
After a little chat with my ex-in-law. Mr. Kardiman Rahardjo, I asked his permission to see my two children.
I was invited to the Middle Room.it appears there Danesh who was being treated by his Baby Sitter ran towards me.
With a smile I welcomed his carefree-looking embrace. He called me in a voice I missed so much.
" lt..Where are you taking Anesh?" he said while staring at me.
" hmm..Where are you?" I said while pretending to think.
" Take Danesh to the park only Pas...who has the swing?" her pinta. I just smiled at her.
" yes, but that's why it was spent the same way??" my door.
" But don't Papa go again?" said whining.
I just smiled as I nodded slowly.
Then he ran towards his sister.
Before long Estu came out while holding Arcelio who looked bigger than before.
It's been almost a year that I'm not close to him.
Ever since she was born, she has moved into my home.
Yes indeed, I did not follow his development directly, unlike when giving birth to Danesh first.
I stood up to greet her, raise my hand.
With a flat gaze Estu looked at me while handing Arcelio to me.
" Come with Papa, ohh my dear??" babble me while holding it.
" Would I take a shower?" estu said while leaving me. I stared back at her while holding Arcelio who looked increasingly long.
Before long Danesh approached me whining wanted to be in a cradle too. Her sister seemed to help calm her.
Danesh who seemed to show his jealousy sagged at my kakj. I just laughed.
Finally my Danesh was carrying on my back.
There is a feeling of happiness even though it is actually difficult to hold my two children.
If only things like this were still in our house first, maybe I wouldn't have worn a formal-looking shirt and pants.
It could be that I just wear a color or a holster with a singlet or a t-shirt that is not clear the shape of his collar.
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I observed it far from here, a beautiful sight when Danesh whined no less want to be in the carrier as well as Sakha.
Darting at his Papa's feet while his Papa just stumbled while trying to lift his heavy legs.
If only a moment like this had been in our house. Maybe I'll just yell at Danesh with the hair still on the roll, just using the thin negligee Sakha bought in the online shop.
I'd be normal, and assume it's normal Tampa has to hide capturing momentum like this using a camera.
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" Oh yes Estu... Do I want to return this to you?" I said while handing over STNK and BPKB cars and motorcycles to him.
Then I took the map out of my briefcase.
" This is a certificate of land and house. You're the only one who keeps it?" I said while propping it up.
He just kept quiet while staring flatly.
" God willing, will I do my duty according to the agreement you have made?" i said again.
Seemed a little glancing at me.
Yes, it was all the agreements he made.
" The next day I'll go to the area, I'll take your son with you."
" I'm in Mutation and have to stay in the area somehow!?"
" Where?" ask Estu to me.
" When not in Purwokerto or Purworejo?" answer me.
" I forgot, hard bedainnya..who must be in front of Purwo?" i said again.
" Not on Purwo's pedestal, is it??" estu said then.
" Where is that??" many do not understand
" Where are you?" answer the cuek.
Shortly after, Danesh approached me. Ask again about the pinta earlier.
I stared at Estu.
" Can we go, Estu??" ask me while staring at him.
" Try Danesh, Ask Mama. Can we go outside?" I said to my son.
Estu looked at me biased and flat.
" Are you the same one who walks??" answer her.
I just kept quiet.
Actually I want to go with my two children, just to the park near. chatting while enjoying the sunlight.
I clasped Danesh's tiny hand. Accompany her while wearing her slippers. We plan to go to the residential park on foot.
We stared at each other, just before we left the house, Estu called my name.
" Don't have to go to the park in front, dirty.to the park over there are a lot of toys?" said added.
" Pake the motor just let's not get tired?" he said, handing over the key to his contact.
He was holding Arcel while approaching me.
" Don't you wear a helmet??" I said.
" Don't it just be Deket?" Her reply.I looked at her clingy, our eyes clashed with each other.
" Sir Tiwi.mbak..mbak, please take a helmet yes two. there it is on the shelf next to Buffet.?" he said while shouting.
******
I let the play-looking Danesh run up the colorful painted iron skeleton.
I was sitting next to Estu who was holding Arcel. I looked at her while playing with the tree chains I was holding.
" Your plan is Estu after this.?" ask me.
" there's no plan" she replied slowly.
I smiled a little.
" Do you have any plans, Kha?" ask her back.I looked at her while shaking my head slowly.
" No. I don't know what to do." I replied, he just laughed.
" Mass..?" he said with a soft tone
" I want to be alone first, take care of my heart and my life."
" Maybe time will answer.?" I said laugh
" Ouhh... like that?" said.
then I lifted Arcel off his lap. His feet kicked like he wanted to walk.
" You see Arcel, he'll probably be running after Danesh soon."
" Maybe I'm like him now, as hard as I want to walk and run. still have to go through the stages.?"
" If a toddler wants to walk may have to crawl first, stand up slowly, lean back and need a grip, then there is someone who helps him stand up and walk slowly, practice standing Tampa fall down, and then there is someone who helps him stand up, the path slowly step by step Tampa fell, the smooth running of the Tampa road was helped by anyone and then ran or approached what he wanted to go??" I said as I stood up and carried Arcelio.
" Now my condition is the same as Arcelio, it takes time slowly to get through this.?" obviously I
Estu looked to turn her face away.
I'm laughing a little.
" Lohhh...iya, right.? don't I mean philosophical or what??"
" Tell me I should enjoy the process, sooner or later it will pass."
" Yes, it's up to you." answered flatly.
I just smiled, looking at the expression on his face that was purplish.
" It's time for Estu's lunch, let's go home or where are we going??" ask me while glancing at the watch on my wrist.
" Are we going home??" he said while standing.
soon he called Danesh, approaching him.
" How about if we eat in the shop in front of the complex.there is complete food court?" bargained.
Estu just looked at me.
" Pope...Anesh want iskim pahh??" danesh said suddenly, I looked at him who was standing parallel to almost half of my thigh.
Then I looked at Estu.
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" Feed yourself Danesh, don't mess up.??" I said as I put the chicken in front of him.
" When it's over, Papa give me the ice cream??" I said with a warm smile to her.
It looks like Estu who is feeding Arcelio with chicken cream soup from this fast food restaurant.
Ahhh .. What a beautiful sight for a whole family.