For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 136's

Who exactly is he?? Why is it so hard to remember.

The young woman named Ayu.

in the memory in my head, every single one of the sheets seemed empty.

I really can't remember anyone, except my family and my son Danesh.

He said right now and s already have a sister and have entered SD. but the time yes??

In fact, Mira said it had happened a few years ago.

to remember who Danesh's mother was I can't. His name or his face.

Actually, what's been going on with my life all along.

I met with whom I did what there's a story What's next.

I feel sorry for myself, it's sad.

I don't remember anyone or anything.

Is it true that my memory will heal, recover.

or I'll forget forever.living in a new leaf with no memories.

I looked at myself who looked bald in front of the mirror.

visible traces of stitches that have not been so dry are still visible.

I looked at my face every detail.Stare deep into my eyes trying to find what was hidden there or trying to remember what I had seen before??

but empty. and I began to be sad, I held the mirror in front of me. I felt like I wanted to cry because I could not remember the past.

How do I determine my future now??

What should I do what should I do How can I handle all of this if it's in me...... I'm empty??...

Oh God, what sin did I ever commit until you punished me like this.

if I'm willing to fix it I want to rearrange my life I want to apologize to everyone I've hurt or maybe I've done something unfair before.

I want to confess sin and wrong to someone I might have previously hidden??

but what is God.., who is he, I must how this is...

my mind began to panic and feel upset myself.I cried out in front of the mirror I had just looked at.

suddenly my head started to feel pain and throbbing...

Arggh.... I held him while trying his role to bed.

" aa... Aaa..Oh..!!" mira shouted at me. I looked at her with a slightly twitching look I felt not strong....

**

" Some, that's why why can't you be so unconscious?" mas Arya said while checking her pulse.

I was still crying and staring at him.

" I don't know for sure, I'm still in the kitchen.?"

" when you want to wake Aa. intend to tell her to eat, Aa already sat down near the bed?"

I said while crying.

" Surely Aa was trying to remember, just look at her hand on the glass!?" mas Arya said after looking around.

Then Mas Arya breathed out her breath.

" It seems, we need a nurse to look after Aa, escort her to avoid this collapse.?!"

" Or prevent him from forcing the memory of Aa's past!? said mas Arya. I just kept quiet.

" I also can't possibly ask you to keep looking after you even if he's your brother?"

" I don't want to jeopardize the condition of you and our child?!" said slowly.

" But, w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-w-?" I said a little bit carefully.

He's laughing a little.

" Later mas will talk to him, you do not have to worry. the most important thing now is your health l, also Aa you??" he said to calm my heart.

I smiled while hugging him.

***

" Why bother hiring a nurse for him!!"

" have he done what good to you, to the point that you did everything in your power to make him recover?!"

my mother said to me, she looked at me fiercely.

" Athaghfirullah haladzim's...Mom. how many times Arya said that she was already her family arya.wouldn't want Arya also responsible for her Mom?"

I said a little emotion responding to it.

" What family?! he's nothing more than someone who deliberately set you up to marry his sister?!" mother said with emotion.

" Athaghfirullah haladzim.ok mother still thinks like that anyway!! you Arya does not like Mira not love the same red maybe Arya was willing to marry her sister!?"

" What's wrong with Mira That's Arya's choice?!"

" he's poor, ugly, uneducated, from a mediocre family!!"

" Who should Arya be?!"

" You think his son is the king, the princess of the kingdom, the noble daughter?!"

" how many times Ariel has reminded Mother that all this has been written outlined by God. May I plan this area have a soul mate like this like that, like that, but if God wants the same price match red who is nobody in the eyes of Mother Mother who would protest the same?? Same God!?"

" Mother dares to anger God who has given everything to us until like this!?"

" who is Arya, Mom? to the extent that the mother occupies Arya very high.thankfully Arya wants to marry, meet a soul mate!!"

" if you do not meet Mira, Arya is not necessarily willing to marry Mom, it could be Arya single for life!!" I said pissed.

" Arya was surprised by her mother, whenever there was a problem always related to Mira.!?"

" one wrong Arya emang should be Arya was not to ask for consideration from the mother of this matter but Mira herself who asked the area to talk to the mother?"

"? was?mom always vilifies her in front of others, taunting her in front of Arya!!"

" if you force her to be perfect and overcome all your will, don't you regret that the area will one day be like Mas??" I said annoyed.

My mother glared at me.

Yes, my biological mas did have a mental disorder.maybe due to pressure from my mother who demanded it to be, it must be this and that.

" Arya has said the same mother. the matter of the mother agrees or not, it's the mother's business. Because the most important thing for the area now is the health of Aryan's wife who is pregnant with Arya's child.?" say

" Why do you have to bear the cost of care Aa her Mira! doesn't he have two wives, does he have two wives?" said mother.

" mother, you know that the two are pregnant.anything kutoarjo-jakarta is not close to Bu.

Mira can't be away from her brother.?" I said.

" Here it is, Arya does not want to make a fuss with mom. the most important thing now I know?"

" and once again Arya asked Mom, please don't talk about this once again.?"

" Arya doesn't want to fight over this issue.!"

" What can Arya and Arya have now is no more just a deposit and the best deposit is that is useful for others.?"

" Arya has no intention of enriching herself, of amassing material possessions and riches of any kind, without purpose and purpose."

" for what is Arya a lot of money, if it can not be used for his own brother.?" I said leaving my mother.

***

" But the problem is, where should we find a nurse like that?" I asked Arya.

he's speechless.

" Would it be better if we ask permission first from Ma'am Estu and Cece Livia mas?" i said again.

She's staring.

" absolutely... We should ask them for consideration, especially if they are not his wife?" said.

" The neurologist said, that Aa must often be stimulated by her memory of events that have passed?" said.

" tube Who's the guy Who's close to Aa who knows about the past of almost all men if any woman there is only his wife?" answer me.

Mas Arya looked at me fixedly. I looked at her.

and I seem to know the purpose and purpose of it.

I immediately shook my head.

" No mas! that even adds more slander against Aa and mbak Ayu?"

" Especially yesterday her lawyer came to ask that Aa stay away from her?" I said.

" If Nisa later we ask permission from Mr. Subandi?"

" we ask carefully!?" said.

I just kept quiet.

***

" I came here to see Mas Sakha?" that word just came.

I smile.

" I heard that mas Sakha..?" he said he stopped. I looked at him.

" Yes sir? Is it the state of Sakha mas now.he needs a lot of time and help from the people around?"

" Yeahh... help in the form of... invite him to talk about something that happened in the past.maybe this time it's only way out Sir, so that He can recover soon?" I said to Subandi.

He just nodded small.

" Mas Sakha is in her room, she is now more silent while looking in the mirror.?" I said a little vibrating.

" Maybe, in him he tried hard to remember all the events until he took the time now?" I said.

" All he remembers is his family and also and his first child.for his wife's name and face he doesn't remember.?"

" me and Red have been trying to help her give her pictures of photos and the names of people she might know.

" to Bali she watched my wedding video yesterday she kept quiet and always asked Who is this Who is this ??" I said.

" Why are there little girls, who? she always asks like that.?"

" that's his own son, then,??" I said while holding back the turbulent feeling in the chest.

" You can imagine if his son came here and found his Papa who does not remember him as a child.?"

" that would definitely ruin his child's psychology? could it be interpreted as a form of rejection. let alone the father know that his daughter also has the disease?" my word.

Mr. Subandi seemed to nod and take a deep breath.

" What Aa needs now is a nurse who can stimulate her memory back. about past events that Aa had experienced?" my word.

" if for example Mr. Subandi knows who is right to care for Aa... please help me and Mira yes sir?" I said a little coding for him.

" Come sir? I'm taking you to Aa's room?" I said then.

After the door opened, pay attention to my arrival and Mr. Bandi.

his face was flat like he didn't recognize us.

I smile. Mr. Bandi immediately approached him, He immediately hugged the body of Aa who was a little thin and headed Gundul.

There was a sense of sadness when Mr. Bandi hugged Aa with his cry.

He said a little unclear, the point of which was that he apologized and lamented the incident that had befallen Aa just now.

" Have you been sir?" I said while pulling her hand a little from Aa.

" wish you all the best for me?" I said.

" Would it be better if you could help me too?" I said slowly.

He's staring at me. I just smiled at him.