For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
episode 89

Her words that just came out honestly made me feel hurt and want to cry.

How could he possibly have said such a thing earlier so plainly.

I felt that what I had done all this time was a pretense.

I'm sick motherfucker!!! I swear in my heart.

I stared at him sharply and fiercely, then I approached him with slightly teary eyes.In the instant my nose felt spicy but I held him back. I swallowed my saliva.

" Hear Yes Estu! even though I never asked you to appreciate me!!'

" I never asked you to come when my mother died or my father died or whoever my family died!!"

" Even if I die, I never ask you to attend my funeral.!!"

" What kind of heart are you!?"

" Why did I fall in love with you so much!?"

" Or is it true, Your guess if I look at you is just from treasure and position.!?"

" That Tampa maybe you won't be seen as a man?" I said intentionally to mock him.

" It's hard enough for me to face a woman like you!!"

" I gently you step on, I'm rude you maki.!"

" hahaha.. fortunately now we have no relationship anymore" I said satisfied.

" Try deciding now! kamh's children for how it should be?!"

" Akulu don't want to be taken care of by you. One of them has to come with me?"

" want to know what kind of child your education will be.!?"

" Maybe one of those who come with me later his education will not be as high as the child educated by you but at least the child brought me it will be more respectful and heartless in respecting someone or other people are not like his mother.!!" I said rudely while pointing down.

" nobody of them is coming with you!" he said while shouting loudly.

" Continue now what do you want Haahh!!!" I said loudly half yelling at him.

" i'm so wrong, so wrong! do you want me to die so you can't later there's nothing you can demand from me?".

" Kay your psyco guy long!!" I said reply.

" If you have a problem with someone else, don't overflow your anger with the person closest to you.!"

" You look like your father for a long time!? curas and evil?!" I said while sneering at him cynically

Estu was just silent.His gaze was sharp, nanar to me.

" What!!" I said, looking up my face at him.

" You may be the best human being in the world, you may be more polite than I am but your behavior is not******!?" he said he sounded angry.

" oh I b******* I b******** Why do I still want to get married first?!. Why do you still want me to En*** Yesterday!?" I said.

He glared at me. I laughed cynically at him.

" You don't realize that you're a maksa, want to be rough or smooth you always maksa me.!?" said annoyed.

" Hopefully you are not cheap like other men!" I said sharply insinuating it.

" Your beast?!" he said furiously.I just smiled cynically once more at him.

there was the sound of Lio's crying approaching me.

she shouted to her nanny the children but never came. I intended to hold Lio and calm her down.but Estu immediately pulled Lio from my sling.

Estu got even more crazy and tried to let go of my hand.she grabbed Lio many times and I felt that if it made her feel pain because of Estu's actions I pushed her as hard as I could until she fell down.

" It!! you're crazy!?" I snapped at him, looking at him in wonder.

" This is actually the problem what is sighh? how are you going anywhere?!" I said loud.

" Trivial problem is so big like gini. You're screaming crazy and crazy. istighfar Estu!" my words were loud. Lio's crying voice that sounded more and more made me feel dizzy. It felt like I wanted to yell at her too, my feeling was upset.

But as I looked into her watery eyes my heart became even more painful and full of pain.

I kissed her with a slight drip of tears I gulped down spit many times, enduring the pain in my chest, enduring the immeasurable sadness.

I How the law is while trying to calm Arcelio, stroking his back.

" I'm wrong what the hell is Estu?" I said with a trembling voice holding back the cry.I then took a long breath.

" I just want to please my son because I'm leaving him again?"

" i'm just carrying Him, making Him feel calm and happy when I'm around, because I realize I don't have much time for him, for them.?"

" I'm just a poor, stupid man, Estu, I don't know how to educate a modern kid like you?"

" the problem is you tell me slowly and carefully without having to bring up my past.!" I said shaking while wiping the tears in my eyes.

" What's wrong with me Estu, you always never think my actions are good.!"

" if I'm wrong you never scold me well or tell me a better way than I do."

" I just don't want to lose the same moment as the kids while they're kids, while they're still able to get close. Always they haven't called another guy Papa!" I said while crying.

" I'm wrong what's Estu?" I said shaking while sobbing. I hold Arcelio, he's still crying

" I'm just not ready for a future without you Sakha?"

Her words that I did not expect.I looked at her in wonder and a little confused.

" I don't want anyone else to mess with my life with you even though we're not together?!"

" I don't want kids to always ask you if you're gone!"

" I'm jealous the way you make kids happy.!" he said it sounded sad.

" And I don't want you to always bring up the past you've done with me?" he said while staring at me.

" Do you really not know or not sensitive what is so stupid do not understand what I do with you Sakha!!?" he said a little angry.

I'm getting confused and rubbing the thick liquid coming out of my nose.

" I still love you Sakha, I want you to do that because I still love you!?" Said.

Like there was a sense of tightness in the chest that was uncovered because of his words. I looked at her while walking and hugged her tightly while crying.

" I love you Sakha! I'm sorry I got divorced with you and now I don't know what to do when I find out you're married to him! I don't want you to stay, I love you I need you in my life?!" he said while sobbing.

I stroked her hair, kissed her every once in a while. Always making a fuss tell her what was really in her heart. Estu, you are a unique woman to me. I love you. You always make me passionate and emotional when facing you.

I kissed her forehead, her cheeks and her lips were blushing.I kissed her Warmly Retaliated and voluptuous. My passion rose instantly.

But there's Lio still in my arms.

I looked at him, we looked at each other and then laughed at each other.

I kissed her back. As before, Estu always rightly held something and stroked it.

Damn it!!! I want to make in love with Her.🥺😳