For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 102's

" Mad??" said softly while crying while looking at me. I approached her immediately. I have a very guilty feeling about it.

I immediately clasped his hand. He sobbed while enduring the rest of the pain he felt.

I can't hold back my taste. I cried while kissing her hand.

" I'm sorry, Ay?" I said while crying.

" I didn't think we'd make it this far. I made you sick, and I hurt someone else.I'm sorry I'm Ay?" I cried and held her hand tightly.

" Don't leave me?" the door was stamped with bricks while crying.

I looked at him, nodded and kissed his hand back.

" I'm not leaving you, Ay?"

" I promise to do what's best for you?" I said.

" I'm sorry Ay... I hurt you, I didn't think long?" I said deeply and felt very sinful towards him.

I kissed her forehead slowly, the body looks very weak.

" Dad, I didn't know I was pregnant, Now what do I do.?" he said while crying. I nodded small.

" Here, let me take care.you rest, recover your health first." I said hurriedly preventing him to talk a lot.

" You were here first. Let me handle it, I'll talk to your family later?" I said.

" Don't let my family know that I'm like this" he said, holding my hand firmly.

" I'm not ready, I'm afraid." And she cried.

I looked at him and just kept quiet, I was honestly still confused as to what I should do.

***

" Aa... Last night Mas Bandi nanyain Aa? Where, where's the phone off?" mira asked me while feeding Kylie.

" Aa no business last night, meet Aa's friend who used to be in the office.?" I said kissing Kylie and holding her.

" Hupp, Papa's beautiful son. What do you eat, honey?" I said I was spoiled with her, kissed her cheek, and then I laughed as she pushed my face.

" Mira, later if you've lived with Arya, Aa confused later Kylie who ngasuh?" I said.

" Well, let's go with Mira Aa?" answer her.

" Yeah Aa not good with Arya lahh?" I said.

" It's not good what the hell Aa is, is this her niece too?" answer her while thrusting a small spoon into Kylie's mouth that seems to not want to eat.

" Wouldn't you?" said cute.

" Another bribe, Bageur?" mira said to her.

" Aa bad with Arya's family later?" I said.

" Surti's mom still want to miss Kylie?" ask me.

" Surti said yesterday, he said he wanted to take care of his newborn grandson Aa?" answer Mira.

" if you can find the one Mira wants to fuck a kid?" I said.

Mira just Silence, I stroked her hair while looking at her sharply.

" Aa I don't think you're going to end up leaving Aa and moving in with Arya?" I said.

Then he hugged my waist.

" Mira doesn't miss Aa, Mira is still close here too?" he said I was smiling.

" You're married to Arya, aren't you impatient?" godaku.

" What the hell is Aa??" he said while taking off his embrace. I laughed because of her.

" You can't wait to practice the Science of the book "Quratul Uyun?" I said while laughing.

His eyes slightly glared at me while holding back his Laughter.

" A..!" he said loudly while blushing sipu.

And I just laughed.

***

It was a week after that incident, Ayu I rented it out of town. Far from people who might know him.

I deliberately keep out of reach of his family too or mira. For the sake of covering our Aib.

It has been two days I went along with Mr. Bandi to buy and look for Teak wood or others as raw materials for my furniture.

" Yeah Mira, what's wrong?" I said pick up the phone from my sister.

" it's still in Wonogiri Aa mir, what's the matter.why did Aa come home?" i said wonder.

" you're okay, aren't there any problems with Kylie?" I asked, but he said everything was fine.

But it became my mind. What the hell is it? my thinking.

***

I did deliberately tell Sakha about my arrival.

Before her, I thought I'd meet her and maybe we'd fight over this.

Well, I decided to take Kylie from her, and also give her a divorce papers.

I decided to just divorce her, my heart kept hurting if I remembered about her and Estu.

Not to mention he's still in touch with that woman named Ayu. And I don't know now how far they're both in relationship.

I've been thinking about it maturely and roundly. It's better I get divorced with her.

Maybe in a day or two he'll call me.

Asking this and that, asking why and so on, and I've prepared the answer.

It is not painless to remember all her kindness, her sincere love for me, and a million sweet memories of her.

But I don't think I can? moreover, our different beliefs, will be more difficult to accept later.

I kissed the forehead of my son who had just fallen asleep. His body was a little warm after crying earlier, asked his aunt Mira and called his Papa name.

Hopefully he will get used to me soon.

***

I feel weak, my eyes are empty and looking for my daughter.

I went to her room, looking for Kylie who no one had brought her.

I opened his closet. I kissed her remaining clothes while crying.

It hurts my heart, I miss and want my daughter.

I kept crying kissing her clothes that still taste fragrant with the fragrance of talcum powder and telon oil it.

I really miss her, I feel more and more unable to keep her.

" Aa Sakha?" mira said with a trembling voice.I looked at her with tears in my eyes.

I quivered, holding my cry so as not to make a sound.

It feels heavy, Pain Once It feels to leave my Daughter In this way.

I wiped my tears and looked at Mira who was approaching me who was sitting leaning against the wall.

He hugged me.

My cry broke, I really could no longer bear the rush of emotions that raged in my heart.

" Hope you can't get this useless Aa guy Mira?" I said while crying.

I blame myself.

"It has to be strong?" he said he was following her crying.

***

" dude? " mira said to me who seemed to want to say something.I looked at her deeply.

" Yes Mir? What's up?" my many.

he looked at me hesitantly. Like he wanted to say something serious.I held his fingers, while staring at ya other than saying Yes there is everything okay.

" Mad, may not after we get married later, we invite Aa to stay at Mas's house with us.?" he said half in doubt, I just smiled.

" can you please Mira? but what does Aa want?" i said again.

" Yes We persuaded again Mas I can not bear to leave him alone in this rented house. moreover the rent will soon run out?" said.

" and also the location of the warehouse which is now quite far from here. if Aa lives with us right it makes it a little closer?" said reasoned.

" Yeah, it's all up to you and you. if my permission is allowed. I don't mind it.?"

" But if I could suggest, I don't want you to feel the hassles of having to take care of me and your Aa?" I said.

" god willing If you allow Mas, I will not object or feel tired to give my energy as a form of devotion to my husband and brother.?" said

" however Aa is very meritorious towards me Mas, all this time he took good care of me, paying attention and obeying the wishes of the late Ambu to me.?"

" even though I only send me C packages and regular salon courses. Aa is still taking her time and sharing her sustenance for me in such a state?" he said a little haru.

" Aa gave me a good place to stay and had enough to eat all this time?" he said while staring at me.

" I really can't bear to leave him alone Mas, I pity you who are like living fighting alone.!?" add it again.

" Mas will not forbid you Mira to take care of your Aa if she wants. Later we will live in our own house, too, and I think our house is too big to be inhabited by just the two of us?" my word

" god willing I don't mind Mas, if you've allowed it" he said, sounding very deep. I'm just smiling.

mira previously told me that her sister-in-law, Livia filed a lawsuit against Mas Sakha, also taking Kylie away.

I wondered, Did Livia find out and because of that she filed a lawsuit against my sister-in-law?

About what happened at the clinic a while ago.

but I was just silent about Mira who might not know the subject. Moreover, I have been demanded a promise by my Mas-in-law, to keep this all a secret.

I felt sad when Mira told me about the situation of my sister-in-law who seemed to have lost something.

every time she comes home from work, she's bound to go to Kaili's room first, just to kiss the clothes Kylie once wore, and kiss the remaining powder and telon oil that was once used by his son.

I don't really understand a father's love for his daughter yet, maybe because I've never had a child, but I can understand that psychological condition.

I also feel sorry for my sister-in-law.

**

" The plan will be on the 18th of next month anne-marie will hold an official marriage with Mira? if you can come, right?" I said to Livia.

only her voice laughed from far away.

" Mas Sakha pity not to have a companion who is the guardian of Mira.?" I said again

" is it really like when I miss Kylie, Livia?"

" In addition to congratulating me, you give Mas Sakha a chance to meet with Kylie.?" " Oh, actually I don't want to interfere, but already we have become a family so want me to know a little about you guys?" I said, Trying to be careful.

For a moment I listened to the one who spoke, giving this and that reason to his actions.

" However you are wrong Livia, yes she is your child But do you have to pay attention to the psychology of your own child or his father!?"

" You can't just take him so much like you took a chick from his mother.?"

" You should at least get permission from Mas Sakha!"

" Wherever Mas Sakha has feelings, has a heart and affection. let alone the same child himself.?"

" I really don't want this story to be with you, but I've long pityed my brother-in-law who comes home from work always Silently crying while kissing Kylie's old clothes?" I said Story.

" Lohh, I'm not making things up with you Livia? it's true what it is."

" He got like that. He looks tough and ordinary with other people, just like myself even.!"

" The term, Mas Sakha was secretly crying in the corner? can't believe you're someone like that?" my word to Livia.

Across there Livia just shut up.

**

Is it true what Arya said to me earlier? it tells me about Sakha's situation.

because all this time there's never been a phone call from her asking for her son's news - or this and that?

I was also a little surprised at first and also waiting for news or calls from him.why until now there is not a single bit of him to me.

there is no message either.