For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
episode 119

I hugged Estu's shoulder still crying at my father-in-law's funeral.

Recollecting the events that have just been missed.

Last night, as soon as I reached Jakarta, I went straight to the hospital where Mr. Rawat.

I looked at him who was weak, yet was still able to smile when I came. His condition was very weak, yet he was still able to say something to me.

**

I patted Estu's shoulder slowly, she leaned on my shoulder. Her tears moved her body that was still pregnant with my child.

I tried to calm him down even though I was tired myself.

We finally returned home and left the funeral.

Estu was still hiccupping, when one by one her relatives shook her hands. There were some who came from Magelang and Malang. relatives from the late Father.they were the siblings of the late Father.

A few wreaths were still lined up in front of my house-in-law. The mourners that came were still there.

And Home feels a little Weird? Or maybe my body still feels tired.

I held tightly to the hand of my mother-in-law who still held the sadness left in her Face.

I smiled a little, strengthening her with a few words. She looked at me, smiling very little. Maybe trying to look tough for us.

" Later mom Can stay the same mbak Estu or Panji If lonely.?" said my sister-in-law.

" Mom should be strong for the health of the mother herself. Panji don't want Mommy to be sad to keep Sick?" said.

" Most importantly now, I should be able to take this fate. You have to be strong, not sad." I said

" Certain weight, but bismillah... We can definitely get through it." added me again.

He smiled a little. Before long there were relatives from the late Father greeting us.

After talking, I say goodbye to them.

"Estu, I'm gonna take a little break.. Will it continue to Tahlilan Almarhum Bapak?" I said.

With her puffy eyes she looked at me while nodding slowly.

" Have you eaten yet Kha?" Ask her. I just nodded while looking at him.

I was walking slowly towards my wife. I smiled at him, Quickly Hugged him and shrieked his forehead.

I just realized I haven't hugged her from when I came.

She cried for a moment in my arms. I smiled back while strengthening her.

" Estu, would you like to get pregnant?" I said.

" I don't want you to be like my son Why Napa?" I said.

She smiled, I kissed her forehead again and then stroked her protruding belly.

" So I saw Haris?" i told him.

" Much bodo?" she said slowly, I just smiled a little.

" Did he know we were?" my many.

" Tau kali." answered her flatly. I smile back.

" I've met him once, I said that I'm married and pregnant again!" estu Tampa said flat expression.

" Continue?" ask me while leaning my body on the bed.

"Who did he ask? I'll answer later you will know" he said.

I smiled a little more.

" So, did Livia know we were?" ask Estu.

I just shook my head slowly. Then swallow my saliva a little.

" I'm not ready to talk to her yet?" I said.

" fear??' said Estu. I just kept quiet.

" So she'll be on her own!?" said again. I took a long breath while looking at him.

" So early this morning, like he sent a message of condolence.sorry can't come?" he said while checking the message on his phone.

I smiled slowly. My drowsiness overcame my entire ability to interact with Estu.

I was tired, and Estu left me.

The sound of my phone was forcing me to get up and open my eyes. I grabbed him, and answered the phone.

" Yes Hello?" I said weakly.

" Where are you?" ask someone from there.

I, who was not so aware, looked back at the phone screen. Livia thought then.

" Yes Hello?" my ul.

" Yes Hello Kha.. Where are you?" ask again.

" I'm Home?" answer me.

" Whose House? You slept??" tannya

" At Mira's house?" I answered a little confused.

" Where are you from? how's tumben taking a nap?" ask her again.

" Yesterday from Semarang, met the prospective Buyer?" I answered, then I heard a long O voice from her.

" Kha, did you know that Estu's father died?" ask her from there

" I'm going to Jakarta the day after." I said.

" Are you far away?" ask her.

" Iyaa... not because of his Estu but indeed he used to do a lot of his services the same I, besides that also first Estu wanted to come to Abah Ambu's funeral?" i said again.

For a moment Livia was silent.

" How are you the same as your content Yang?" I said.

" I'm good?" answer her.

" I miss." I said slowly.

" Same Who?" ask her.

" Well you, my son too?" answer me.

" Well, I'm waiting in Jakarta?" he said before closing his phone.

***

Intentionally I came to the funeral of his late Father Sister Estu, I followed him who had just left for the funeral. There was even a sight I didn't expect.

It's not Sakha's problem that Tampa's present told me. But the belly of the Estu who also bulged, the Pregnant One like Me??

I don't know for sure how many months she's pregnant?

With her mesra leaning on Sakha's shoulder, indirectly it signifies that Sakha??

I returned to wipe my tears. I'm trying to be strong myself. There are so many shadows and that's what makes me sicker.

Does it have to be this sick God I live my life. Is this all karma for what I did same mbak Estu used to be whose position is almost the same as me now.

I have to wait for Sakha to tell me or should I catch them?

Then what should I do after that?" I thought while rubbing my stomach.

**

" I'll be out in the afternoon?" he said to me.

" where??" tanyaku Later.

" I want Livia's nengokin?" he said again like asking for permission.I was silent looking at him while sighing slowly.

" So, what will you say to her??" ask again.

" His name is me? tell me that you're dead, and I said I want to go to Jakarta??" answer her.

I looked at him again.

" do you want to stay there??" I asked.he looked at me.

" Kha... brother father same mother is still a lot of you at home? at least they come home after 7 days.?" say

" Yeah, I've been thinking about that?" said

" Continue??" I said.

" yes, if I know I'm coming back here?" the answer.

" yeah they do not want to see your mama tahlilan aja Kha.. I do not want them to be suspicious?" I said.

then he fell silent.

" Yeah... Maybe I'll see him in the afternoon?" said again.

" It's up to you Kha? I ask you, lest my brother be suspicious and instead ask the same thing mom??" I said.

He was still staring at me.

Shortly afterwards, Someone Calling Estu said that a friend had come.

we looked at each other, then Sakha and I came out of the room.

**

Sakha seemed to rub her face when she found out who was coming.

I gulped and felt a little nervous.I walked up to him while Trying to smile a little at him.

he shook my hand and hugged me While Saying Bela condolences.

Soon after, Mom came to us, and there was a banner. I don't think you know who came.

Panji looked at Me and Sakha Alternately. Maybe we're guessing how we react.

" So this sister is Estu's friend? school or college friends?" ask her a little chatter.

He smiled a little at us.

" What friend?? Aja Kok Bu, formerly estu my former Customer?" answer him while glancing at me.

" Oo...wouldn't this take a job at the bank?" ask plain mom.

Then he nodded.

" Who are you here? Like being pregnant too. Just like Estu said my mother.

" How many months?" ask mom again.

" I drove my own car Mom, Understand My Husband Out of town, again WORK!?" he said while glancing at Sakha.

Sakha seemed to bow her head while rubbing her face.

" Will you have 7 months, Mom?" answer Livia.

" Oohh yes the same as Estu, next month also fit 7 Months?" mother answered that made Livia look at the two of us in turn.

His face seemed to be holding back the growl.

" Was the tea?" mother said

" I live first Ya?' mother said then. Livia just smiled a little at Mom.

He looked at us in turn. Sakha seemed to be breathing out.

" Kha... Please answer all of this.... What means!" he said quietly with an angry tone.

" Livia, I'll explain later but please don't be here.?" Sakha Said to her.

" Where to go!? in court!!" he said again with a completely angry facial expression.

Sakha looks a little bit riled up. He sat down to approach Livia. Her hand held Livia but was kept on edge by her.

" please Livia Don't now, at least you're slitting in honor of the mother in mourning" she told Livia.

Livia stared fiercely at Sakha.

" Do you think I didn't join your treatment!!" said.

" When have you been hiding all this from me??"

" you can get married and impregnate Sister Estu who is the same pregnancy as me!!" said.

" Is this the result of our former quarrel?! Is it Mama?" her question brought up when I was run over by her.

" Livia, please don't right now.I'll explain everything?" Sakha said to him.

he stared fiercely at Sakha.

" What do you want to explain Haahh!! You two are the same!!" he said a little loudly.

I was a little surprised, He almost slipped and said Rough.

Sakha immediately held her hand, and seemed to be begging.

" what's wrong here is just me, nothing to do with him."

" if you want to be angry, please help me. And I'm asking you, please don't do anything that's not here."

" At least you respect a family that is mourning not me or her Estu?" sakha Pinta