For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episodes 108

After much effort, I lifted her up to the guest room with Yuti's mother.

I compress her while waiting for her Doctor to come. Every now and then I wipe the flowing tears and fall into my cheek.

I just found him sick to the point of being unconscious.

once as sick as he was, still strong he did this activity and it. not until like this.

I don't know, I don't know why I'm crying about it either.

These tears of mine felt like they were not flowing from that moment on. It felt like there was pain and sadness in him, and when I saw him shivering just now I was afraid that he would die.

" do you have to take this to the hospital?" the doctor told me.

I looked at the doctor a little confused and asked.

" what is the pain, Doctor, why should I be hospitalized.?" my many.

" my initial diagnosis is Mr. dengue fever. poultice to make sure it should be checked in the lab?" Answer her.

I was so shocked to hear it and I didn't believe it.

" She's also very low blood pressure. I don't want to risk being treated at home?" said later. Then I nodded.

Armed with a certificate from the doctor and with help from the doctor and mbak Yuti. I took Sakha to the nearest hospital.

Almost five o'clock in the morning I'm in this hospital. Sakha's unconscious condition keeps me restrained by her side.

***

Where'sisthis? I thought glaringly as I looked at the blue ceiling. I slowly looked around, the small, curtained room as its bulkhead.

Is it possible that I?? my thinking.

then I turned to my side. There was Estu who seemed to be sleeping.I touched her head that was leaning on the bed where I was sleeping.

" Estu's.. Estu?" Call me.

not long after he woke up and looked at me.

" You're aware of Kha?" he said, I forced a little smile.

" how did I get here?" tanyaku later.

" You fell asleep last night in the mushola.When I tried to wake you up, I held you, your body was very hot. Where you don't wake up.

I'm afraid you died in my house so I brought it here?" said later.

I smiled at him a little.

" Thank You?" I said Slowly.

" how is Lio doing?" ask me.

" He's home, critical time's past?" he replied, I nodded slowly.

"if you want to go home, go home. tomorrow will you work?" I said.

He looked at me like I couldn't bear it.

" i'm fine. I'm strong, I don't want to die here?" I said I was joking with him.

he just smiled a little.

but she looked at me with a look that seemed to want to say something.

I felt her sadness, I felt that she was holding back her tears.

" I'm fine..., are you home yet?" I said speak a little strongly.

" You have to work tomorrow and and Lio has you in control?" I said.

" tomorrow if I can go home, will I look at Lio?" I said again, forcing me to smile.

" I Will be okay, don't worry." I said.

she was crying while hugging me, her tears breaking down my chest. I'm speechless.

" Estu, am I okay? how are you sentimental??" I said there might be a few minutes she cried, but I let her.

" A promise to Kha? you're not dying here?" he said while forcing a smile. I returned that smile.

" I would've told you, if I wanted to die in Aja village. let it be close to Abah, Ambu and Amih I." answered me.

He was stunned for a moment to look at me. And yet he cried at me again? Like something weird thought I was.

The Way to Me. Joking and crying as if it wasn't her. The one I know.

Like he's not the usual Estu??

He finally left me alone in this hospital.

***

Two days and two nights I was in hospital. I was allowed to go home today.

" No one's picking you up?" said the nurse who pushed my wheelchair into the hospital's main lobby.

" No mas, my wife works and my son is still small?" answer me.

" I also don't want to take care of a busy brother?" I said with a small laugh.

" Keep home on what?" ask again.

" Taxy online mas. make it easy?" I said.

" I'm on the road too?" I said again.

But all I got was a look of pity from him.

" that's my car, thank you for your help?" I said to him who replied with that smile.

Am I as pathetic as someone else's eyes?? I said in my heart.

**

I bowed my body, crouched down while hugging her.

" Have you healed?" asked Ms. Yuti who was making small talk to me. I just smiled.

" mama's work?" my many.

" Yes sir, was this morning picked up by Mr Haris?" said. I just kept quiet while looking at my son and rushed to my feet, inviting him into the house.

" Yes Hello?" I said I'd answer Livia's phone.

" Where are you Kha? said he was hospitalized?" the question sounds like nothing really.

" I just arrived at Estu's house. Two days ago I was admitted to the hospital?" answer me.

" oh at Estu's house? what else are you there for?" the question sounded shiny.I was a little strong exhaling my breath.

" yesterday before going to the hospital.my stuff, I'm staying at Estu's house. Now I'm going to take all my leave!" I said explain it.

I swallowed spit.

" you want to go straight to Java? I want to see Ayuk!" he said that impressed by being literate as well as offensive.

I let my breath back out a little stronger.

" what the hell are you talking about, Livi?" I said switch the conversation. Really, I don't have the energy to serve ya.

" if you're not in a hurry, you meet Kylie before you go back to Java?" Said.

" Why, what else?" I said.

" Why use ask why, use ask for what else? he's your son too. You don't want to say goodbye to him?" he said that as if looking for an opening for a storm.

" Livia is not I do not want to meet my son, but I did rush to go back to Java. a lot of work that I have to finish there. don't you know that Mr. Bandi won't help me anymore?" said answer.

" An hour or 2 hours, you can't take your time for your son Kylie? is your son just from Estu?"

" frankly, Livia, I still feel tired and want to take a nap at Estu's house."

" I'm still tired and don't want to go anywhere?" I said answer her.

" it's not a matter of me choosing my son, please do you understand a little. I can't be Superman constantly?" i said again.

" you're talking about Kha, if you want me to pick you up or I'll go there?" said.

" don't bother, I don't want to be in the side what else to use to pick up everything? did I get back from the hospital by taxi online? no word for an invitation?"

" I don't want to take your nicotine.?" say

the song sounded as if mocking me.

" Are you doomed now, Kha?" said.

suddenly there was a feeling that seemed to be piercing in my chest.The words that had made me feel pain, Actually what he wanted from me.

I sighed again while stroking my chest and saying Istighfar slowly.

" what the hell do you want Livia? if you want me to come there nengokin Kylie wait a minute I'm ready to change clothes first to take a bath. during the hospital I did not take a shower?" I said.

" if that's all you want from me, don't you need to judge what happened to me? let it be God's secret and reproof for me?"

" Yes, is the rebuke from God the same as the torment?!" he said it was a repeat that hurt my feelings.

I rubbed my face while reading Istighfar over and over again, holding back the anger that arises because yes.

" whatever you say, now I ask you what you want?" i said again.

" doesn't want me, but if you feel you still have the same responsibility as your son.Then see him you also have to say goodbye to him?" said.

" Yeah... Is that it?" I said a little slowly. She's Silent.

" but I went to your house in the afternoon.. I really want to take a nap. I want to have lunch at home, from where did I eat bad?" I said.

Livia was silent again.

" have I been waiting?" he said while hanging up the phone.

it hurts and a little disbelief, if Livia could be as sadistic as that said to me.

not a hint of tenderness from him, nor do I know for certain what makes him so angry with me now?

Is it jealousy towards Ayu or Estu, or maybe against my other children. I don't know.

" Yuti Ma'am, I want to sleep again huh mbak?" I told him he looked at me with a smile.

" Oh yes sir please just consider it Miss Estu's house?" she said with a smile.I replied to her.

" Mom can not later in the afternoon I eat the same clear vegetables or Sop?" I said while handing him a piece of money, he didn't take it straight away.

" What kind of vegetable soup do you want?" said later.

" Sop vegetables are as little chicken as Mba's?" I said.

" all the ingredients are in the refrigerator, sir? I'll cook. Don't you give me money?" he said honestly, I just nodded.

" Yes already, thank you. I'm sleeping Now huh?" I said say goodbye to her again, but Yuti smiled again.

" Sir, do not shiver in his sleep again, sir?" he said, Joking, I laughed a little.

" No, I don't want to be in the hospital alone anymore?" I said.

***

I heard the sound of Adhan lurking in my ears. I immediately opened my eyes, then collected all my life while sitting on the edge of the bed.

I stared at the clock on the corner table of this room.a at 1 pm. means that what I heard just now was the Adhan Dzuhur.I immediately rushed out of the room to the bathroom and immediately berwudhu.

There was the sound of Lio Yang laughing seemed to be talking to someone. Is it possible that Estu came home to rest, or could Danesh come with my former in-law?

I immediately rushed to the living room and found Livia sitting while playing her HP.

Lio and Kylie seem to be playing together.