For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episodes 109

" Are you awake?" livia said to me while standing up. I silently looked at her while nodding small.

My feeling was a little drawn in when I looked at her, a kind of pain.A feeling of fear if she started fighting with me again, like on the phone earlier.

" Father?" greet Lio To me who is followed by Kylie's sweet voice.I smile as I approach those who look familiar playing together.

I kissed them both.

" Sir, have I prepared my lunch?" yuti said to me while pointing to the dining table.I just smiled as I nodded.

" Thank you, ma'am?" I said.

" Livia, will you have lunch?" bargain me.

" I'm still full, are you?" said refuse.

" Kylie? Has lunch been??" my many.

" He hasn't eaten yet??" answer her.

" I'll feed him, will I take a bribe?" I said.

" you eat alone, let Kylie feed her?' said answer.

I just nodded, then we went to the dinner table.

" Lio, his spoon in his hold is like this dear. See Papa?" I said to Lio who wanted to eat alone.he was sitting in his higher chair.

Kylie sits while being fed by Livia.

" What's so good about the Sop?" ask Livia.

" It's delicious, you try to eat a little. in guarantee you will want to use rice?" I said while eating the rice in front of me. Livia just nodded slowly.

" Livia's mother loh sir who cooked her vegetable SOP?" said mbak Yuti.

I choked and coughed because I was a little surprised to hear it. I looked at Livia who seemed to throw my face at me.

Quickly I drink.

" When did you come?" I asked while eating back the rice in front of me.

" Not so long after calling you?" the answer was flat. I smiled a little.

after I finished eating, I fed Lio so she could finish quickly.

while Livia adds a little rice and vegetables to the dish used Kylie eat for her own.

Hmmmmm..

" Thank you, is the vegetable delicious?" I said then after we finished at the dining table and returned to the living room.

Livia just looked at me Silently, with a slightly sparkling look in her eyes.

**

About 20 minutes after I called him earlier, I drove this car he used to drive towards the house of Ms. Estu.

Indeed, before I planned to pick her up at the hospital, said Ms. Estu is indeed a schedule Today Sakha can go home from the hospital, she asked me yesterday to pick her up today.

But I lost quickly with the taxi that took him home, Ms. Estu.

Arriving at the house mbak Estu, Sakha had just fallen asleep. had several times mbak Yuti tried to wake him who had fallen asleep and snored.

I saw her earlier when Sakha fell asleep in the room, Her face looked very tired with a slightly smaller body.

The infusion needle was still there that was attached, spent the rest of the medicine, but now it has been released.

his hand bones were clearly visible, making his fingers look long and hard.

**

Sakha is taking the medicine she brought from the hospital. I watched her from here.

He was wearing a white t-shirt with a checkered holster.

it looks like he is still very weak, almost I cried earlier when I saw him who walked a little staggered out of the room to the ablution for prayer.

Her wet hair, then with a black peci covering her head, and the sarong she was wearing was always my favorite outfit.

At the same time, I love him sometimes and then I hate everything from him.

sometimes other times, however I want to make her angry with me.

My mood is always fickle if I remember it, but I love him so much and honestly I don't want to lose him.

I regretted her as if she didn't defend me.

Whether in her mind, there was no fear of losing me. I don't want to be separated or divorced from you.

My feelings are like that, which makes me always look for trouble with her.

seeing the very gentle attitude of treating her two children, made me fall more and more in love with the figure of the man who was in front of me.

I don't want to share it with anyone, but sometimes I have to be willing If she is loved by another woman. indeed sometimes I can give up, but at this time I really want to hold ya in my hands. Whether it hurts him or not, I want to play games and have Sakha completely.

" What's up Livia?" the question awakened me. I hurriedly shook my head.

***

" I want to be serious about you, Estu!" said Haris

" But why does it look like you're not responding to my intentions? I was like that yesterday because I was jealous of you!? Can you guys keep her a secret from me?" Said.

" Who is keeping it secret? you don't want to know the face of my ex-husband?!" I said reply.

" I can't believe you're still childish!!"

" Ninggalin I was so alone at the party had people?!"

I said pissed.

" But right there you know a lot of people and they used to be your family?" said.

" but your treatment of me is inappropriate.!!?"

" want to be with anyone, you don't deserve to be like that. You are childish to know!?". I said Exasperated. alluding to his treatment yesterday when leaving me I was at his wedding.

" I know I'm wrong I'm sorry. If only I I wasn't jealous I wouldn't have done it.?" he said defend himself.

" Yes your own fault, Why should you be jealous of him? we have no relationship anymore. You're the only one who thinks it's far away!" say

He just kept quiet watching me.

" I'm sorry Estu, I admit I was wrong. I beg you to forgive me and we continue this relationship.?" he said I was just silent

" if such a thing can make you angry and ill-judged, until you leave me. I can't guarantee that you're not like that in other circumstances".

" I'm not sure you can change your nature so quickly?"

" You're a Kid?" I said sneer at her.

" You think I'll be in contact with her for life as long as our children are immature?"

" I'm not sure you can understand?" i said again.

Her face Haris looked a deep red holding back anger or Shame towards me.

I'm holding back my gibbons that might make her even more angry. But my mouth is hard to brake.

" I'm not sure you're not jealous.just think I can't live with a jealous man like you" I said later.

" What do you mean!?" askinya.

I'm back in silence.

" we better introspect each other first before deciding whether or not to continue our relationship.?"

" Before everything goes in a more serious direction" I said again.

" You think I haven't been serious about you!" he said with a little hunting breath

" What was yesterday? what does it mean to you!!"

" have I known you to my family in Jogja?

" You can't consider that.?" He said that sounds emotional

" I don't know Haris? I don't want to worry about our relationship. You know that I'm in a lot of trouble now."

" My son had to go to the hospital after his return from Jogja yesterday.

My father is also sick." I said reasoned.

" That means?!" he said ask me again.

" Yes, I want us to introspect each other first I want a break to clear my mind.!?" say

" Damn!! he said he sounded angry as he kicked the wheel of his car.

I just kept quiet.

" Are you Estu?!!"

" Benereally women who do not know the benefits, I want to be serious with you, deliberately train you mentally to face me. Only then have you asked for Break!!" he said angry while pointing at me.

" Loh, I want you to mentally train deliberately to deal with you? you want to be my husband or a military hostel anyway??!" I said high too.

" get out of my car right now. Out!!" he said while shouting.

" You are a disgusting man, where there are women who can stand to live with you! you're making you sick!" I said leaving him.

And twice I've had it measles like this.

I had to go home on an online taxi.

**

When I got home, I saw Livia's car parked in front of the house. I don't know, since when did he come.

After I said my greetings and entered my house it did not hear their voices.

I'm looking for my son. But I found Sakha sleeping on the floor with her two children.

Livia fell asleep on the couch. I walked slowly to my room.

" Have you gone home yet?" livia's voice sounded to me. I turned and smiled.

" Have been here a long time?" ask her. He just nodded slightly as he walked into the bathroom. I went into my room.

after I finished the bath and went out to the room, it turned out that Sakha had also woken up.

it looks like Livia is awakening her child.

" Kylie baby, wake up son?" he said slowly while holding her.

" Have you been home for a long time?" sakha asked as she rubbed her eyes.

" Now, at least 15 minutes ago?" answer me.

" where's your car?" ask her again.

" We were in Kha's garage?" answer me.

" oh I forgot, you were picked up this morning?" said

" Well, I can't hear your car?" said again.

Livia was busy waking her son up.

" Is he still sleepy?" sakha said as she walked to the bathroom a little slow.

**

There was the sound of Kylie's crying like she didn't like being woken up by Livia from here.

I just finished taking a shower.

" Dear get up, let's go home?" livia told Kylie.

" Want to Go with Papa, maa?" said sulking.

" Ehh, Papa wants to work. Let's gohome?" said again. I just kept quiet to see her.

" If she wants to, will I take Livi?" I said later. He's staring.

Then I want the word yesterday.

" You want to stay here?" he said to me. I just nod a little. Livia's face looks like she doesn't like it.

" I want to be smart too. Tomorrow I have to go back to Kutoarjo.?" answer me.

" Ohh, said.

" I'm gonna take a look at Danesh for a while. At about two in the afternoon, I'm getting back on the train. I've booked the ticket." I said.

" You take me first, let Kylie come home?" While looking at her, I was a little shocked by her.