For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 14

Soon I was left alone with Danesh in this room. I kept holding Danesh who looked like he wanted to be spoiled.

" Pa Danesh wants a drink??" said my son lirih. I looked at him. Then I called Estu's name while coming out of the room.there Estu who was holding Arcel in this middle room with the nanny I snapped earlier.

" Danesh asked for a drink??" I said as I approached her.

Estu stood up while nursing Arcelio I followed her steps towards the kitchen.

Before Danesh drank it, I recited the first prayer of this Water for him. Estu just stared at me.

Arcel suddenly released his mouth from his mother's chest.I immediately turned my face away which seemed to be blushing. Then walk into the middle room again.

There was not even the face of my two-in-law's voice

*****

" Danesh is healing tomorrow, don't you worry Mama??" I said softly as I rubbed my son's head.

" But Papa sleeps here tonight, please??" he said pleading. I looked at Danesh's haggard-looking face.

then I looked at Estu.

" yes??" I said slowly.

" But Danesh is healing??" I said. My son just nodded small.

Then she sat down next to her Mama who was holding Arcel.

" Maa, can you tonight Papa bobo with Danesh??" he said asking for permission.Estu and I stared at each other.

Estu just nodded slowly.

I don't know where my in-laws go, the house feels safe I thought.

" Well sir, I'm sorry sir. I want to ask permission for tonight I can't go back to the hotel??"

" yes sir sorry, this is my son's fussy no want to stay?!" I said half smiling.

" yes, sir, tomorrow morning I'll go to the hotel before I check out,?"

" Oo..no need sir. thank you. tomorrow I clean my stuff myself?" I said.

After I fed Danesh, I asked Estu for dinner. He made me a plate of fried rice and an omelet and a glass of tea.

After a bit of pleasantry inquiring about the whereabouts of his parents I held Arcel in my arms, smelling his hair for a bit.

" Estu..sorry I was rude to you??" I said.

He just kept quiet.

" I didn't mean to??"

" Oh, I also know the reason you are like that??" said.

" Will I be sued by your parents for unpleasant deeds.I was making a rowdy in front??" say

" Don't know, see tomorrow??" said.

We were both Silent, while accompanying Danesh who was watching the cartoon.

Every now and then I lyrics Estu who seems busy playing her phone.

I still have Arcel sitting quietly watching his beloved cartoon.

******

And suddenly this feeling was present inside my Chest.

The desire to have a full family, the desire that can be accompanied at any time and live with my child.

Eating food made by my wife, served as a husband.

I really miss that situation that has passed.

If or could I have a story like that again??

Thought me.

******

I hurriedly got up from the side of Danesh who was asleep with me. We slept in the middle room. There was a blanket on my side and Danesh that slipped away from the blanket.

I looked around the quiet room.

At four o'clock I thought, not yet heard the voice of the adhan Subuh.just heard the voice of praise, maybe from the grand mosque not far from this housing complex.

I carried Danesh's supine body, bringing him into his room not far from this room.

I saw Estu fall asleep next to Arcel.

I smiled a little, then with my heart I put Danesh beside them.

I held Danesh's forehead which was no longer hot. kissed his back.

I meant to kiss Arcel's forehead between Danesh and Estu.

Maybe because of the piquing, Estu seemed to open her eyes. I was a little surprised by it.

We looked at each other at a close distance.

I kissed her forehead which a moment later we kissed each other warmly.

I don't know, I'm in love with Estu. Let go of all the feelings that are covered with the cold of the morning.

Mutual hunting, giving all the pleasure that we used to do halal.

Honestly, we enjoyed each other.The unexpected momentum will occur and do not let anyone know.

*******

" You must be more assertive to him Estu, don't be weak because of the child!!"

" Danesh is just a common pain, being spoiled.!!"

" you can switch her to other things, bring her a toy or what!!?"

" his own son sir is wondering about his Papa?" I said answering father

" and also he went to Jakarta is not intentional, want to meet his son. or want to meet me as you think!?" continue me

" communication is also rare.at least once a month even he asked his son news, am I wrong?!"

" that's why you don't have a lot of excuses.!?"

" next time if you want to meet. do not in this house.I do not like to look at his face!!"

said Sambari went.

I just sighed slowly, then went back to my son's room. The longer, the more possessive you are of me.

she actually locked me in her golden cage.What I do must be with her consent. My life is really in control of him now.

Then I remembered what happened this morning. Although after her she hurriedly took a shower and packed away.

Each Touch still feels very intimate and warm, I feel his desire for me. The feeling of love, and the very strong desire that once poured out against me.

Every touch and everything from him is true I Enjoy.

Honestly, I still love her a lot, and I don't want to replace anyone else in my sexual life. He's so perfect, a guy who fits what I want. I am very satisfied with her. Satisfied with everything he has.

And honestly, I don't want to share it with anyone.

Although it turns out, he chose to share it with others, and it made me angry.

I don't know, after that, no words came out of our mouths.we just stared at each other in the dim. occasionally kissed, and did it once again before he took a shower.

Like her we are still husband and wife.

God, I'm sorry, I thought.

******

" Huufftt.

" Why did Mom, I think I was fretting over something??" ask Budiman who is in front of me.

I just smiled at him, turning from my view that was looking out of the carriage of the train that was still on this road.

" No sir, just think son??" answer me.

" Why your son??" I asked, and then I took a deep breath.

" Yeah...is this what it's like to be separated from children??" I said, he just smiled.

" Oh patient, we never know how the trials of life that God loves us??" he said it sounded wise.

I just nodded small

" The best human being is willing to learn from mistakes and always improve?" continue her.

I took my breath back, making the hollows of my chest cavity a plane. I smile back.

" You're young, too dear if you can't go on living?"

" Just regret and want to go back in time!?"

" I do not regret what happened sir, and ready to undergo the impact of the mistakes I have made.?"

" It's just, I feel so wrong with my son??" continue me.

" You can get through this all Sakha??" he said, patting my shoulder.

" And the Lord will not give a test beyond the limits of the capacity of a servant?"

Add it again.

" Sure?!" he said with a cheering tone.

I just thanked him, smiling.

*****

" When do you come home??" tanya Hakka, one of the students who also lives in this rented house.

I looked at her while smiling.

" Sunday Ka...Where are the others??" ask me then to her

" Oo.. anu mas, if Noval there are activities on his campus. if mas Ikmal same mas Eko I don't know me??" answer her.

Akh is just a small beard.

" Anu mas, yesterday, the handyman next to your house??" he said to me.

" who? Whose repairman is heh??"

" I don't feel like I'm telling people to make a real home??" I said chimed in.

He's laughing a little.

" Not loh mas, the father who has Panglong made the door of the wooden frame loh mas??" said.

" Oo.. sir That??" I said while remembering her name, I looked at Hakka with a laugh.

" Why??" ask her.

" So, he asked you.he said that he had come home to play??" he said as he walked to his room .

" Okay... Thank you??" I said the one that left him later.