For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 112's

" Are you better than him?" ask her as soon as we leave the house. He looked at me silently, I smiled.

" how can you say that?" tanyakanya.

" That, can you bring Livia's car again?" I said while laughing.

he looked at me a little embarrassed.

" Don't know I'm Estu with her way of thinking?" said.

" I just take it, what does she want?" he said again to me.

And that's how she is, who always succumbs when faced with the often moody nature of women.

He used to be so to me.

" oh yeah, how's your relationship with Haris?" he said to me.

I paid a little attention to it then concentrated back on driving my car that you once owned it.

I laughed biased.

" it seems like your relationship is serious, to the point of taking you on vacation to Jogja?" said.

" I went to Jogja to sleep in his family's house, don't you think anything?" I said deny it. Then he laughed while looking at me.

" who is accusing you of all this? right I'm just saying that your relationship seems serious about him. until the trip to Jogja?" said.

" you want to sleep wherever he is it's up to you. It's your business?" he said again with a laugh.

" what else did you say, sleeping in Haris' family house? isn't that a sign, if your relationship is serious?" Said.

" just a suggestion for you, if the trivial problem is not exaggerated. let alone misunderstanding yesterday it will have a long tail??" said.

" Dude!!" answer me, and then he looks at me.

" do I better help you talk to Haris?" said.

" what's speaking?" I said while looking at him for a moment.

" who said that we have nothing to do, other than child business?" said.

" no need, no need. I'm tired of her childish attitude too.a little bit angry a little jealous.anything fussed about her?" I said.

" yes, if he does, that's a sign that he really loves you?" said

" i'm tired kha.. ngadepin he like that? I'd better break it with him, introspect each other?" I said.

He looks small.

" It's better to break it for a while, then find a way out together. than to rush into marriage when faced with the problem of the ends of divorce?" said within.

I looked at him for a moment and fell silent.

**

" when will you come, son?" my former mother-in-law told me.

" maybe there was a week ago Mom, my in-laws died?" I said give a reason.

" yes, Estu has also told me. I am sorry, son?" she said to me. I just smiled a little and said a word of thanks.

" How are you doing there, son?" mr. Kardiman said with a slightly small voice.

Maybe he insisted on talking to me.

I smiled at him, though,

" Thank God, sir. Don't you force talk to rest?" I told him.

" does my arrival disturb your rest?" I said.

" Aren't you, son, happy to see you?" said weak.

" when was sick yesterday he asked to see you, son?" said my ex-mother-in-law.

" your mother used to ask Estu to tell you, whether she conveyed it or not? Said.

" until Mom Estu ever spoke like that to me" said I hurriedly answer her.

" at that time I did not have time to come to Jakarta, it happens that now I have an interest in Jakarta So I stopped by here?" i said again.

Whereas earlier when I was invited by Estu, I almost refused and did not come with him to this hospital.

" Your son wants to talk to you" said Mr. Kardiman in a weak voice.

I'm staring.

" Yes sir, what would you like to talk to me about. Am I ready to listen?" I said.

then he looked at my former mother-in-law and Estu in turn.

" you want to apologize to me before, for all the mistakes you've made with you?" he said and sounded sad.

I took a little breath.My feelings were suddenly not bad, like deg-degan. What exactly was he going to say I thought?

" already sir, I have forgiven and forgotten everything that happened to me.?"

" whatever happened first, it means nothing to me anymore. Because now either I or Estu already have their own lives.we are happy with each other's life choices?" I said while looking at Estu.

He smiled weakly.

" I know you're the one, but for me personally, I have to say an apology from my own mouth as much as you.!" said.

" if you just want to say sorry, can't Estu call me Sir. so you're not waiting for me to come?" I said with a small smile.

" Isn't that Kha? You want to talk about something with you?" he said, I heard him seriously. For a moment he stopped, like he was breathing.

" Do you want to say something important to you directly?" he said slowly but clearly, it made me feel more uncertain to hear it.

then he looked at the three of us in turn. His gaze stopped, as he looked at Estu.

" Kid??" said.

" You want you to remarry Estu?" he said that made me shocked to hear it. Estu's eyes were a little wide.

" What did you say?" estu said then.

" Sakha has a wife? don't you fuck??" estu Sounds senewen.

Mr. Kardiman raised his hand as if asking Estu to stop talking.

" Do you want to marry her in series. will you approve of her?" he said Estu and I looked at each other. Estu sighed heavily.

For a moment we were silent, I looked at him.

" I'm sorry, sir, this request is too difficult for me and Estu. Do I have a wife and children from someone else??"

" and I know that Estu is now close to someone and their relationship is serious sir?" I said.

..

" do you think we can't get married again?" I said.

" Please son, I ask you. You want to make up for your guilt with you.?" he said while holding my hand.

I laughed biasedly, while looking at Estu and her mother.

" I don't know sir, I can't decide. I'm afraid of hurting Estu's heart again later?" I said.

" And not necessarily also Estu want to be with me again such as I am still a widower??" I said while looking at Estu.

" would it be better if Estu lived with the man she wanted?" I said.

" want with anyone Estu married, if not with you Father will not approve?" he said, which sounded like it was threatening to Estu.

then I looked at Estu and laughed a dizzy bias.

How could Mr. Kardiman think that way to me now.

" please guide Estu, because I believe you can. You're still sure, too, that you two still love each other?" he said, staring and holding my hand.

I was confused as to what to say or what to answer to him.

Why do the problems in my life change, and don't stop.

Occasionally stop at the happy ending for example.

I just keep quiet. Don't know what to say, Estu also Silence. I'm staring.

After we spoke earlier, Estu and I did not go straight home, we were still sitting on the edge of the hospital garden.

" I'm sorry, Kha? if you were talking like that to you?" he said I was just smiling.

" honestly, I don't know what kind of mind you're on? can-can now he ask me to marry you. when he used to be very...??" I said stopped.

Estu smiled a little.

" i think because of his condition, now you often talk slurping. He's spoken to me a few times, but I didn't respond?" said.

I looked at him sharply.

" Aren't you Geer??" He said while coughing a little.

" Are you talking slowly??" I said. While laughing.

However, over time it was like vomiting.

like a man who gets in the wind.

" we didn't have breakfast?" I said.

" I had the same breakfast as an omelet?" he said he kept coughing as if he was going to vomit.

if he'd excuse me to go to the toilet, I'd sit here waiting.

we didn't walk home very long, I took the car.

Estu even drooped weakly beside me. It seemed like she was helpless, her body felt warm as I touched it.

" Do you want us to stop by the doctor first?" ask me.

" don't you want to go home, won't you have to go back to Java later?" said.

I just nodded following his orders.

but just stopped the car in front of his house and the car engine had not been able to turn off. Estu quickly went into the house to the bathroom.

he heard a voice that was vomiting violently.

Is it possible that her stomach disease is recurrent? my thinking.

" we're going to the doctor?" I told him.

While squatting, he waved his hand.

" don't you think this is just a common cold Maybe I was exhausted yesterday to take care of Rio in the hospital?" answer it while vomiting.

I approached Estu and then stomped her head. He vomited again.

Then I asked Mbak Yuti to make her warm tea and eucalyptus oil to scoop.

I waited for Estu until she was done in the kerik.it's worth it she was, because it caught a cold.

" Is it better yet?"

" I'll take you to the doctor?" I said.