
" Dear, is this Livi's mom?" maurice Said to Kylie.
they both look smiling.
It seems like the two of them are already a little familiar. Livia seemed to kiss her child lovingly.
Then Kylie looked at me.
" Dear, it's Papa" she said, introducing me to Kylie. She slightly hid her Tiny body in Livia's arms. I just smiled a little look at her.
At first glance his face is similar to Mira as a child.
Her chin was slightly split, her eyes were round, her lips thin similar to Livia's.
I wanted to hug her and kiss her just once.I couldn't believe I had a beautiful daughter.
Livia seemed to be watching me.
Maurice questioned my seriousness to clarify my relationship with Livia, and I was a little nervous about it.
I can't talk, because? Yeah, because we talked about it before, but we didn't find a way out.
" you shouldn't be selfish, there's Kylie you have to remember." He said to both of us.
" So long she'll grow up to be big and she needs clarity from both of you."
" Don't let him grieve for your selfishness."
I was a little annoyed at what Maurice said, I looked at him.
" It's not meant to defend myself, if I'm up to Livia. I want to marry her." I said in front of Maurice.
" Sakha, I!" said Livia.
" Otherwise?" I said while shrugging my shoulders.
" I have a Mama who still needs attention.if you marry me..?" said disconnected.
" I don't need you 24 hours near me Livi, if you have to wait for Mama please." answered me.
He looked at me.
" Oh, you don't have to fight here.The most important thing is your responsibility towards the child you have!" Maurice.
" He needs the full affection of both his parents." Add it again.
" Be a responsible parent!" he said as he walked Leaving the three of us.
" Maurice, I'm going to marry Livia. And I'll take care of my own son.!" I said sounding loud.
He turned to me.
" When?" her snapping.
" Tomorrow, tomorrow I will marry her" I said.
" Sakha-do you realize what you're saying?" said Livia . I looked at her.
***
" Today I'm so tired Livi, can I just rest a little while in a new hotel later when I wake up we play three?" I said to Livia while driving her car.
" Yes it's no problem" he said sounding softly while stroking the hair of his son who was sitting on his lap.
" Livi, I'm planning on taking her to my place while Let my sister take care of her" I said again. He just kept quiet while slightly taking his breath.
" Sakha, you? your words were serious in front of Maurice?" ask him to me.
" Which one?" reset me. He looked at me sharply.
" Ooo, that one? Yes, I am serious about you. I have even asked you before. You're just this and that."
" don't blame me, don't we ever talk about this? "
I looked at him again.
"now I want to marry you in church or wherever you want but I cannot forsake my Lord." I say.
I took a deep breath while looking at the two of them.
" I'm doing this for the good of our Son, I want him to grow up to be someone who isn't confused about his identity..He should know, if we're his parents, he should know who his family is, his brother. The origin is clear."
" But Sakha?" Said.
" Oh, don't wear it but." I said cut.
" Are you sure he's my son?" I said a little heart.
" You mean?" he said with a slight annoyed laugh.
" If you're not sure, you don't have to do it!" his words look upset.
" Who is not sure? I'm just asking you. Are you sure he's my son? in other words, I want your seriousness! Why are you even upset with me anyway Livi.!" I said.
She laughed cynically, before long my phone shook. I grabbed him in my pants pocket.
Ayu's face on my phone screen.
I looked at Livia.
" Have you picked up there, that call from your girlfriend!" he said he sounded sniffy. I just kept quiet.
" That's why I didn't want to marry you before. Because of you, you're not quite one woman!" said annoyed.
Again I just kept quiet.
I took my breath again.
" Yes, if that's your assumption. Make me stop at you!" my word. I heard her snide laughter back.
" Already, I want to rest first. You want to walk or want to come to the room?" bargain me while stopping the car in front of the hotel lobby.
He just kept quiet as he followed my steps into the hotel.
****
How come the phone is not picked up? my thinking. Just last night we were better, there was already something he was doing that made me suspicious.
Who exactly is he going to Surakarta. Is it possible that she met her ex-boyfriend or another boyfriend?
Then who am I anyway? Thought again. Do I have to leave him or do I survive until he fights for me? While I'm tied to Linggar.
" Ayu?" Said Mas Linggar arriving which surprised me. I looked at him with a smile.
" Why isn't eating spent?" Ask her again.
" I think I'm full, it's okay." answered me while leaving my food.
" Oh, if you're full, that's okay." Answer her.
" Oh yeah, next week my family will go to your family's house. I forced them to rush to get engaged to you?" he said that surprised me a little.
" Loh, what's wrong Yu. How do you look like it?" said probing. I hurriedly realized it.
" it's okay mas, it's just that it feels like speed alone.not that you agree that we are going this slowly." I said. She laughs.
" Aren't you sure I'm Yu?" ask her. I'm han quiet.
" If you're not sure you're talking now before you or I feel sorry!" he said a little angry. I looked at her.
" Why are you angry anyway?' ask Him.
" Who's angry, I'm just pissed off about you. The longer you're like stepping back and forth from our original dating plans.!"
" The more days you look less serious about our relationship, I don't feel good about your family.I don't feel good about my family either!"
" If I wait for you, when will we get married? while I'm being pursued the same time, my sister wants to get married next year."
" you know it's customary for us to prohibit marrying children in 1 year at the same time!" said. I just kept staring at him.
" I've asked you many times what you want to marry, what you look like, the clothes, the decorations, the prewedding!"
" Not even the loincloth you chose for us!!"
" Last last time you've been so indifferent to me. The more we don't consider our relationship?"
" Please say Now, how do you want us? break up or continue.!?"
I was still staring at him. In my mind what he said earlier was the truth.
my concentration has been broken ever since I knew Sakha.
I don't know, what do I expect from my relationship with him? but I still doubt if I continue my relationship with Linggar?
I also realized what I really am in the eyes of Mas Sakha, How his view on our relationship.
Never spoken from his mouth, the serious words I expected.
It's a little embarrassing but I was really expecting it, even though my chances were slim to be with her.
I took a breath and looked at Mas Linggar.
" Yes, I've looked after you."
" If you feel like you want to quickly tie me to the engagement, I'm ready!" I said sounding confident but in fact my heart hesitated.
Mas Linggar smiled to me, then his hand held my hand. I don't feel anything, am I I sinning against him.
Maybe my words just now don't want me to say. And it could be a mistake.
***
" Where have you been?" I said, squirming my body a little. He looked at me who had just woken up from sleep.
I saw the clock on my phone at half eleven p.m.
" Have you had dinner?" ask me again as I head to the bathroom.
" Livia, have you had dinner? Kylie you've been eating yet!" ask me one more time.
" I've been. I'm the same as he's been eating downstairs." Answer her.
" The food is good?" ask me while fixing my pants zipper. He's paying a little attention to me.
" It's not good" he said.
I walked up to her On the next bed. approached Kylie who looked to be fast asleep. I looked at her, Smiling Little. caressing her hair and occasionally kissing her.
" Don't bother him Kha. he hasn't been asleep for long." Livia said to me. I looked at him unmoved.
" All you cared about earlier was just him. I'm you ignoring?" said later. I looked at her with a smile and walked up to her.
" Kha, he hasn't slept long" she said again.
" We just turn off the lights, no noise" I said Tempting her.
" I'm sure, play it slow." I said slightly whispering in his ear as he continued to tease her.
He just squirms, doesn't budge.