
I smiled as I made small talk with Brother Livia who was going back to Solo.
Thank you so much for your presence here.
I felt dizzy, my head was heavy. I forced her.
" Livia, I'm asking your permission. My son goes to the Hospital, I have to change his guard tonight?" I said.
" What child?" he said he sounded insinuating.
" Can't you?" I said pissed. He looked at me suspiciously
" Don't worry about me like that?! Why else suspect the same me if I've been Foul in your eyes?!" I said.
He smiled cynically.
" All of you bring your goods, then go back to Java there. Want to be with Ayu, right??" said Sharp. I looked at him, There was a slight stinging feeling like I was sliced with that innuendo.
I tried to smile, but it felt heavy
I just kept quiet, as I approached my daughter who was asleep.
" Don't bother him!" hardik is hard
" He's tired. You take it everywhere!!" said annoyed.
I just kept quiet and kissed Kylie's hand. Is that as hard as you are Livia against me now? my thinking.
I looked at her, There was a feeling of annoyance and sadness I had towards her. I swallowed my saliva.
" The car you don't have to bring. Make me where it is!!" said.
My mouth feels locked, even though I want to fight it. I was upset, I was hurt by this Peranakan Woman.I thought.I then pulled my Breath, calming the chaotic feeling. Then I pulled out the car ignition
" This, thanks!?" I said, Going out of the room without looking at her again.
" Where are you going now?" ask Vanus when we cross paths.
" Want to the hospital Om, my son in Rawat?" answer me.
He looked at me who seemed to be carrying my backpack.
" Well, what is it? where are you going again?" Said.
" This is Om, my plan tomorrow will go directly to Java. I have a lot of business there?" I said.
" You can't stay another day or two here!" said. I looked at her silently, then looked at Livia's room. I'm sighing I'm heavy.
But it felt like he was like paham and then patted my shoulder.
But outside the rain was quite heavy as I was about to leave this house. Where have I booked my motorcycle again??
" you're not using a car?" asked Vanus to come back to me.
I just smiled at him normally.
" Let's use lifia and Kylie. Honey is nothing, if I have sustenance later I buy Om?" I said while laughing lightly.
he just nodded while patting his shoulders back.
" Aren't you persuading him to refer?" ask Vanus to me. I'm shaking.
" it seems to have closed the door sorry for me Om, no chance?!" i said again.
" Is it true that you ever strangled her, you often commit acts of domestic violence?" ask him then to me.
I gulped a little. As I recall I choked him when he refused to serve me and said the dog to me at that time Mira who broke us.
I let out a long sigh again, then I told Om Vanus the truth and handed Kan the decision to believe it or not.
" Are You Dating Again or are you CLBK your ex??" tanyakanya. This time I looked at him seriously.
That's how Livia told all our household problems to her.
" If I deny it - I'm close, if I say make-up or date but that's not the case?" I said Berkilah.
" I'm tired of defending myself, now it's up to Livia. I'm trying to obey everything she wants with me?"
" It's not that I don't want to fight Om but my position can't be fixed in his eyes.!!" I said Charing.
" If I don't get divorced, I'm afraid this will be a revelation for him for life.later every problem, he'll bring up those things that I don't want?"
" Even if it continues, am I afraid that our relationship is not healthy?" I said.
" Livia didn't give me a chance to defend myself, give excuses or fix it?" I said While holding back the tightness.
" Livia is a typical woman who - if she thinks something is wrong then it will forever be wrong in her eyes.!"
" no I don't want to fight Om. I once shut off my jealous feelings to her Om.!!" I said complain.
" he was still my way, I was ready to marry him at that time even though at that time om forbid us both."
" I didn't marry her Om if she didn't say I had a child.!"
" I believe 100% Kylie my son, I have no doubt. Could I have been the opposite?"
" I was hated by him, with his whole family I was willing to Om, all I was willing to do for the legality of my son!" I said I almost shed tears.
" Even if this divorce happens, it's not my will but her!" I said.
" I know I'm a lot wrong with him, I'm not the perfect fit or fit for him, but I try to do the best I can.!" I said.
Venus is silent. Finally, the online motorcycle taxi I was waiting for came. I said goodbye to him while saying sorry.
It felt like I wanted to cry.The feeling inside my chest was like an explosion.
it is okay for me to cry, am I not a man. No. gabe. I don't want to cry, at least for now.
After Arriving in front of Estu's house, with a slightly shivering body I knocked on it.
Mbak Yuti who opened it. I chatted briefly with him. inquiring about the whereabouts of Estu.
" Mommy hasn't come home yet, sir, is she still taking care of Aa Lio?" said.
" so still in the clinic?" my many.
" Yes, sir, he said, I told him to go home first to clean up his room Aa Lio. He said, Aa want to be treated at home?" said later.
I nodded slowly. I think my head is dizzy not because.
" Yes hello Estu? how can Lio. what can be treated at home?" I said.
" oh yeah thank God then, now that I'm at your house I'm waiting at home huh?" i said again.
Then I smiled a little.
" Ehh, yes Estu. sorry, tonight I can stay at your house?" tanyaku carefully.
" Not in the room? I want to sleep in Mushola?" I said.
" Here you are, don't you tell him I'm dizzy.he asked me to go?" answer me.
" Am I waiting for you at home?" I said.
I rested my tired body on the green carpet. I just finished performing my prayers at Estu's house prayer.
I feel tired and want to fall asleep.
***
" Where's the man now?" ask me to mbak Yuti when we got home.I and Lio.
Luckily Danesh was already very comfortable living in my mother's house, so he was rarely with me.
" So it was like praying Mom, but no more astonishment after that?" he answered, but then I chatted with the nurse who drove us.
I asked this and that to his nurse.I walked into the house mosque.and found the lying saka asleep.I let him and understood.
Early in the morning I was woken up by Ms. Yuti. My room was knocked by her several times while calling my name.
" Sorry ma'am to bother?" he said, then I panicked and headed straight for Lio's room.
" What's wrong, Ma'am?! why Lio!!" i say hurry.
" Mum...isn't it Aa Lio Bu?" he said then that stopped my panic.I looked at him not understanding
" I'm sorry ma'am isn't Aa Lio, but a taxaka who has been seductive since?" he said I looked at him not understanding.
I confirmed my sleeping kimono while walking towards the mushola.
I found Sakha sleeping curled up like she was cold. She sounded tantalizing.It was like saying something.I approached her while moving her body.
" Sakha, wake up... wake up!!" I said, it remains to be seen that he is getting delirious with a shivering body.
I felt her forehead which was very hot.
I gulped my saliva, then looked at Mbak Yuti.
" Mom please take my phone, continue Mbak ready to compress water and yes use ice !?" I said a little panicked.
How this I think.
the pants he was wearing felt wet, What could he have been raining here.just in front there was no car used by him.
What maybe??" my thinking. My heart feels Vibrating, and Trenchant to her.
" Sakha Wake up??" I said I didn't feel like I was shedding tears.
" Sakha's... Sakha awake?" I said again while moving his body that kept shivering.
" Yuti's sister.. sprawl?" I said with a voice with a cry.