For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 20's

" I'm sorry, I just heard you had an accident??" I said Slowly to him.

She just stared at me Then smiled Little While sitting leaning on her bed, with her legs cast.

He looked to smell the hair of his son, His face that looked tyrannical now looked delighted.

He was occasionally busy asking little things to Danesh who came with me.

A little unconcerned about me.

" Which??.. You just put the same doctor's prescription receipt Where??" said someone who suddenly entered this opname room.

I turned to look at him.

We just kept quiet and looked at each other.

Sakha was silent too.

***

" eee...In that drawer Liv??" I said in reply to her. defrosting the situation that arrived frozen and cold.

Tampa said a word, Livia immediately looked for what she meant earlier.

" I don't know if there's a guest, Sorry??" he said with a smile.

" I'm staying first. Do I want to go to the cashier??" he said it sounded formal and flat with a smile that he was forced to pull.

Estu Just flatly responded to her, Every now and then she turns her face away.Stare somewhere else.or pretend to invite her child to chat.

I don't know if things suddenly become this awkward Se.

Didn't think by me that Estu would come to visit.

I occasionally swallow my saliva.

" Saturf...Yang. If I hadn't returned. You're taking your own medicine, aren't you??" Livia said before we died.

He seemed to be smiling.

Estu herself appears to raise her eyeball with her lips slightly raised.

It's really a situation I didn't think I was.

" ooh..So you're the same now??" Ask Estu with a little Tone How does that feel??

" Hmmm... Is that it??" answer me quickly and then pretend to talk to Danish.

" Yaaa finally... It can also be legal your relationship.!?" His insinuation while smiling cynically.

" Happy yaa!?" said again.

" When is it?? Invite your son, will you?" add it again.

I just kept staring at him.

I breathed for a moment.

" There was a plan for me to be with her, but not now?" I said.

" Much more do I need to fix??" I said.

" Oowhh, like that??" he said with a satirical tone.

I just smiled at him.

" When are you alone??" my many. He just looks to be flicking his mouth.

" Your Iddah is long over??" I said.

" Maybe there is a candidate from the Father who is more Njawani than me??" I said a little offending her.

" The more have upload uploads Krama system Manners and commendable character Budi ??"I said Insinuate him.

" Hahaha...?" He heard her forced laughter.

" You also why still get Javanese-Javanese also if you hate the same Javanese.

isn't she also Javanese even though there's her Chinese blood?? said me.

" Whose word do I hate the Javanese??, even many Javanese people who hate the same Sundanese like me.!?"

" Yes, maybe it just so happens that I get the Javanese again? even if it's half Chinese??"

" That's even if I'm a match with him??" I said.

" Or maybe Stupid with pure Java again Or European Java Maybe??"

" I don't know what my soul mate is?" I said with a face and a head that I moved a little.

I laughed a little .

Estu looks increasingly upset.

" Hahahaha... Can you ever try a non-Javanese?!" said

" Maybe bule or Arab, or Indian.! Can you try who knows how different it feels!!?"

He said he sounded cynical to me

" What did you try??!" ask him about me.

" What is up to you!!, are you the most skilled - the smartest?!! expert taster!!" he said he was returning me.

I looked at him a little fiercely.

why does she think so?? It's not that we're separated from each other, so I'm free to do the things I want and he's the same. But why is it like this??

I don't think I have the freedom to choose who I'll be next if Estu knows.

There was a feeling of being noticed and monitored by all my actions by him. Whatever I did was wrong and not right in his eyes.

He hates me or anything that has to do with me.

Or did he still have feelings for me, and what he said earlier was an expression of his jealousy towards me.

I didn't think about him. One of the reasons why I am still in contact with him is the children.

I just took a long breath.

" All I have now is him and the kids.?" " actually I do not require my soul mate will be Java or not Java.?"

" You know, I've been tied to him before!"

" I just have a plan to improve my relationship with him. In the eyes of law or religion later??"

" I'm sorry, I hurt you once, 'cause of her!?" I said slowly.

Estu just laughed cynically while looking at me sharply.

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Ahahh!!! she easily said an apology and blatantly defended her in front of me right now. Thought me.

He seemed to have no heart and no feelings, forgetting all my sacrifices towards him.

Forgetting how he used to be like this, or maybe we will forget our children later.

Selfish and heartless.

How can I be a fool with him, why did I love him so much Yaaa??

I really regret being stupid for it.

*****

Hiding, I kept silent at the door of Opname Sakha's room.

I listened to all of Sakha's conversations with Estu his ex-wife.

I still felt Estu's anger towards Sakha, her jealousy by saying things that shouldn't be said between them anymore.

it should be, let Sakha determine her own path. And He is free to choose his choice, not the same as before.

Or maybe the two of them actually still have the same feeling, still feel each other have.??

Or still feel entitled to say something that should be their own secret.

But at the end of the conversation, Sakha told Estu about myself until she could no longer speak.

I feel proud of him.

But I was against him myself??

******

the middle-aged man, the old man who looked a little shabby, was wearing a jacket that had started to fade.

He cried over to Sakha, apologizing to her. I didn't go because of that.

I want to know who he is and why.

" Sorry Mas yesterday I was in a hurry, I panicked because I got a call from my village if my parents died??" he said while crying .

I just look at him from here.

I saw Sakha who was a little angry, she tried to sit from her sleep, occasionally trying to endure the pain in her legs.

" I'm sorry if I hurt Mas, I didn't knowingly please don't report me to the police."

said grovelling.

Sakha was silent, she seemed to calm him, standing at the side holding Sakha's hand.

I swallowed my saliva a little. Maybe it should be me??

" I want Mas to be responsible for paying mah until he recovers, but please don't report me to the police!??"

" I'm a small man, a commoner, I'm just a taxi driver.my wife is sick with diabetes.?"

" My son is still in SD, please do I forgive yaaa??"

he said while crying and crying.

The woman seemed to be stroking her hands and shoulders, a sight I did not want to see.

I deliberately turned my gaze, looking at Danesh who was also silent watching his Papa It.

Sometimes he asked who the man was why he cried with his father and apologized.

I didn't answer him immediately and told him to shut up with my index finger.

" to be honest, sir, I'm very upset,!!" sakha said to the father.

He seemed to be holding back the anger.it seemed from his way of holding his breath and exhaling it.

"I am also a commoner Sir, Emang you think I am an official!!?"

" Even though this was an accident accidentally done by Father. This pain is very disturbing my activities sir. Honestly, if I can move it - Just try the father who feels!?"

" I'm also a tough guy Sir, I have a lot of problems too!!"

" But I try not to harm others as much as I am, just be careful about doing anything!"

" I'm upset and angry with you!. This is honest !"

" Especially yesterday you tried to run away from the responsibility yesterday.!? play run away after hitting me.!!"

" Luckily there were still a lot of people willing to help me yesterday!?"

" If it happens in a quiet place, don't I die.!!" said annoyed.

" I also have children, I have a family, I have interests I have to account for?" " Everyone is the same sir, they have their own burdens, but at least they are responsible!!"

" It's not that you're older than me, you know more about responsibility than I do!"

" The Father lives longer than I do! know the meaning of life as an adult let alone old.!!"

He said he sounded cynical.

" Don't be afraid of the police report you just came to me!!"

" It's getting pissed off, sir.!?"

he said in a very irritated tone.

the woman tried to calm Sakha.

It's a pity - he said over and over again.

" Who pityes me!!" hardik Sakha to him.

although he looks upset, he tries to be patient with Sakha.

" It's natural I'm angry with him.!"

" Because of him, trouble me!!"

" My feet hurt, I don't know when they're healing!"

" You know now what I am doing, and what must be alone?!" said annoyed.

" Maybe later I forgive him, but it all takes a process.it takes time!!?" said.

" You're angry too, aren't you, what's my apology??!"

" The one I was in caci first, in maki first, in diemin first, hanged first.! before you finally make the decision for me!!" he said, paying little attention to us.

" I'm also still a human being can't get angry.!"

" It's a good thing he's old like my dad when I've been maki-maki him.!"

he said with a tone that was still angry after the father said goodbye.

" He's going to apologize as you try to be responsible for you even if you refuse to do it" she said slowly to Sakha.

" I was just complaining, I just wanted to talk?"

" I'm still sprained by this guy, don't I need your defense advice against him?" her word.

" Or was that talk??"

" I just want to be heard again saying this?"

" Let My Feelings be a little Plong. Yes, I say the same wall, nyeritain lament kahku.?" ngedumel.

We both just quietly looked at Si Sakha.

Maybe, we both mean by that.

And I can't do much, she and I are awkward with each other. Maybe we want to say something to Sakha.

but feel bad for each other.

***

The envelope offered by the Father was returned to him.

Actually not money is a problem, indeed he now needs a fit condition to undergo a trial process that may be long and convoluted.

Maybe in his mind, if he was healthy he could do it himself without having to bother anyone.

I can't do much either. Tomorrow I have to go back to Jogja.

And just before coming home, his son whined to his mother, asking permission to be with Sakha.

I Just thought, maybe if yesterday we had gotten a contract, it would make Sakha Easy to live with her son.

I was thinking, after Sakha got out of the hospital where should she stay??? I have to go back to Jogja.

I was confused about where Sakha would be.

****

" I'll ask my friend to come here to meet you?" I said to Sakha.

" I told her, Let's you hitch a ride in her apartment??" say

" Which friend's apartment??" her question then awakened me.

I'm in a hurry to convolute

" Oooh that, Aldes' apartment, my old college friend.You may not know him, but he knows you.?" say

" Don't you know, I can find my own place, I still have some acquaintances here.??" answerable

I just nodded a little and looked at him.

Then he approached her and hugged her body.

" Mmmhh, unfortunately I??" I said Spoiled while hugging her Erat.

" Cure yaaaaa??" I said again spoiled.

She looked smiling looking at me a little happy looking.

While returning my embrace Warmly and also Very tightly.

I can't believe this big man is acting as if he's the same age as his 6-year-old son.I laugh amusedly looking at him and kissing him affectionately.