
" I want to talk about our son!" I said to Livia, she looked at me and asked me to keep my voice down.
" It's best not to be here, I'm afraid Mama's listening." Said. I looked back at him, raising my shoulder. He looked at the other room in the house.
Then we walked to the second floor of this house, sitting in a small Balcony that was conjured up like a garden.
" His name is Kylie - Sakha and Livi." she explained with a slight smile looking at me.
" Kylie?" I said while looking at her and smiling.
" Brielle Nurizza Sakyalie Yesafa" she said. I smiled at Kylie's photo, then looked at Livi's face.
There's a feeling of pleasure mixed with Sadness or something. Feels different.
" He was born Cesar, in Solo I gave birth to him. I'm putting Kylie in with my friend Maurice."
" She's a Nun, now Kylie lives in the Orphanage in Salatiga." Said again.
" Since birth, Kylie had a heart defect. The doctor said it was Patent foramen ovale or PFO."
" Congenital heart defects in babies, so she said her heart valves weren't perfect, to normalize her function Kylie had to have surgery."
" It makes Kylie a little different to the others. She can't be too active like her other children."
" He liked drawing the most" said Livia again with a smile recalling her child.
Draw? turns out Kylie's habits are the same as Danesh.
" I want to meet her" I told Livia.
Livia looked at me.
" I have to talk to Maurice first" he said.
" Livi, you can call me anytime if this is about Kylie. I'm willing to take care of her!" I said, holding Livia's hand.
" I can't linger in Jakarta. I have to go back to Kutoarjo tomorrow." I said.
He looked at me.
***
I found a Silent Home after I returned to work. There is no laughter like yesterday with his Papa.
My feelings became empty. Like losing something. I looked for him in my son's room, I looked for him in the Guest's room and assumed he was in my bedroom. Wishing she was still there or in a corner of this house I could not feel the tears I shed for her. I felt like I lost her a second time. It hurts so bad.
I approached Yuti, and asked about Sakha and Mira's departure.
Around two in the afternoon, Mira and Sakha left while Danesh and Lio were taking a nap.
She said Mira was crying.
My heart felt broken. Hunt me down to get my phone. I tried calling Sakha but her number tam was active.
I just cry, regret what I did.
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borasbicheuro muldeun
sseulsseulhan barame deouk siryeooneun bam
nae mame saegyeojin iksukhan gieokdeuri
neoro gadeukhan i bam
gomaun gieokman namaseo
hamkke seolleideon useum jisdeon neo na tie
byeori doeeo sarajilkka
the maeum binjarie ganjikhalge
nun gameumyeon nega seonmyeonghaeseo
the bichnadeon nega deo geuriwojyeoseo
gin bameul jisaeon neoui
nan jamsi swieoga gyeote
jichin name nunmullo
noraega haneure daheumyeon
cheoncheonhi yeongwonhan kkumcheoreom dagawa
byeori doeeoseo nae gyeote
neoui mami naege daheul
gakkeum nal bichudeon haneurui byeolbichdeureun
nae mameul gamssadeon
neoi daedap gataseo
nun gameumyeon nega seonmyeonghaeseo
the bichnadeon nega deo geuriwojyeoseo
gin bameul jisaeon neoui
nan jamsi swieoga gyeote
jichin name nunmullo
noraega haneure daheumyeon
cheoncheonhi yeongwonhan kkumcheoreom dagawa
byeori doeeoseo nae gyeote
Ijji moshal
ttatteushage bichna jeo
`````
The purple sky
A night colder than the wind
The familiar memories were engraved in my heart
Tonight is full of you again
Only good memories remain
you and I either fly together or laugh together
If you become a star and disappear
I'll keep it in this empty place
When I close my eyes, you're clear
Because I miss you more
In your place that has been through a long night
I will rest and stay by my side
Growing with tears in a tired heart
When my song reaches the sky
Come slowly like an eternal dream
Become a star and be by my side
When your heart touches me
The starlight in the sky that sometimes shines at me like that
It warmly enveloped my heart
Thanks for your answer
When I close my eyes, you're clear
Because I miss you more
In your place that has been through a long night
I will rest and stay by my side
Growing with tears in a tired heart
When my song reaches the sky
Come slowly like an eternal dream
Become a star and be by my side
It was shining warmly in the sky.
***
" I'm sorry sir, I interrupted you this evening" I said a little condescendingly.
" This is my sister sir, her name is Mira." I said introducing her to Mr. Subandi. He looked a little smiling.
" Yes, it's okay" he said.
" What time is it from Jakarta?" ask her.
" It's 3 or 4 in the afternoon, sir, from the pull of the bus." Answer me. He looks to be nodding.
" I intend to leave Mira here with you, Hitchhiking for a while until I can rent my own house" I said.
" Loh, did his sister want to stay here for a long time?" then I asked, I smiled.
" Yes sir, I want to teach him here.You can help me later." Answer me.
" What do you want to help me with??" ask her again curious.
" Anu sir, I want to take my son later. babysit him here." I said again.
" Where is your mother?" said Bu Asih while bringing a tray of tea.
" There's Mom, it's just that now I'm the one who takes care of my child. I also want to be close to the child right Mom?" I said to him.
" Yeah yaa. indeed it must be so mas. "he said while watching Mira.
" Let her sleep with Ningrum for a while" he said again.
" Thank you very much Ma'am" I told her.
" Later, let him stay in Ayu's contract." Said again.
" I plan to find a house one, for the contract Ma'am" I hurriedly said.
" Ooo... There's like.it's Mr. Santoso's house, which there it's empty, want to be sold or rented per year ask."
" Yes ma'am tomorrow I want to see the house first." Answer me.
***
" Am Sakha, when are you coming home?" noval asked as she shook my hand. He came with Irfan.
" Overnight, two o'clock" I answered while drinking the coffee I had just made. I glanced at the clock on the wall. It was already three in the afternoon, while I woke up just an hour ago.
" You're healthy, right?" Ask me.
" Alhamdulillah mas, we are good.how was it in Jakarta yesterday? It's done, right?" ask her. I just nodded.
Then I told you that I don't work in the office anymore.
" Yes Mas, this is Irfan also next month want to marry Tiwi" Noval told me. I was a little surprised to hear it. then I looked at the strident Irfan.
I slightly lowered my eyes to him.
" Hehe... Yes, I was wrong." Said.
I laughed a little amusedly. Son Ng**** I thought. Same with me.
Before long, the sound of Hakka's motorbike stopped in the courtyard.
" Assalamualaikum." he said later.
" Greetings waalaikum" we answered almost simultaneously.
" Mas Sakha.." he shouted as he approached me.
" When Did It Come?" he said again, shaking my hand.
" Overnight." I answered briefly while smiling at him.
Before long my phone shook. Notification of messages From Ayu.
" You know who's at Bandi's house?" ask Noval and Irfan.
" Sopo emange?" ask the novel back.
" Eee... asked back the question anyway!" he said a little annoyed.
" When did Leh you turn?" irfan said to Hakka.
I just noticed.
" So early this morning he nyapu his page, Mr. Bandi, not long ago the beautiful Dateng nyalami Ayu girl want Kuwi!" said excited.
" S. wait a moment. What the hell does that mean? There's beautiful Ayu nyalami how? Isn't it beautiful that Ayu and Ayu are beautiful??" I said pretend.
" So the Beautiful nyalami the Ayu. means she nyalamin herself dong?" I said with a big laugh."
" ee... Sakha is a guyon anyway?" he said we were laughing.
" Said the beautiful one can't we call Ayu. right Ayu has Mas Sakha?" said again. I still laugh because of him.
" Is she a pretty girl?" my many.
" Sweet, pretty." He said, holding his thumb.
" Want you to Deketin, will you go to Paris?" ask me again.
" Make sure, do not be in vain is mas. the opportunity does not come twice" he said with a smile.
" Oh, what's your boyfriend?" I said again.
" Piye fate e your boyfriend later Ka?" ask Noval anyway.
" Play beautiful, don't know" she said.
" Well, what kind of girl has a boyfriend?" I said again.
He looked at me suddenly, his face a little pale changed.
" Lah Mas? Is that your girlfriend?" ask her stammer.
Noval and Irfan were laughing.
I looked at him sharply.
" Lah Mas, I don't know if he's your girlfriend?" he said again while apologizing to me.
I just clenched my hand at him.
****
After Ashar I came to Subandi's house. I embrace my sister Mira, deliberately to be seen by my rented one friend, especially Hakka.
And there's Ada Ayu, apparently after work. I looked at him in the limit.
" How are you doing Ayu?" ask me awkwardly to her. He also tried to hide his awkwardness to me.
" Good Mas, Mas itself is good right??" I just nodded in front of Mira.
" Oohh, yes this is my sister. Miras! Not been acquainted yet?" I said later.
" It's Mas, Tadi." answered him while nodding his head slowly.
" hmm, Mommy. If you have time, please, my sister is here. Let's not feel alone." My word.
" Yes Mas, I'll play with him later." replied Ayu.
" If taught to play do not ahhh." I said with a smile" I'm afraid he even ate Garangan* here." I said with a small laugh. (*Terms to mention playboy men)
He returned my laugh. His smile, led me to another wish.
Shortly after, there was someone who came. It turned out his official girlfriend Ayu.
We talked for a while before I finally got back to the contract.
*Message notification From Ayu*
-She: Mas, don't be angry huh. I didn't know he was coming here.
- Me: yes it's okay, just ordinary.the name is also a mistress must know yourself. 😁
- Ayu: I said so. 😔
- Me: What should it be? Your husband's.😋 Usual aja. met seneng seneng ya.
- Ayu: He wants to smile with you, when we are two. ⁇
Me: Later if I have time, there is much I want to do.
Ayu: Miss you so Bad Masih
But I don't pay it back. There's a call coming in from Estu