For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 29's

I don't know, I'm getting upset to hear that I'm with someone else. let alone that's a woman. Whether she's lying or not about that woman, I just feel annoyed at her.

I felt like he was having fun on top of my suffering even though he didn't know about the circumstances I was dealing with.

I feel like no one is paying attention to me right now, to my fate and my children. The longer things get complicated, the more annoying they become.

why is everyone so annoying now I think I'm upset.

after tidying up my children's clothes, I prepared myself for the possibility that would happen.

I prepared myself from the curse of the Father.

I've made up my mind to leave this house, I don't want to be controlled by you, I don't want to continue to feel constrained.

Enough for me to always hold back the truth that I know. I don't want to know about Panji's business. I don't want to hear insults from the Father to my children. I hate the situation now.

slowly, I carried the goods into the car while everyone was asleep.

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" How come, you've reached Val??" I told Noval and Desy her boyfriend in front of the inn greeted us.

" I've been this afternoon, not the morning??" he said answer me.

shortly thereafter Irfan Ayu and Tiwi got out of the car. I took the Backpack Bag from inside the Baggage. Inadvertently Ayu who seemed to take her belongings was nudged by me, and it made her a little surprised maybe until she stood up straight and her head was heading the lifted luggage.

" Oh!!?" he said slowly while feeling a bit of pain in his head.

I was the one who reflexively apologized repeatedly while rubbing his head, until the moment I realized and stopped my actions just now.

" I'm sorry ??" I said again, he just kept quiet and looked at me.

" where are the others??" ask Noval.

" again out??" the answer.

shortly afterwards Eko, Ikmal and Hakka came up with two bikes.

" Lahhh, did you say you were chatting with your girlfriends?? Where's it??" ask me.

the three of them looked laughing.

" So mass, still selecting this??" answer Hakka to me.

" What does that mean??" said I wonder who was met with amused laughter by the three of them.

" this, the first negotiation which will be brought. I can be online you know??" hakka answered with a laugh.

I looked towards the three of them, and they looked at me with a gaze that hinted at something while nodding a soft nod.

" God.. Hey, don't you feel bad about the other one??" I said I understood their intent.

They just laughed happily at me.

" No need to tell stories to other girls.here is a stranger just beautiful, it's not let him know??" the word Ikmal is full of meaning.

" Sakha's mother Ayu means??" eko said in a seductive tone to me.

" darn it... Duamputtt Kabeh!!" I swear while shaking my head

" What does it mean?? nyesel, didn't I tell you from yesterday??" eko said with a laugh.

" Edan edann.wes edannnn!!" I said as I entered the house.

They just laugh.

I don't know, after that the three of them went out somewhere.In the inn there was only I Irfan and Noval along with the three women.

it's almost 3 am, the three of them have not gone home yet, but it was then that I had slept for a few hours.

Prima once they, I thought.

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At first it felt awkward when he was discussing his ex-wife it seems I do not accept if he still keeps his ex's feelings.

there is a feeling of dislike, if he talks about his ex or talks to his son though.

Astarghfirullah...

Why can I think like that.

I should have been able to accept him and his son someday if I had a soul mate with him I thought I was fantasizing.

then I smiled to myself while looking around.

there was only me in this room, then where did Tiwi go?? my thinking.

or maybe you're going to the toilet, but why didn't you come back.

indeed, after arriving earlier, I immediately went into the room did not feel I was asleep.

What time is it, I thought, looking at the clock on my phone, at 3pm, a few minutes.

Remembering that when he gave me his phone, I stared at the wallpaper on his phone.Two cute boys, maybe it was his son.Similar to him I think, it seems adorable and a little naughty her son thought to me while smiling to himself.

I got out of my bed, The cold weather forced me to wear a thicker jacket and socks.

I walked out, I looked around and the door to the room I passed opened. Noval and Desy who seem to be falling asleep hugging?? I'm a little surprised. But I force it ordinary, then I step outside the house.

There Mas Sakha was sitting alone wearing his jacket and a sleeping blanket. I approached her who was slightly looking up.

" Huh...?" Sapa kunpelan.he seemed surprised while looking at me.

" Athaghfirullah haladzim, Ayu. surprised me?" he said while stroking his chest. I smile.

" What else, by yourself.where else??" I said.

" The bachelors have not come home yet, if Noval was sleeping. Irfan seems to be??" too??" said

" But in the room there's only Noval and Desi mas??" I said.

" There were times Irfan on top of the same Tiwi??" answer her.

" But they??" I said disconnected.he seemed to be laughing a little while taking a deep breath.

" Do you want me to make you some coffee, what hot tea ??" bargain her. I shook my head slowly.

" Don't mas, afraid even beser later..cold ??" I said while sitting next to him

" Aren't you sleeping??" my many.

" So, is this a wake-up??" the answer.

" Look, there are so many stars here??" he said, pointing up, and I raised my head.

" Yes..?" I said softly while smiling.

" Where are we from, too, but not as clear and clear as from here??"

" Maybe it's highland, so we're more clearly looking at it??" answer me.

Then she smiled little at me.

" Your pinter??" he said while staring at me.

" Is that so, right??" answer me again.

She still smiled Little to me. Oh my God, can you please stop no. my heart is small while turning away from her.

" Are you thinking, actually? What exactly is the star??"

" Although in theory, a Star is a celestial body that emits light caused by nuclear fusion reactions that produce energy that occurs in its core. ??" said.

Hmmm..smart also he.I thought.

" And then??" I said. He just laughed a little.

" If I sometimes interpret the Star as a collection of Beautiful stories in the world that ever happened. yes a kind of sincere love story in this world.??"

" It doesn't have to be women and men, it can be a story of mother and child, send friends between families... Or between anything that happens sincerely, but does not have time to happen and last long??"

" That means, if it's a woman just like a man not to get married, children and parents are it just for a moment.??"

" Yes that kind of thing, the point.. The term Love that does not deliver in the end but sincere true love??" he said with a little laugh.

I'm a little quiet.

" Why did you become a star??"

he looked at me with a meaningful look while smiling again.