
" Yeayy, Mama's home?" there was a voice of Danesh who picked me up at the door. I smiled a little look at his behavior.I approached and I stroked his bangs hair.
" Naughty was not Anesh, not the same eye uti?" ask me while squatting in front of him.
smiling, he just shook his head.
" Maa.when did Papa come home. Anesh pingin Papa came home mah. lama Anet anyway??" ask her gemash
I just came back smiling.
" Anesh wants Papa why??" ask me
" Want Anesh's story??" he said while looking at me and moving his hand which was holding his toy.
" What do you want to tell, Mama can't hear the story??" ask me.
" Tapkan Anesh kangen Papa maa...sambil play the king of the cake that yesterday mah?" said again.
Instantly my feelings were uncertain. sad or moved or whatever.it felt like crying.
I can only smile to cover it up.
" Later Vidio Papa aja yaa.. we ask when papa comes home??" I said calm her down.
My son just smiled while nodding small.
I smile back.
" Next yaa...Mama took a shower, this is still a lot of germs.?" I said sambi kissed her tiny cheeks.
***********
" Hallo Kha, this is Danesh want your Vidio. Would you please not talk about the weird kedia??" I said call Sakha.
" sthat mean??" ask from there
I let out a soft breath.
" I mean, all this time he knew you were going to work.yes answer me about that?" I said . for a moment we were silent.
" When did you separate me from my son??" said later.
" Here you go, don't start. Make it simple." I replied.
" Simple what do you want Estu, until they forget me, there's no more figure of me in them??" angle her.
" Well, if it's time you'll meet them?" answer me a little bit.
" yes, but until when??" ask her again.
" Later they will meet a real figure papa for them!?" I said intentionally cornered her.
Tuuuttt.....The phone call that arrived was cut off.
" Hello.hallo...hallooo....??" I said while staring at my phone.
I tried again to call Sakha's number, but instead the connection was off. From behind the door Danesh approached me with my mother holding Arcel.
" What's the ice..?" asked my mother.I just stared at her while watching my phone, hopefully Danesh can't remember my promise earlier.
" Yowes, later again.And still this henchman.?" said
" milukin was this Arcel, the love from two o'clock drinking the suffor. The axi you pumped isn't enough for him.??" he said while handing Arcel to me.
" Loh buk, didn't I send a courier to take you home??" I said while nursing her.
" Just three bottles is there enough ice..Your son is strong enough to drink milk??" answer her
Danesh was like he was looking for attention, he was riding on my back while shuffling my hair.
" Come with uti?" take my mother to him. My son just watched her.
" Same uti first darling..iniloh sister is still mik Susu??" I said persuade her.
" Mama..he said he wanted Papa's tax??" - he meant a video call.
My mother and I looked at each other .
" Let's be the same, will Papa's vicall??"
my son just kept quiet while continuing to slide on my back
" Any later??" danesh answered while picking up a phone near me.
" yes, baby. Mama again love this little brother mik loh??" I said to persuade her, while my son handed the phone to me.
" Patience is dear...This sister wants mik first, let's be full yaa"'..
" Anesh loves Brother, don't you, let mik first??" I said calm her down.
" Come with uti, he said he wanted a pudding?" talk to my mother while smiling.
" weslah buk, let him here?" I said.
not long after my mother walked out of the room. And it wasn't long before Danesh cried while calling his grandmother.
my mother turned and held him.
******
After Arcel fell asleep, I called Sakha again.
" Hallo Kha..iniloh your son is you?" say
" Oh yeah, are you here to take him or am I there?" answer her.
" why come here, I just want you to Vidio him!?" answer me again.
there was the sound of her breathing tug and being heavily exhaled by it.
" When did you separate me from Estu's son?"
" When did you stop me from meeting my son?"
" Are you the only one who can kiss them?"
" Don't you think I'm the same smell of powder, telon oil, messy toys or the sound of a child's crying??"
" I also want to hug, smell, carry them?"
He said from there.
" Don't be happy, don't be so dramatic!?" I said ketus.
" I'm just saying what I feel estu.away from what you're accusing!?" tangkis.
" When are you so mean to me, same son!?"
" until when did you refuse me to support her!?" said again.
" Till you agree to my request!!" I said a little loudly.
" What's your request!?" ask her.
" Decoration. yes!!"
" What is it about divorce that you don't do this again like me!?"
" can you keep your promise?!"
" What with Divorce.what with the new Figures can replace my position in them!!" he said a little loudly.
" CAN!!" my tank is fast.
" Istighfar Estu,!"
" You're not the same Ng*we as that woman Haah!!" I said loud.
For a moment he was silent, only the sound of his breath could be heard.
then I heard her long breath.
" Have it been, don't you go anywhere?" lirih.
" You started?" Answer me then.
back he was silent.
" Of course, ten more minutes are you Vidio calling me.?"
" I'll follow you. I'll go to the toilet first?" he said while hanging up the phone.
******
" Hello baby, have you eaten yet??" there was a voice chatting with Danesh via video call.
I left them out of my sight.
" isn't papa still far away, dear??"
" His plane hasn't been down yet??"
" teyuss papa when is Puyang?"
" When the plane comes down, baby, Papa will pick up Anesh?"
" But Papa brought crayon??"
" oh yeah, will Papa bring Crayon the same escavator, will you??"
" But not that, a track?" answer Danesh
" Oh, you want tracks, yes."
" What's up, crying??"
" So the cry is fit to mimic milk??"
" is Anesh not a baby yet?"
" Well, did you use Top?" (SOP)
" top, don't you think?"
" great, but when do you bring the tracks?"
" yes, Papa bawain yaa"
From far away I noticed, Sakha sometimes turned her face away or lowered her head, like occasionally wiping her tears.
There was a feeling that sliced me slowly.