For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
episode 113

" Don't you, will I be better?" estu's word looks weak. I just nodded.

" Well, I'm going home, okay?" I said then. He just nodded small.

" You're coming home today?" ask Estu. I'm just smiling.

" maybe tomorrow, did I cancel my train schedule?" answer me.

" When you go home, do you know?" he said slowly while looking like he was going to vomit again?

And sure enough, he vomited again.

" I'll take you to the doctor first?!" I said forced it.

" Don't you? Later I will also be better. is it already in the kerik??" answer her.

" had it sorted, why the hell.what's the trouble you're trying to get me this time.!?"

" when I get home, will you do it again? Who wants to take you to the doctor.?" I said.

" while it's still day?" add me.

" I suspect, your magh is relapsing?" i said again.

" I'm nauseous that nyium perfumes the room in my father's room?" said me.

" Oh yeah, mending now we go to the doctor?" I said.

**

" Hmm, Mom. Can you please call Mom's husband now here?" the doctor told me. I just kept quiet.

" What's it doing, Doc?" ask me.

" This, I want to tell you about the prescription drugs that must be redeemed at the pharmacy?" said.

I gave a small nod, then called Sakha into her room.

" How many children have you?" the doctor asked Sakha while writing her prescription.

Sakha looked at me.

" You..Three Docs?" answer her a little stutter.

" It's enough, sir?" he said with a smile.

Sakha looked at me.

" this is a vitamin prescription that you should redeem at the pharmacy, sir? it just so happens that the stock here is empty?" said his doctor.

" Should you be sensitive if the Son of the Father is 3?" the doctor said with a smile.

" I'm sorry what doctor meant?" ask Sakha Later.

" pregnant mother of fourth child sir, congratulations huh?" he said that made us shocked and looked at each other.

" do you mean my wife is pregnant?" sakha.

" Yes Sir Maybe the age of the mother's womb is about 7 or 8 weeks?" he said it made us shocked again.

How could I think??

" But my Doc's still KB, I'm wearing an IUD?" I said later.

" maybe you forgot? there is a period of time. How many years did you put that up for?" tanyakanya.

" 3 years, Doc, but this is overdue? answer me.

" Well, do you deserve Mom? It expired like that??" he said while laughing.

" Or Saggy maybe Mom, try asking again the doctor or midwife who installed it first?" said.

I just kept quiet.

" What is the danger of the dock if it is still left in the womb?" ask me.

" Mom consults with the obstetrician only if you do not ask for it in the USG?" he said then to me.

" I'm afraid I'll explain it wrong?" said again.

I just nodded small. Sakha was silent.

Along the way, the two of us just kept quiet. Over and over I remembered the last time I had contact*** with him.

does Sakha think of anything else?

He stopped my car in the courtyard of a not-so-crowded cafe.

" Feed first, am I dizzy?" he said while raising the handbrake.

I followed him up to the second floor which turned out to be an AC room.

he was silent until our order came.

" Estu, tell me who's the kid?" said.

" Yes your son??' he laughed, turning his face away.

" don't you think. all this time you've been dating Haris?" said deny.

" Yes, I'm dating Haris.but I'm not****just like you!?" I said pissed.

he looked at me while frowning his forehead.

" are you seriously, not kidding!?" said.

I looked at him grimly.it felt just as upset as he was.

" if you deny Yes whatever, let me get this kid myself?" I said while stirring the juice that was in front of me.

I looked at him sharply.

" yes, you don't feel it? have you ever not****me. 7 - 8 weeks ago?" I said.

" you don't remember, before your head was torn.Why did you do it with me at home?" I said.

" But you're sure it does the same to me?!" the question made me angry.

" Sakha..., you think I'm l*** that anyone can sleep with?" I said.

" you can be suspicious of Haris, but I never did anything about him.!"

" you asked the guy directly!?" I said pissed.

" What are you doing with your IUD for 3 years!?" he said in a still suspicious tone.

" it was a mass back then, when Lio was a baby! you don't remember that you used to mean me!?" I said.

" don't you remember that you used to mean me at mom's house?" I said.

**

I just kept quiet. I know for sure, I used to How about her. Even stealing stole an opportunity to coerce her, even though she wouldn't.

At that time she deliberately stayed at my in-laws' house, after giving birth to my son Lio.

When she filed for divorce, my mind went crazy about her. I was like an immeasurable thirst. Livia had left me.

And indeed I did that once, when I went to Jakarta to take care of a capital loan to Haris' office about two months ago.

I'm staring.

" now how?" I told him.

" know...!! Whatever you?" said.

" means tomorrow we're facing you?" I said. He's just Silent.

" But is that really my son?" i said again.

" If you don't want to, I can abort her kok Kha?" said threat.

" instead of living unrecognized as your son, mending I drop him now?" said again.

" Estu, what are we doing that is sin. Don't you increase our sin with another more heinous act?" I said.

he looked at me fiercely.

" Do you want, we'll marry her when her son is born? you want a DNA test first?" said.

" No need!! tomorrow we meet with my father. I'm ready to marry you again, but I can't give you much?" I said.

" i still don't know what Livia's planning on me. As you know we got better last night?"

" I don't want him to know about this. We can sue him with an affair and adultery ?" I said.

" even though it's turned around now, she's the one I'm cheating on you with, and I was the one cheating on her??"

I said a little snide laugh.Laughing at the irony of my life story.

Then I looked at her, someone who used to be my wife would come back to be my wife. Is this what you call CLBK?

and all of a sudden I feel guilty for Livia.

***

" Why did you suddenly decide to get married?" ask mommy.

" I'm sorry Mom?" I said slowly.

he looked at me suspiciously while holding my shoulder.

" What's really going on?" tanyanya.

" Estu's pregnant again Miss Sakha??" I said while bowing.

" Geez Estu, why is this the story anyway?!" he said that sounded annoyed, irritated and angry.

" Well, if you want to get married, do not use pregnancy first.??"

" You're a cheap woman, exactly like her?! invited by hayu, seduced by.!!" said.

" by the way now, this is what you're doing on purpose, right to him??"

" wasn't he the one who intentionally went to you like he used to?!" said.

" no intentional intent is it from the two of us?!" answer me.

" continue you want to say what if it happened like this. You really want to get pregnant again so?" he said while glaring.

" You're telling me you're the same she needs each other like that?!" said.

" He's got a wife Estu??" said again.

" Estu admit this is an accident ma'am. Estu still wants to be with her and she still wants to be with Estu?" I said plain.

my mother turned her face up.

" Sakha doesn't suspect who you're pregnant with?" askinya.

" Yes, he was suspicious and accused Estu of doing it with Haris.!"

" but Estu dared to swear Ma'am, Estu never did it to anyone other than her?!" I said.

" wonder I'm the same as you? actually, he has what pellets to you. Until you don't want to turn to others?" he said while leaving.

actually I don't know how, it's impossible to abort my womb.