For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 19's

" I really don't want to follow up on the problems in your family Estu??" He said it looked calm.

" If you can, nasehatin Panji. and do not let your Father know??" Said again.

I just kept quiet and watched her.

" Well, is that it??" ask her.

" You want to talk about that, right??" I said a little sniffle.

He seemed to be taking his breath.

Before long there was a message going into his phone, I saw him a little distracted, looked at me for a while and then flipped his phone to the table.

Maybe I know who that is from?? I thought cynical.

" Estu, sorry. Maybe I shouldn't have told you??" Said low.

" Now, as it were - I Want to look better in your eyes than the Panji??"

" In fact, that's not my intention. I just want you as her brother to tell me, care about her??" said again.

" Yes I know, maybe you were expecting that from your family??" I said.

His eyes seemed pushy looking at me. Like he was being shunned by my words.

He just let go of his breath forcefully.

"Huuff...Dogs!!" he said it sounded enough in my ears. I'm just pretending to be calm.

" Have it, it's up to you. What do you think.I'm sorry that you rated me wrong!?" he said with annoyance.

I slightly swallowed my saliva. He was quietly bowed behind the black hat he was wearing. Both his hands were on his head at the table.

A moment later he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly several times.

" Estu, I know it's none of your business anymore, but I'm sorry, would you like to ask for help??" he said unexpected. I looked at her flat.

" Estu, as you know. I'm a witness to the case at Rudi's corruption trial.?"

" And, surely you know the length of the trial until the judgment of this court."

" Then ??" my word.

" Honestly, I need Estu's place to stay??" he said it was a little heavy.Maybe withstanding the shame towards me.

" Can't you stay in a hotel or rent another one??"

" As you used to do, right??" I said attack him.

He's getting pushy at me.

" My finances are not like Estu anymore, the salary I have should I share for children in accordance with our agreement??" said.

" Especially I'm now in a non-active office until Rudi's trial decision is completed?" add her.

" Honestly, it's affecting the pay cut I'm about to receive.??"

" Then what should I do. Is there a house that is rented?"

" Can't I help you Kha?" I said Tampa load.

He just kept quiet. I played my palm.

" You can not give your child rations. until this case is finished or until anytime??' I said a little high.he looked at me sharply again.

" Organ with one condition. You can not meet your child first??!" bargain me.

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Dog..dog...dog!!! what kind of deal is this. I think I'm weird to him.

I can't see my kids if I don't give them rations.

then what will his father say to me.?!

I would definitely be branded more irresponsible towards children.

on the one hand I need money for my needs, I need a place.

it could be to hire a lawyer on a case I'm dealing with.

because cases like this will point at each other and drop.

the wrong can be true, the right will be imprisoned as a result.

Dogs!!!! why is the position as difficult as this. like eating simalakama fruit.

I just kept quiet and could only shut up and not answer.

I honestly was so angry with him.

There was a feeling of hatred as well as being fed up with Estu. How could he turn so quickly into a cruel and extremely evil Devil.

I stared at him very sharply with reddened eyes.holding anger and crying simultaneously.

is this how you repay revenge? For all my mistakes I've ever made, just like you, I thought.

and without a word I stood up and went out from before him.

Really, I'm very angry with him right now.

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I know he was very angry with me, and I also know he always asked me. Whether it was any anger

At first it was I didn't have the heart, but I couldn't control the words that came out of my mouth, just spoken to me.

And finally just hurt him.

I want to say softly, but I can't see it.

Always remembered his treatment of me first. Especially now that I know he is still in contact with the woman.

Suddenly there was a noise from the middle room, my screaming mother's voice said:

" you why Panji, why is your face bruised like this!?" he said he sounded panicked.

he shouted to me, calling my father, and I came out of the room, and so did Reni, holding her son Harsya.

" O Allah... Why is it like this Panji who hit you?!" my mother said while crying.

" Heeh!! you why who hit you!!" push father to him.

For nearly fifteen minutes, the atmosphere was noisy. Harsya cried in shock. Reni his wife also looked panicked between wanting to calm her crying child or clean the wound on Panji's face.

Then, while cleaning the wound with compress water, my mother still cried over Panji.

" Who does this the same as you!!" father says. Panji glanced at me.

" your ex-husband's crazy, you know, meet me he hit me all out??" said.

I felt shocked by it, as if in disbelief.

is it possible that Sakha was like that because she was angry with me. Or because of something else, Maybe because of the photos and videos she gave me earlier??

I just kept quiet, Pura pretended not to know what and why. Save my Curiousness. Why why.

Hearing Panji's words, the Father immediately boarded his apothecary.

looking at me pushyly, then looking at Arcel cynically.

I don't know how many words of ridicule and mockery towards him I just heard, but I don't believe Panji's words like that.

I just kept quiet, waiting for my turn to talk to the Father who looked very angry.

" really you were hit with him Panji??" ask her.

" Yes, ma'am, how could I lie??"

I went back to silence, didn't say a word afterwards, and then I went back to the room leaving them all behind.

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" Yes sir, I'm fine here.I'm sorry to make you worry??" I said with a smile when I received a call from Mr. Subandi who asked me how I was doing.

" come home soon sir, don't worry?" I said reassuring.

"Oooooo-o... About our cooperation, yes continue sir."

" Please don't be incited if you hear from me how."

" Later there will be time I explain directly to the father, God willing I am still on the right path sir .?" I said to him.

" Yes, hmmm.... Later let my friend meet with you maybe take care of our previous plan."

" Heemm, Yes.. My friend the other day, who has a car.?" my continue.

I'm laughing a little.

" Yes sir, I'm fine.if it's not good maybe you can't call now.?"

" When you and I can be contacted for 24 hours a day. I am in good condition not involved in any case or not in a state of pain.?"

My word makes it clear to her.

soon my phone turned off.

Iu took a deep breath, I Hold it for a while in the chest and then I exhale.

things are getting more complex, I thought later.

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After the hammer knock from the judge in court today, I plan to see the contract I'll be living in later.

today I was not asked to be a witness, only I deliberately came to hear the testimony of witnesses or other suspects.

I still have to follow yes, listen to the testimony of the others, because slippage I can be a defendant or a suspect.

After saying goodbye to Rudi I approached Livia who had come from Jogja.

Livia seems to be hiding behind, to avoid family members who also came at the trial day.

Like her Uncle from Livia.

There used to be a family from Rudi who approached me, asking me to stay away from Livia.

so also to Livia, her family asked Him to stay away from me because we were different faiths.

And I still remember exactly who it was.

Her uncle who came at Rudi's trial today.

I smiled at him from here intending to approach him.

but unexpectedly, there was a fast motorbike approaching me, I was knocked and fell.

it looks like my legs are crushed later.

all I remember is the sound of her screams, and then people come to me. I'm unconscious.

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Somewhere else!!

" Be calm sir I will take care of everything.!"

" If you get caught later, I guarantee you you will be released. Won't be jailed?"

" this is the payment I promised, also the guarantee if you get caught.?"

" For your family??" He said, Holding the hand of the Father.

" I'll take care of everything."

" Including spiritual money for him later if he demands.!?"

" You know it's okay and just calm down. Think of it as an accidental accident.!"

" After all, he didn't die?" He said with a smile.

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" Have you woken up Kha??" greet me who just came to her.

His face looks wrinkled, he looks rubbed his eyes.

Then Complain slowly. Look at his feet on the Gypsies.

" How long have I slept for Liv??" ask her. I didn't answer her.

" Already, you need a break??" I said calm him down.

" Come on, what are my legs??" Ask her later.

" Just cracked a little..Will it recover?" I said.

" Ohh!!! Cracks,?"

" Cracked Sample. And you said just a little.This is trying you rasain??" said cynical. I just smiled slowly.

" Wouldn't he get caught??" Ask her again.

" the police were looking for his motor number yesterday someone had noted. "

" Possible that hit you, just a regular ojol or ojek.?"

" Brothers are half old.?" Continue me.

" Want young cake or fathers. yes he should not run and responsibility.!?" he said he sounded annoyed.

" You don't think about it just yet. That's the cop's business ?" my word.

" Just think about your health!?"

" You must be healthy! Your burden is too much!!"

" If you are sick it will feel heavier.!!"

I told him

he just laughed cynically.

" Yuhh!! damn my life yes !!?"

He sounds complaining.

And honestly I was a little upset to hear that.

" At least you should be thankful you're still alive.!"

" You're still given a chance to fix everything!?" I said.

" And also you are still given me to take care of you who are sick like this!!" I said with a little smile.

" Please, I don't like to hear people complaining!?"

I said while looking at him.

he looked back at me sharply, sounding a heavy breath.

" Thank you, huh??" he said flat to me with a small smile.

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