For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 35's

" what mastiin?" ask me.

" Mastiin if I'll see Mas again later??" the answer.

" Ooo... Surely it was. Why? would you like to give me an invitation card.Thank goodness you found the date??" I said a little joking.he smiled flatly.

" I'm ready, what station do I take to Pull the bus??" I just smiled.

" don't come on Ay, you'll work??" I said.

" no, I exchanged holidays with my friend, he's supposed to be on holiday today, but he works. I'm not his holiday allowance Friday, He's Friday there is interest so exchange holidays??" the answer sounds logical.

" Don't have to Ay, I don't want to take care of you. later you are tired, instead of today you are off. relax relax ajalah. I can order ojek online really?? I said a little laugh.

but his face seemed unhappy at my answer

and I just kept quiet.

" So, really, aren't you feeling a little bit of me??" I said I was a little confused, but I just kept staring at him.

" what do you mean, you still want to take me to the Pull Bus?" he's silent.

" If you take me running, I won't be Nolak??" she said with a little hoarse like she was about to cry. I'm a little confused because of her.

He's like he's going to cry. I told him to hold both his shoulders, while he was bowed.

" Hey.... Why are you??!" I said in surprise, he started crying slowly.

" I'm tired of hiding it, I'm tired of hiding it from you??!" said.

" You mean what's Ayuu ??" I said confused. Fortunately, there was no one at home.

I then raised his bowed chin.His eyes still shed tears, crying as if holding something back.

" Hide what ? what do you mean Ay, please speak clearly??"

" I like you Mas, I love you??"

" I'm afraid I won't have time to say it to you later?"

He said it was clear that I had slightly rewinded my body from him and was still at a loss as to whether I had been putting my heart on him as well, or I was just feeling lonely. My instincts as a man awakened when I remembered them.

But He was crying even more while covering his face with both palms.

" Ayuu... Do you realize that it's not the same thing you said??" I said while holding his shoulder back.

" I'm Aware of Mas Sakha.. !!"

" I haven't forgotten how jealous it feels to you when that mom comes to this house. I haven't forgotten how jealous it feels when you say you're not done to your boyfriend, at the gas station. And I'm jealous when you take him half way to Jogja.?!"

" you don't know if I had time to think the same way you were between her??!"

He said while sobbing.

I looked at him clingy.

" You have the right to love anyone, or to love anyone, but why should I??

" Who am I??!"

" you deserve a better man than me. I'm just a two-child widower whose job is not clear like this !?" said I explained.

" I don't need it mas, I can help you. I also work I can do anything if just looking for money??"

I closed my eyes. Honestly I was confused and got dizzy.

" Hey Ay, I don't want my relationship with Mr. Bandi to be bad because of this. let alone you've been proposed by someone, I don't want to snatch someone who is already Taken !?"

" I'm not Mas's stuff, if I am, I want you to take me. I want to cancel everything for you.??!"

" Help Mas, do you accept my love, and I really like you??" he said he sounded disgraceful.

I was very surprised by his words.My mouth was open. I slightly shook my head.

" Ay, I can't kill this thing, but I'm going to think, I have a lot of problems, you know that.!" " after that I will give you an answer. I want to solve all my problems, including my boyfriend??" I said as I held his shoulder.

" is it hard that you give me an answer now, I also need to take action because of your answer??" he said it sounded pushy.I looked at him a little annoyed.

Only then did I know, she was as aggressive as that behind her silence.

There was a feeling of wonder, there were strange feelings and mixed feelings in my heart even more.

" I'm Tired Ayu, please don't you press like that??" I said a little lethargic.

" honestly, if now I don't want to be with you. I don't want your family to be embarrassed because you've canceled marrying the man who proposed to you.?"

" we just introduced Mas's family, not a proposal??" the answer.

" Same Ay, what do your neighbors say to your family if you're not the same??!"

" Or someone said something like this: whose marriage is the same who is married to whom??"

" I'll wait for you to finish first with your boyfriend, then I'm ready, Want to be with you?" I answered. I glanced at the Wall Clock for a moment.

I approached him and stroked his unraveling hair for a moment I thought maybe I was Me and He was adrift for about 8 or 10 years.

She hugged my waist while crying.

I wiped her tears.

" Ayu.. maybe you are just confused and not ready for the reality that will happen.?"

" you are still hesitating, looking for an excuse for yourself.that's why you feel like you love me??"

" But I really like you??" he said Still sobbing.

" I don't want to lose you I don't want anyone else to have you And I want you to have me??"

" Is it just because you like it, you're ruining a flower that's tired of people strung together for you??" I told him.

" If it's me like you said earlier, please let me do one thing with you??" door to me.

" What??" ask me.

" I Want You to Kiss Me, Or Let Me Kiss You??" said.

I gulped my saliva, a strange request I thought.

" I promise, if I get an answer to that. I won't bother you anymore.?" Said.

" Please close your eyes as if and pretend It's nothing, just assume I don't exist.??!"

" You're crazy Ay, what kind of stupid request are you saying.You realize that??" I said.

" You're just Ter's obsessed with me. This isn't love just lust??" I told him a little bit sternly.

She looked at me like she was embarrassed, and cried back.

I approached her, took her to sit down and took her a drink.

A moment after he calmed down a little, It was so close to me. I thought it was messed up staring at his Charming Face.

I don't know what he's gonna do.

I just silently looked at him who gradually came closer to me.

Slowly but surely, he kissed my lips.

soft lips, with strawberry taste. I can feel it. The game with occasional small bites slowly as if to invite me.

Not one bit I reply to him, even though I really want to.

My soul seemed to rebel and awaken ferociously, yet I was still able to endure it.

" What is this an Ayuuu??" I said while pushing the growth slowly.

she looked at me like she was injured and crying, covering her face with both palms.

his cries sounded pity and there was a sense of shame hidden. For a moment I let her.

I ventured closer to her again, grabbed and hugged her Erat.

I kissed her lips slowly, played those pink lips while stroking her hair.

He replied to her Definitely, which felt piercing slowly. I felt his passion was like chasing.

And I can't avoid it anymore, we're reciprocating. I'm trying to get away before things get wilder. But no power to him anymore.

Like finding an Oase field in the middle of a Desert that is Hot and Feeling Thirsty, I or He who is becoming more and more.

" Have Ay, Don't keep forcing?!" I told him slowly. But he didn't budge.

" Don't scare me Ayu!"

" Already??" i told him.

Never mind, things are getting out of control.I can't tame my own, I realize I want to do it like I did it first with my ex-wife.

With a signal We turn to a place and the sound of a door closing later.

we satisfied each other, with the clothes still attached to Our bodies, which grew disheveled.

I'm the one who felt it, I'm the one who's like a horse

wild in the end. I'm making him overwhelmed.

Finally Though Oral. My Sari powder spilled, along with her satisfied daughter.

With a random dress.

After that I just looked at her, kissed her and kept kissing.

That's how I feel, I also actually want to have it that belongs to people.

I need her as my woman.

***

Though without a word, I'm sure he already has it. And he's already got me.

I don't regret it now, I really want it. Wanted Women in my life again as a companion and wife.

Using my Hoddie, Ayu escorted me to the famous Pull Bus in town.

He took me to the seat. He hugged my waist from the side.I kissed his forehead.

" Promise ya Mas, you go home??" the door was slow while looking at me. I nodded small.

" Help me with a prayer??" my word. He looked at me again full of love.

Before many people, I kissed her lips a few times.

Then I told her to get off the bus, because she was leaving. She said goodbye while kissing my hand.