
" Take off Kha...what do you want!?" I said half thrashed, he just kept quiet and kept staring at me.
The hold was so tight, Sakha brought her face closer to me.
The look in his eyes was wildly meaningless, The sound of his breathing sounded fast.
" Saka..!! release!!"
" Saka..!! let go, if I don't scream!!" threaten me.
" Saka!!" I said a little louder while he pressed me. It felt hard what did I see?
He forced me to kiss my neck and lips, though I avoided it, but the more I couldn't wriggle.
her arms were like tightly wrapped around my small body.
He pulled me into bed, dropped my body.
even though I tried to kick her, and claw her chest, Sakha was getting wild to face me.
my shirt he pulled, until the buttons came off.
He pushed me. He forced me to do that.
I screamed, but my mouth was covered by his wide hands.
" Silence!!" he said a little rough.
I try to struggle, fight as much as I can but what he has unsheathed in mine.
I was raped by him for the second time.
My hands are held back by her, my mouth is gagged by her honest kiss I miss her.
I tried faintly, to unseen enjoy her.
What he did was very clear and felt thirsty.
We haven't done this in a long time.
******
Sakha looked to find the key she threw earlier.
After completing what he meant earlier, he confirmed I also got it.
sorry, we actually climaxed together.
but he always didn't know that.
" you take a shower first, and I'll take you home?" he said while staring at me.
I pretend to look away.
He stood in front of the mirror, wiping his neck and chest.
For a moment I saw his chest reddened by the claw of my hand earlier.
After he came out, I hurriedly locked the door of this room so that he would not enter again.
or even attack me unexpectedly like that.
In the bathroom, I remember the quick and unexpected treatment.If I accidentally return the item to the room, maybe my YSL shirt is not damaged like this. I forgot a little bit about it, like there was a feeling of understanding or something.
I honestly miss that too.
******
We kept quiet in the car that was walking towards my parents' house.
only occasionally did he steal a glance from the rearview mirror before him.
" Sat..?" his words slowly.
I didn't answer her.
" Aren't I sorry what I wanted to say, just??" said floating.
(No sorry!! )what times did he think, I said in my heart.
" I'm just acting Spontaneous with You. Maybe that was the peak of my desire for you all this time that I have been craving!?" continue her.
(Spontaneous and pent-up peak of Desire. is there only *** and how to do nge*e in his head.!!! ) I thought again.
And I just kept quiet.
" Sat..?" call her.
I just looked a little.
" Tomorrow I'll go to your parents' house, yeah, I'll go see what's left?" said.
" maybe ten in the morning?" said again.
" please don't you avoid me?"
" I want to see the kids too!?" he said a little pressing.
" Yes, look at tomorrow!?" answer me that way.
" Yes you should be at home with the kids!!" he said a little, I was a little surprised.
" If you don't want to find me, don't avoid my children.?!" he said, I just kept quiet.
" Don't you hear me talking about Estu!?" he said while stopping the steering wheel of his car.
I looked at her annoyed.
He looks like he's smiling.
" You were the same thing as before!" tanyakanya.
" Consider it a farewell sign, a memory recall!?" he said while laughing with satisfaction.
I'm staring at her. (You think it was couvernir!!) thought me.
" That!!" it's a little hard.
I stared at him sharply.
" What!!" I said a little loudly.
" you answer the cake if someone asks, people say?!" he said a little pressing
" You're bales the same make-up cake, a rude word, or a sneer let's talk tik tok!?" said
Strange as well, people think I am.
I just kept quiet.
" You want to know what Kha is.!"
" I demand your behavior earlier, I keep coming to the police!?" my bluff, he looked at me.
" it's up to you, at least you know you want me?" he said a little smile.
" yes.would you just nge*we. how to nge*we.when is the chance Ng*we!!" I said insinuate her.
" fill your head only female and nge*we!!" continue me again.
" I hate you so much Kha!!" I said a little upset.
" Now dong is angry!!?" said meledek.
I stared at her irritatedly, unconsciously hitting her with my hand, and grabbed her hair several times.
******
" Will I remember this day Estu, when we parted ways and I don't know when we'll see you again!?" he said slowly, sounding very dramatic.
" Maybe it's just me you hear slowly.?!"
" Don't meet, you'll never talk to me again, even if it's a phone call?" he said while taking a deep breath.
" Please later when it comes to children.You have to talk to me. such as school or circumcision or anything that concerns children?"
" I've never felt bad to be a child, going to the wrong father to go to a dead-end mother."
" It feels crowded, wants to lose but who.?"
" fortunately I'm in the pesantren. there's Abah yayi same ustadz who guided me.?" he said he was a little bit of a look at his past that I've heard so much about.
******
Indeed, the story of his life is sad, inversely proportional to my life as a child.
After her parents split up, Sakha said she was still in first grade.
Sakha was raised by her grandmother from her mother, she called her amih.
The third grade of his amih died, then he went with his aunt along with his three brothers.but because Sakha was small, including naughty so he was entrusted in the boarding school.
at the age of 14 years he came out of pesantren.living with his older sister who was not long married, four did not go to school for a year. fortunately there is a widowed aunt and cares with Sakha. he was admitted to Tsanawiyah.at the same level as High School.
Itupun Sakha While odd jobs to help her aunt. sometimes look for firewood, help pick coconuts, herding goats or cows belonging to the hajj sir in his village.take bamboo, make broom sticks etc.
whatever he does as long as there is an addition to his aunt who only sells lotteries.
Boro-boro dating he said first.chick sekampung his only consider him a man from the lower caste that is not worth looking at.
If another young man is good at playing guitar, ball, futsal or volleyball, there is not the slightest skill he has like a man his age other than doing menial work.
sometimes, she sleeps in a musholla near her house because her little aunt's house feels overcrowded. Sakha always shared a bed with her two cousins who were several years adrift on top of her.
When Tsanawiyah graduation, do not rent a suit for graduation day.His pantofel shoes are obsolete, the results of borrowing belongs to his neighbors who are teachers.it was too small he said.
If the others are in tie suits, the women wear kebaya suits. he only wears a white shirt.
Others are busy taking photos here. He just watched from far away.
Indeed, his life story is very Tragedy, sad, but one thing that is proud of him.he said he did not regret his unhappy childhood, his teenage years were like wasted, wasted, the difficult period of his life or blame his irresponsible parents.
Now, her kids have to grow up better than her.
that's what makes her a personal responsibility towards her family.me and her two children.
From the first time I met him, I was sure he was a special man. Sure enough, but it didn't last long.
But now I consider him an ordinary man, and sometimes hate him.