
It doesn't feel like this? almost 3 months later I stopped contact with Sakha or Mira. I don't know, How they are doing now I think sometimes I still think about what Sakha said to me a long time ago.
When I miscarried, she wanted to propose and marry me.
But that desire felt extinct, after Mas Bandi told my family who Mas Sakha really was.
the man with 2 wives and 3 children. My family refuses outright if he gets close to me.
my family no one really knows if me and Sakha mas??
Suddenly the Sacred colleague of mine nudged my arm. hinting that a customer was coming.
Then I realized and smiled at the man standing before me.
" Good day, Father, welcome. Can I help you??" I said, and the guest in front of me smiled and said something.
" I'm sorry, sir, did you make a reservation before??" ask me again in a friendly manner.
" Can you help me with my father? how many nights??" tanyaku later.
it has been 2 months I have been working with my friend in Surabaya. I deliberately sought a workplace far from the reach of Sakha. in the hope that I would never see her again or remember her.
But I don't think the problem will be solved if I keep remembering it.
***
" Maa... Where's papa?" ask Kylie slowly. I looked at him with a smile.
" Papa's got some business, baby, why the hell?" ask him about me.
" will you come home?" ask again.
" Hmmm... Mama doesn't know?" answer me.
" Maa.. Papa dong's phone?" I looked at him and thought I should answer him.
Not only that her other children also wanted to be with Sakha.
" But mama's afraid that later even bother Papa, send a message, yes?" I said later.
" is this the night, ma? papa's time is busy?" answer me.
then I stared at the wall clock that showed it was 9 p.m.
maybe Estu's show is over? but what about his son Lio if he wants to be with Sakha?
" You're not going home? Kylie nanyain you?" I said in the text a message to her that was still Ceklis one.
Then I looked at Kylie.
" Come to the room first yuk while waiting for papa? Mama read a story book??" I told Kylie.
She's staring.
" Kylie Call Papa first yes ma, please?" he said while cupping his hand.
I just smiled a little at him and then I tried to call sakha.
***
I glanced at Sakha's cell phone that I accidentally let go. There was a call from Livia.
Why else would he? my thinking.
I didn't tell Sakha. to shut it down, but later the people knew for themselves.
Sakha herself is in the other room with Lio and Danesh. Finished tahlilan earlier, he immediately invited his son to sleep maybe? She'll definitely go to Livia's house.
My bedroom door was pushed, and my mother seemed to be approaching me.
" Estu's... Sakha asked for permission from her mother. Said he was going to his wife's house?"
I just kept looking at Mom.
" Where is his wife's house? then I just shrugged my shoulders indicating that I didn't know.
Mother looked at me a little.
" you didn't talk to her??" ask mommy.
" what do you want to say, ma'am?" I said flat.
" you're the same he's still quiet because of that?" mother said again, I just kept quiet, then she heard her breath.
" Estu's.. Estu.., would you just because trivial so complicated prolonged?"
" Do you and he have any other problems?" mother asked a little probing.I just silently looked at her.
" Is it because of his wife??" ask my mother again.
I took a deep breath while looking at my mother.
" I don't know, Mom. After he came home from his wife's house, his face became achaemic! the innards are angry if the same Estu said I answered him.
" Your feelings May Be Estu, Don't keep blaming her.?"
" It's nothing, but right now your position is just the wife of the series.not her priority anymore.
" actually, if so he must be difficult. On the one hand Maybe he doesn't want to live a life like this but it must be even though it's not He's intention right.?"
" let you remember, at first he did not want to marry you right when the late Father asked him directly with Him."
" if you hadn't gotten pregnant, this marriage I don't think would've happened." Said mom who might have a point again.
" if what's going on with him, maybe he's dizzy being sued here and there, either you or his wife."
I'm quiet again.
" You'll know that people who are dizzy are innate do like to get angry quickly quipped." Mom said.
" but does his wife already know that Sakha married you again ?" mother asked me I looked at her closely, nodding slowly.
" It's still a good thing you didn't get run over by his wife. It's even better because he's still responsible for you and our family.?" My mother's words sounded wise, though there were words that stuck in my heart.
then mom left me.
I'm a little quiet. Maybe mom has a point, I should soften her a little.
**
" Kha, was there a call from Livia?" I said, handing the phone over to him.
He looked at me slowly while picking up the phone I handed him over and then he got out of his bed and stared for a while at Danesh and Lio who had not fallen asleep.
He came out of the room for a while. I heard her from behind the door.
" Yes Hello Livi.. Was that the phone?" said
" I'm sorry, didn't I hear you?" answer them slowly.
" Yes, tell him I'm coming home?" said again.
Then he heard his voice chatting with his daughter.
He apologized if his return later will be late and asked his son to sleep first.
Then he went back into the room.
His eyes looked at me a little differently. She smiled at me a little. Then he went back to his two sons.
" Mama's here?" pinta Lio To me. I looked at Sakha a little awkwardly. His smile seemed to ask me too.
Then I approached them.
" Papa's a little shift to make mama sleep?" lio said to Sakha. His eyes looked at me then looked at the boy.
" This is a little mattress, baby, can't we sleep four?" answer her.
" Unless you sleep in Mama's room in that house?" he said again, Looking at me.
" Is this Aa Danesh's mattress for sleeping alone?" add her.
" Swipe a little bit more Kha?" I said to Sakha quietly.
" Mama why call me Papa.. Kha continues anyway? never Call Papa?" said Danesh protesting to me.
Sakha smiled a little because of her she looked at me. I also stared at her, feeling a little cornered because of her.
" Well it's okay, baby if Mama calls Papa by name.didn't Call Dear?" he said while glancing at me.
" If someone else calls him Papa, right, Mr Nuril?" he said to Danesh.
Yes, yes too? I used to call her Sakha. Not Papa or Darling? it was so amused I thought.
then his arm was slightly placed under my head. As if I was leaning on him, I just kept quiet.
Then her hand just stroked my hair slowly.
" Lio slept with Aa yaa... Papa to the room also to sleep with Mama.?" he said to the child.
" But tomorrow really Paa, go to the mall?" danesh said to Sakha. He just nodded.
Sakha put her arm around my shoulder, then took me out of the room. I just kept quiet up in the room.
" Estu, when's the Schedule to check its Content?" he said suddenly when he got to the room. I looked at him, he just raised his Eyebrows.
" Why?" askaku.
" Well..I also want to know the condition of my baby?" he said while looking at my stomach. Again I just kept quiet.
" Estu? Can I hold her stomach?" said later. I looked at him and then nodded small.
She crouched down in front of me, held her stomach and kissed her for a moment then stuck her ear on my stomach.
There was a strong feeling in my heart towards him.
" What is he?" tanyanya then with a smile.His face looks up to me. I looked at him flat. Then he stroked her while kissing her before standing up.
" You still angry?" he asked while slightly holding his smile back at me. I put a cynical face on him.
" I'm sorry I yelled at you?" he said, hanging his hand on my shoulder.
I looked at her Almost crying, then she hugged me. And my tears broke.