah Sawakan busy Sareung Dina. Neang Waragad Jang Indung.

Hampura Abah Tara bungahkeun Ka family.?" He said lirih

# (Although We were previously separated. You must go to Tasikmalaya, nyai take care of your sick mother. Abah himself is busy finding money for your Mom. Sorry, Abah was never happy in the family)

" Ayeuna na Mah, Anjeuna Geus Back. Pepejeh Temple, Pang jagakeun Kaluarga.

Adi Adi Anjeun's. Si Nyai Sanajan Kitu ka Anjeun t-shirt.?!" I just nodded.

#(Now you are home. Please Abah's message is really held. Please take care of your family.your sister, Nyai/yetu even so you.)

Then I embrace Haru.

For a moment, we talked anything before returning to Jolopong's house.

Really, I want to stay here one day.

As far as yesterday's foot went, which place I've been.

The best place is the birthplace itself. Where Daddy and Mom live.

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Ambu Hoyong SJ Mira tea in Pang keun course. Naon wae, Amih boga kabisa??" my mother told me.

#( Aaa.. I want Mira to go to school again. I feel hurt if I remember that Mira can't go to school because she takes care of me.

Ibu Kepingin Si Mira in any course in order to have expertise.)

I looked at my sister Wajak and smiled at her.

" Anjeun Geus tea sugan to marry Mira??" I said while laughing.

He smiled shyly at me while denying it to me.

" Hayu Atuh milu Aa Mira, ka Java. What's the Aa in there??" I said.

#(Yaudah, come with Aa, go to Java. nemenin Aa there)

" Hoyong is Aa, but about ah. Mira da hoyong cakeut to Ambu Sareung Abah.

#(Want to Bang, but not. Mira wants to deket same mother Abah.)

I just nodded, Listening to her say that while embracing her.

" Bobogohan wae nyak. Mun kanyahoan Aa married keun maneh??" I said, holding my embrace while laughing.

#(Don't just go out if you get caught by your brother marrying you).

" aa...Nanaonan. Da henteu boga kabogoh Mira mah??" He said half screaming.

#(Brother. Mira doesn't have a boyfriend)

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" When did you hide this from him, Livi??" maurice said to me. I'm staring.

" Can't you tell this story continuously, doesn't Vanus already know that??" Said stopped.

"I did, but I begged Not to tell Sakha. Let me tell you this myself??" Answer me.

I looked at Kylie Yang lying weakly on her bed.

Actually, I was embarrassed to see him after that incident.

Twice I was caught red-handed by her. Not because??

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I tidied my son's clothes into a bag and prepared to go back to Jakarta now.

I looked at the faces of my family one by one, the faces of Abah and Ambu I was getting older, I really felt sorry through my days not with her. yesterday I was too busy chasing something.

forgetting where I came from.

in my heart, I promise that I will visit them here more often.

then looked at the faces of my two sisters, Azzam's niece and my sister-in-law.Their innocent faces did not hide the taste or pretend.

her tinge of affection towards me was very visible.

there's a proud feeling from them for having me as his older brother. I am a nobody and I don't deserve to be proud.

I was forced to bring a little souvenir, he said to his mother's children and my in-laws in Jakarta.

only Abah knows me if I'm divorced yet.

I took the time to prepare the Water, I took From the spring that flows from the Mountain to the Bak, behind Jolopong. We used to shower there.

I'd like to wash both of my parents' feet and ask for prayers and blessings for every step I take or face.

While crying they held my head.

I rest in front of them, My crying is also starting to break'.

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" Ambu miharep anjeun Aa's. Janten jalma anu sukses, trusted ku jalma, jalma oge will see anjeun. Naha teu aya hitch anu teu tiasa revealed by you?

He said while hugging me.

#(Ambu Doain You are Successful Aa. so people who succeed, in believing the same people, People will also be good with you. There are no obstacles you can't get through?).

" Letah anjeun mangrupikeun letah seuneu, anu anjeun carioskeun will definitely happen.

Bone anjeun beusi. moal easy peupeus. Naon anu anjeun lakukeun must be the way.!?"

#(Your tongue is the Tongue of Fire, What you speak is bound to happen.

Your bones are iron.not easily broken.What you do will definitely work.)

" Kuncina measuring hiji, keg hilap milampah kahadean pikeun jalma, Happy still? ""

Ceuk Abah's.

#(The key is just one, do not forget to do good for people, Happy to give?)

My Abah said.

" barrel vat, syringe vat. Gaduh raos efficient and grateful ka anu maha kawasa.?"

Tambihkeun.

#(don't feel great, Don't be greedy. Have Enough Feelings And Gratitude the same almighty.?")

Added her.

" Fair, love ka jalma anu bogoh ka anjeun. Entong ngarespon jalma anu evil ka anjeun. Entong. Mahikir kajatanana and anjeun.

#(Be Fair, Love someone who loves you. Don't answer bad people to you. Don't be tired of thinking about their crimes with you.)