
then I scratched my head that was not itchy.
" I also don't know, how to make your life so good?" I said then answered.
he looked at me coldly.
" remain with me?" said slowly.
" I don't want to?" answer me.
" i don't want to leave you in this situation.?" I said a little heavy.
" okay after this baby's born, I'll hand him over to you. Let me be with Kylie. leave us?" said.
I looked at him cynically.
" at the very least, this child should you nurse for 2 years?" I said.
He looked at me again with a million thoughts of his towards me.
" I'm gonna have to go back to my in-laws' house, her family's looking for me?" I said to Livia again.
" if the angel of death is looking for you, I don't care!" said sarcasm.
I just smiled a little.
" maybe you won't feel anything if I go or die, but what about my kids.they're small and still need a father figure?" I said.
" my son doesn't need a father figure like you. who has a lot of women here and there?!" he said while looking at me sharply. I felt cornered While slightly nodding my head.
" have many women what? I just have you with her. We're officially married and I'm marrying her even religiously?" I said answer her.
" oh then, can you marry Estu or Ayu officially after I'm off you?" said cynical.
I smiled at him too.
" you don't have to dream, because it's still a long time for me?" his eyes glared at me like he wanted to swallow me round.
" never mind, I don't want to fuss anymore with you. it's not good for your content. later if you hate me too much, the child in your womb will look more like me?": I said with a smile.
she looks at me cynically.
" I'm going first huh? I'm here again tomorrow?" I said as I hurriedly kissed the hair of his head that was instantly removed by his fingers.
then I walked over to Kylie.
" Papa's coming here again, baby. Papa has business, want to work?" I said.
" But promise don't lie?" my son said to me. I just nodded my head and kissed his forehead, carrying Ya for a while while kissing her petite body.
Oh my God, how good the smell of this child's body is as if it calms my tangled soul.
then I left, ushered to my doorstep by Kylie.
***
I looked at him earlier as he treated Kylie so warmly and so to Father'an.
My son's aura also turned very happy when he found out his father was here.
Sakha is very gentle to her children, not least my son Kylie. from the 3 children it is all similar to Sakha. and from the three children, it is, on average they have the same traits between brother and sister.
I was faced with the edge of the abyss, which I almost fell.
There was only one rope that seemed to be fragile. I can't depend on that rope.
The rope is like a Sakha that I can't expect to change. However I survive it will fall.
Then I sighed slowly, it felt like my chest felt tight because of her.
I'm confused how. If I ask Om Vanus for help again, it's impossible.
I was trying to get a divorce from Sakha before I knew I was pregnant. Vanus will laugh at me.
Moreover, I am now a little dependent on Sakha financially.
My only remaining savings I use when there is something urgent.
If I demand a divorce from her, surely her savings will be used for lawyers.
I slightly breathed my breath.
Suddenly Marco called me. I looked at my vibrating phone, and thought if?
Then I talked to her.
***
" What are you talking about?" ask Estu to me. I'm staring.
" What is the exact content of his diatribe about the blame?" answer me. She's speechless.
" Want to do it now if it happens?" I said.
" Did he want to??" estu said then.
" Yes, that's for sure... Like you, right??" I said. He looked at me clingy.
" Then you??" ask Estu.
" How are you going?? can't you still be pregnant?" Answer me.
" Denger... You want to be like that too. I'm not letting go of anyone. I'm too tired to deal with this.!" I said while taking off my Koko shirt after that.
Estu looked at me fixedly.
" To be honest I'm tired Estu. I'm tired of the same heart problem. I don't want to live a random life like I used to?" I said.
" Keep, if ayu Come again How??" said Estu who seemed to be fishing for me.
" You know the answer Estu. Don't you have to ask me again!?" I said as I lay my body on the bed.
" Usah sih.. Why are you also dying from fire!?" I said to Estu.
" Paa.... Lio sleeps here huh??" said my son who suddenly entered the room. I'm staring.
" Why is that why?" ask her.
" Kan Lio has grown up, he said he wants Circumcision.ok still want to bobo with Papa?" I said while taking her to bed.
" Tonight is Paa. Lio kangen with Papa?" she said very sweet
I looked at Estu with a small smile.
" Well, can you ask Mama?" I said, then my son looked at Estu, who then gave a small nod to Lio.
" Thank you maa?" he said to Estu, and then I kissed her head.
**
Almost an hour before Lio finally fell asleep, Sakha and her son were chatting about anything. indeed Sakha was very close to her son, but her Son was also very reluctant about her Papa.
I looked at him who was sleeping while hugging the child.They were both like crayfish that curved each other.
Suddenly Sakha's phone rang. I grabbed it from her Charger spot. It was from Livia.
At first I let it go, but the phone kept ringing. I'm afraid it's an important call from Livia, and then I try to wake Sakha up by moving her body.
" Kha... Wake up. Is there a call from Livia?" I said while continuing to tease her.
Maybe because he was tired it was a little hard to wake up.
" Kha. There's a phone..Wake Kha??!" I said over and over again.
Sakha opened her heavy eyes, she looked at me with a slightly empty look. Then I showed her the phone. He quickly grabbed his phone.
" Yes Hello Livi..?" he said a little heavy.
then came the voice of Livia whimpering. I panicked a little while looking at Sakha who was also tense
" You Why!?" ask Sakha a little loudly.
" Sakha's... My stomach hurts.." I heard Livia's voice crying.
Sakha immediately got out of her bed.
" Yeah.you calm down. I'll be there!" he said he rushed to find his wallet and car keys.
" I'm going to Livia's place, I'm afraid what's the matter with her!?" he said then to me. I just stared at her.
" Please tomorrow give me the same reason mom or whoever asked me Yaaa Estu.!" he said while wearing his trousers.
" I'll tell you!" said again.
" Tomorrow if Lio asks me, what's the cake to him?" he said as he rushed out of the room.
I followed her in her hurried footsteps.
" Have you slept Aja.!?" he said while kissing my forehead, then got in his car and left me.
After she left, my mother was behind me. I was a little surprised because of her.
" Where is Sakha going tonight?" ask Mother.
" That's Ma'am, just called her sister-in-law she said her Teteh was sick and entered the Hospital" I said reasoned.
" Isn't Sakha's wife also in Jakarta?" said the mother who suddenly whispered to me. I'm staring.
I forgot, I also know that Sakha has a wife in Jakarta. I once told her that Sakha's wife was her ex-loyalty, but I didn't know that Livia came yesterday was Sakha's wife.
I just kept quiet and looked at my mother.
" Tomorrow if you ask, just answer like that Ya ma'am?" pinta.
He just nodded slightly as he walked back to his room. I sighed slowly and returned to my room.
I looked at Lio who seemed to be crying. I approached and tried to calm her down.
" Where's papa maa?" he said while whining.
" Your Papa's coming home tomorrow. Papa's got a little bit of business" I told Lio.
" Mama Lied, Papa must have returned to Java.?" he said while crying.
" Aren't you, that Papa's shirt is still in his suitcase?" said answer.
" Mama will try to call Papa" I said
" Aren't you driving the car now, you'll even bother me if you call.?" i said again.
" this is Mama's first message to your Papa?" I said while typing a message for Sakha.
I looked at Lio who was still crying.
" This, Mama didn't lie, did she? try reading his message?" I said to Lio.
My son wiped his tears. Steadily he read the message I wrote.
" Don't cry yaa. later your Papa will call if it's to the destination.!" I said.
" Maa... Lio doesn't want Papa to Java anymore. Papa works here?" he said while whining.
I looked at her while stroking her hair while smiling.
" Yes, Mama will tell Papa."