For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 59's

Mira seemed to be asleep in this floor mattress of mine. Looks like he's tired of waiting for that Aa who's talking here with the Hajj sir.

Say widow again! it makes me even more upset.

Suddenly the door of my room was knocked, the sound of her calling her sister's name was slow. I opened it with a flat expression.

" Sir, where's the Mira?" said.

" There's a mas, it's been sleeping from before" I replied.

" Mira, get up" she said trying to call her sister a few times.

" Already, let me let Mira sleep here tonight.it's okay." I said. She's staring.

" Fear of having nicotine later" he said.

" Want to wake up is also difficult Mas. Already pules him. mas chat later anyway?" I said while glancing at him.

He's a little smile I don't respond to.

" Still angry?" said lirih. I just kept staring at him. He started to smile a little.

" Is that why I'm angry?" he said slowly. I'm still not flinching.

He seemed to take a deep breath.

" Yes yes mbak, I say goodbye. Please wake him up tomorrow morning ya. tell him directly to the house of Mr. Bandi. Excuse me first." he said insensitively to me.

I'm getting pissed at him.

Suddenly he pulled me into a slightly dark corner. He hugged me tightly.

" Don't be angry?" said lirih.

My eyes were burning with a feeling that exploded from inside my chest. My throat suddenly hurt.

I tried to hold back my tears. I buried my face in his chest while hugging him.

I was crying withholding.

Between Missing, upset, angry, irritated into one.

Fitted irregularly, it felt increasingly crowded.

But when he kissed me for a moment, all those feelings were gone. Just relieved and Replacing with a sense of happiness.

He kissed me long ago. fulfilled my longing towards him.

Then he left quickly, afraid to be known by others.

**

" His sleep was good?" asked Linggar when he picked me up on his motorcycle.

I just smiled to see it. He smiled back at me.

It felt like last night I felt satisfied, was able to sleep well with my future sister-in-law Mira and get "Kiss & Cuddle" from her that.

I looked at him from the speed of the motor carried by Linggar, looking at him who was walking towards Rumah mas Bandi.

****

" Mira, Aa has business going to Surakarta.at most yes three days.you are at the house of Mr. Bandi aja. babantu his mother. Aa's got your nitipin" I told Mira.

He looked at me like I was scared to leave. I laughed.

" Can you call Aa if there is a what mah Mira. about will Aa stay you here.!" my word.

" Oh, I'm afraid that Aa. where Mira is here only a week.Aa has stayed again!" said fret.

I laughed again.

" If you're afraid, play it with Si Ayu?" my word.

He looked at me like he was suspicious.

" Later next week you start participating in the C package school program ."

" It's only once a week once every two weeks. later will be a long time you have activities.!" my word.

" Beware, the work of Heula. kanyahoan ku Aa, directly Aa tikahkeun!!' I said threaten him.

#(Be careful, do not date first.did I marry you!)

" Naon the Aa.. Moal, Hun. Da Mira mah arek Nurut ka Almarhum Ambu. nurut ka Aa." Said.

#(What the hell is Aa..No, no. Mira wanted to recede to the late Ambu. Nurut to Aa.) he said.

I looked at her, a little in disbelief.Hakka often Acting in front of me. Pretending Alim and trying to Take My Heart.

Instantly I was fed up with her, but after thinking, Yes I may also be the same as her.

I took my train from Kutoarjo station to Solo. Later there I will be picked up by Livia to visit Kylie.

This is the first time I'm meeting my daughter.

Then I thought to Ayu, our relationship. I don't know what kind of relationship this is. Relationship or just for fun. Actually I don't want to hang no clarity.

We were both close, but not lovers.we were not dating but me and him like they were connected to each other. Even to the point?

Akkhh, I'm getting dizzy thinking about it.

Honestly, I love him. It would be her simple, Ordinary Yet Like there was 'Something' that made me want to have her.

But he himself was already engaged to Linggar.

That makes it hard for me to take action.

Should I leave it??

I'm taking my breath Heavy.

So, my status with Livia? He had a son from me but we didn't get married. Or with Estu, the ex-wife I once blamed even though she didn't mind herself.

Oh Allah... So many of my sins. I really want to stop and go back to being a good person. Not much of a Polah's behavior.

I was afraid that at any time my sister or my daughter would be affected by Imbasnas.

I'm afraid they know a guy like me one day.

I really hate it. Hate for myself.

I thought tired.

***

" Surakarta, mbak." she replied.

" Said Sih there is an important matter of his work problem First.so!" add it again.

I just stared at her. While Mira's gaze like other towards me, like a grain of rice that has its contents? Or is it my assumption.

" Yes, later if there is anything. You just play to my boarding house?" bargain me.

" Yes, God willing." answered him.

Why didn't you say yes last night? my thinking.

" Am, mbak. Said Aa Overnight Ask me for more information if it's a work holiday." He said heart sounds.I looked at him.

" What's wrong?" ask me.

" That's Ma'am, said Aa would take the house in front of Kost-an mbak." Said.

" Continue?" I'm impatient.

" Yes mbak, I ask friends to go to the market to buy home furniture items but wait for the house to be completed in the renovation" he said.

" Ooo, yes, that's easy." I said

" When do you want to move?" ask me.

" There is still a week more mbak. said Aa, pak Haji want to renovate the bathroom first.he said he wanted to make it in the room." Answer her.

I just nodded.

" Mom?" she said slowly, I looked at her.

" Yes Mir, what's wrong?" I said.

" But don't be mad, Mmm, I'm sorry?" he said heart.

" Yes Mir, what's the matter?" I said curious.

he seemed to swallow his saliva.

" Mommy is already engaged yes the same mas mas the other day. who picked up mbak work?" ask her.

I'm staring.

" Who did you say?" ask me.

" Said Asih Mother." said plain.

I'm just smiling.

" Not yet Mira's fiancee, just wanted to." I replied.

" When do you want a fiancee? Do you want to get married?" ask her again.

I smile back.

" Don't know Mira, about her there has been no talk from her family mas Linggar."

" Why did Mira.kok ask that question?" I said, he seemed to move both his hands.

" No, just ask.!" he said buru.

I looked at him while giving a smile.

" Oh yeah, Sakha said who would bring her here. whose child or who?" ask me.

" It was going to take Lio, but mbak Estu did not give permission but yes do not know also I mbak.want to ask Aa afraid she was angry." he replied with a smile.

Then we told each other about many things, including the story of Mas Sakha, my lover.

***

" Maurice, this is Sakha. Kylie's father is my son." Said Livia introduced me to her nun friend.

I smiled as I shook my hand and mentioned my name once more.

For a moment, he seemed to be watching me.

I just heard Livia talking to Maurice.

My eyes are a little looking here.

We were in a room like this Hall. We were at the Dormitory as well as the Orphanage.

indeed, only this time did I enter a room like this. Or what is called Panti.

" So, someone came here yesterday. A couple from Jakarta, they live in Singapore.." Maurice began to tell stories.

" They said they wanted to adopt one of the children. They've been here a couple of times, and it looks like they fell for Kylie."

Said.

Livia seemed to be breathing.

" How to go?" ask Maurice impatiently.

" Yes, I told them what they were. about Kylie's condition, it's also about you."

" It's up to you now." Said.

Livia looked at me.

" When you look at the progress. Kylie is stronger than ever. Although not very active with his other friends, he was quick to respond like other children" said Maurice.

We walked down the hallway, He took us to another room.

Not so long, until we were in one room behind this parlour.

Looks like a boisterous child playing, There's someone running around here. Or playing with their toys.

I'm looking for my daughter who I've never seen.

I'm trying to see where I'm here. I'm a fool, a parent who is disobedient to his son.

" Kylie, here baby." call Maurice to one of the red-boned girls.

He ran towards us.

For a moment I was stunned, I felt like crying.