For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 58's

" Yes Hello." I replied to him.

" Sakha, you're not going away or just to say thank you to me" he said.

I swallowed my saliva.

" I'm sorry Estu, there's something I have to do here, so I'm hunting." Answer me quibble.

" Any phone call you don't, or tell you you want to go or have arrived. Especially when your son is."

" Not what have you been lying. he said 7x24 hours.where??" said rasping.

I go back to swallowing my saliva.

" Why am I always you're like you? Why do I always you benefit. Now that I need you, you run."

" I mace what does Estu mean, especially until you think that I only benefit you Aja. There's no point in getting there." I replied.

" I just feel this way is the best. I go silent from you. I just want to avoid a fight, or something that makes you cry." I said again.

" That's it.." he said Sengau. for a moment he was like throwing out the liquid in his nose. I know she's crying.

" Your nanyain son, nanyain Mira. if there is an occasional time please video call them" he said.

" Where are the kids now?" ask me.

" They're asleep" she replied.

" Yes, you are the heart there, yes Kha" he said again.

" Estu's... Estu." I said a little loudly before he hung up his phone.

" Yes Kha, what else is it?" said.

"Estu.. I'm sorry for everything." I said softly.

" I'm sorry, I often make you cry, sad or angry" I said.

" i... I'm sorry I've spoken unnecessarily to you. even as if I'm telling your sheep the same pak kardiman?" I said.

" It's not just you who said it. He also said it's the same as me" he said.

I was a little surprised.

" But Estu, even though you already know it. Never mind, be sincere. It's all happened." I said.

He just kept quiet.

" I just need Kha time to take it all away." Said.

I was silent, a little dreamy of him. There is a sense of regret tucked away and the word supposing against Estu.

But I also know better who I am.

It's good this is possible, I'm far from her.

Setting my life now in disarray.

" Yeah, Hello Ay?" answer me.

" Oh, I'm sorry. I have a phone, haven't had time to read your message again.why?" my word.

I slightly frowned.

" Yeah, now you're talking directly about what's going on. Why should I tell you to read everything." I said a little annoyed.

I was lazy to hide, I thought. My mind is being shaken.

" Well, if you don't want to talk, don't call!" say

" Who's angry, I'm just asking you to speak directly. What the hell is hard? instead you ask me to read his message.emang serahasia what the hell!" I said.

" Oh yeah, hang up!" I said.

He really hung up his phone soon.

Bodo is so, dizzy me!

***

" Yes, so we put the wood first here. continue to add other materials according to our drawings or ideas. continue to set the size do not let the poured resin liquid is less. will it be the same, sir?"

I said explain to Mr. Bandi.

" It seems, we also need a new employee, sir, to help you. But who knows about wood and resin?" I said.

" yes, I was going to say that to her?" said again.

I'm nodding.

" Just find sir, which is appropriate according to the father. tomorrow I want to take care of the CV creation file." I said.

" yes." answered him.

Shortly after, Ayu came to us. His slightly sour-looking face glanced at me.

His gaze was cold, as if showing his regret. I try to be ordinary. Sometimes I steal that look into his eyes.

He seemed to be talking about something with Mr. Bandi, and I pulled over, away a little from them.

There is a tickling feeling.I would love to say hello or to tease her. But I undo it.

" Mad," call Mr. Bandi to me. I then approached him.

" Yes sir, what's wrong?" I said.

" This, ayu said just now he got info if the one who has a contract behind it wants to rent his house" he said.

" Which one is sir?" sometimes I stare coldly at me

" Lah, who is facing the same boarding house this ayu loh. that's his home" he said while pointing to the back.

" Just blocked the walls of my house." Said.

" How many years did he ask for?" ask me while looking at Ayu.

He just kept looking at me.

" Yes Ma'am, he asked how many people have a contract" I repeated again.

" Of course, the question is directly the same as the father of his contract" he said flat.

I'm laughing a little.

" Oh, Kirain mbaknya already know for sure. later I asked if the house is not rented how?" I said.

" Yes it wants to be contracted, but let's be more clear, I asked myself directly." replied his ogah ogahan.

I looked at Mr. Bandi, then took my breath slowly, then looked at him.

" Yes later when, I ask directly, while looking for other information" I said.

" Yes sir, want it. but I do not have a vehicle. continue I want to enter the course Mira salon. let's just be close to her departure." I said while glancing towards her.

" Thank you for the info" I said, smiling at him.

He looked at me like he was getting more upset.

" Yes Hello??" I said, picking up the phone from Livia.

I glanced at him, then pulled a little away from them.

I deliberately soften my style of speech, while smiling with a happy facial expression.

She looked at me as if she was showing her dislike.

Then he left, and looked angry.

***

" Loh, why are you Tho Yu. I asked you this question?" linggar said to me. I'm staring.

" i'm just not feeling well" I replied reasoned.

" Have you taken your medicine, do you have to go to the doctor?" he said while trying to hold my forehead.I immediately brushed it off.

He looked at me suspiciously.

" I'm okay, you need a break?" I said hurriedly diverted his suspicion.

" ooo, it's been a little break there. You want me to buy you something?"ask her.

" Don't do anything, I'm going to sleep." I replied to him.

" Yowes, I go home first Yes.you rest, let tomorrow his work spirit" he said with a smile.

She stroked my hair slowly. Really, I feel uncomfortable alone but can't do anything. I'm afraid he'll get suspicious and then he kisses me on the forehead before he leaves.

It felt annoyed, having to keep pretending to Linggar. It's hard to maintain our relationship, wanting me to be honest that my feelings for her are now fading. But it's not that easy to admit.

What about my family and her family's feelings if we break up?

And it gets even more upset if I remember it. Sakha-Bas wong Edan, my curse.

He doesn't know if I'm betting on him. I love her so much, and I don't know why? Why try, why should he.

He's obviously a widower, has two kids. His ex-wife Beautiful cake Queen, his ex-girlfriend like an angel. How could I love him. I don't know or what?

It feels really sprained if he has been cuekin. this is this, which in the chest of his mangkel makes a sesek. pingin nangis It feels.

What a hard thing to watch out for me little, wong I ask not much really. I thought I was upset as I slept facing the wall.

Samar faintly I heard the person who was talking. The voice of my rented mother's house, indeed she planned to move to her larger house.and her house in front of my boarding house wanted to be sold or contracted as well.

I peeked a little from behind the window.

***

" Do you know who this house is rented from?" ask the landlord of this contract that I forgot what his name was.

" That's Haji sir, said brother Bandi sir." I said.

" Oh, the lovely Tho?" he said I was just smiling.

" This is his wife or who is he?" tanyanya then while pointing at Mira.

" My sister sir, I have her family card if she is really my sister" I replied.

" Yes.yes.yes, I believe Mas.but the fact is that one house is not smaller only.I have the usual contract there closer to the same road." said.

" Well, don't get near the road, sir, will I bring my little boy here?" answer her.

" Same with her mother?" ask her again.

I just laughed a little.

" No sir, I haven't been able to change it yet?" answer me.

" Loh? This is duda Tho. I think bujang e?" he said while laughing. I laughed too.

" Want me to Find a change what Mas, what do you want? Widow what a virgin." she said with a loud laugh.

" Lah, whichever sir wants to be the same I am a virgin mah. already have children" I said.

" Okay, same widow yes let draw. I choose the gini.!" he said, holding both thumbs up.

We both laughed a little hard.

" Oh, Aa!" mira said a little protesting against me.

" You know Ayu kan Mir, it's kost-annya. You go there first. later Aa pick it up." I said.

" Then bother her Aa." Answer her.

" No, just for a moment.Aa will pick you up." I said.

**

" Assalamualaikum...mbak Ayu. This Mira mbak, mbak have not slept yet Yaa?" his voice came from outside my room. I pretended like I just woke up to open the door.

Mira was in front of me.

" Bother ya mbak? Sorry, Yes." He said, standing at the door of my room, I smiled.

" No Mira, come on in. Who's here?" I said as I looked out the door. Looks like the man is still laughing with the Hajj sir on the porch of the house.

" Same Aa, look at the house again." she replied. I'm just smiling.

" Continue, how? It's right." ask me again.

" had not known Aa mah. had just seen it in his house" he replied.

" Yes you like Gak Mira the same house as Pak Haji?" ask me curious.

" Kayak kegedean mbak. his room there are four, living room, middle room, keep the same kitchen dining room so one. bathroom outside that makes Serem Mbak" he said.

" Why is Serem. Is there Aa you?" ask me.

" Mom, Aa said he would often go looking for wood. usually he said nginap. if I was alone, both of his children Aa who was still a child yes scared" he said.

I'm laughing a little.

" Will I know if you're home alone?" I said Mode.

" Lah, mbak it's work. I'll disturb you" he said again.

" It can be arranged" I said, acting relaxed.

" Yes, but it's up to Aa as well said Aa earlier if she wanted to find another" he said which slightly broke my spirit.