For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 55's

Just shut up after the Doctor, get Danesh's fever checked out.

My own son already looks calm on his mother's lap, sitting in the back seat. Every now and then I glanced at him from the espionage mirror.

Estu's puffy eyes were seen, occasionally still wiping her tears. His eyes look red.

Remember what Livia said to me:

" Yeah.. I did sell myself to another man, but I never sold myself to you!!" he said while pressing my chest with his index finger.

" You know I want to live a luxurious Tampa hard, Hedonist style as you say. Then what else? What else do you want to add to me!?" He said while wiping his tears.

" Have you ever asked me well, why did I do it?" said.

" You don't care about Sakha! All you care about is not my body divided into others?!"

" yes, right? You don't care about me, my life!! All you care about is my Body, Same ************** that I have." He said While Crying.

Instantly my heart felt pierced to hear it.

I just kept quiet, didn't touch her even though I wanted to.

But the longer his cry sounded the more bitter. I hugged her, and her crying broke.

Do I still love her, that woman named Livia. Thought.

" Saka! Where are we going?". The voice of Estu Yang suddenly spread my daydream was heard. I looked at him from the spy.

" Where are we going, my house is gone. You have to turn around?!" Said.

Then I looked around. Oohh, it turns out that I passed far enough.I point the car I drive back to Estu House.

**

I don't know what he's thinking now. He looks very disheveled, tired and has a lot of thoughts.

There was a feeling of pity for her, Yes a feeling of pity only, but I don't know what kind of pity.

" Mira, hayu Milu Aa" she told her sister, who seemed to notice me as well.

" Geus Peuting Aa, Arek kamana?" Her question looks confused.

" Nyak indit wae Heula ti Imah Iyeu. Arek kamana boa geh Asal kaluar ti Imah!"

" Gera ordered the goods of maneh." Said.

I looked at Mira, who looked confused.

" If you want to go, you'll let him stay." I said I dared to talk.

He looks to be taking his breath. Silence staring at me.

" He's my brother, my responsibility.want me to take where I must take care of" he said sounding annoyed.

" Yes you know! She's your sister, but it's late, where she's going to rent your tent" I said.

He looked at me not like it.

There was the sound of Danesh calling my name. I approached her.

I hold his forehead again attached to the koyo compress it. Her body feels hot again. He was still whining and crying.

Lio who woke up from her sleep was also crying.she called her Papa repeatedly.

Indeed, Lio looked closer to Sakha.

Sakha who came over, seemed to directly hold Lio. calming in her arms.

He tried to win her over, Sabil patted Lio's tiny little butt.

Maybe about fifteen minutes later, my son looked calm.

and just put Lio on his bed

He looked for a moment and then came out of the room.

**

"Pssstt,, Estu.. Estu!" call Sakha quietly to me. I looked at him Flat.

" We have to talk tonight, right now" he said. While hinting out of the room.

" Otherwise?" I said slowly.

" I want the matter to be resolved soon, I want to leave tomorrow" he said. I just kept quiet.

" I don't want to make a fuss with you, now it's up to you. Child problems.!" he said it looks serious. I just kept quiet.

" I want to take Lio tomorrow, now I ask you Can or not?" He said like a punch.

" What's the point?" ask her.

" No!! if you can't do it now!?" my word.

He took a long breath.

" Oh yeah, I'm leaving tomorrow anyway. I trust them with you?" Said.

" You mean What!?" I said.

" Yes, I believe they're the same as you. I have to go.!" He said as he walked towards Mira's room.

I followed her.

" I believe you can take care of them?" he said while telling Mira to pack.

" So, what is your responsibility?" I said a little annoyed at knowing that he wanted to leave suddenly.

She's staring.

" You can call me child problems. All day, 24 hours I receive a phone call from you when it comes to children??"

" Ohh!! 24 Hours. all day? What yeah?" I said cynically.

" when you make your girlfriend to disturb dong.not to mention for the woman?!" that means Livia thinks I'm.

He looked sighed, letting out his Breath from his strong chest.

" How should I go!! Want you, how do I do!!" he said, patting my body against the wall.

" Truly you are yaa... You want to torture me!?" Said upset.

" It's not that it's your own problem, why should you beat me up!?" answer me no less upset.

Suddenly both of my hands in his grasp were strong. corner me back to the wall.we faced each other close.His face was close to me, seemed to be about to kiss. I turned my face away. He was silent, my hands were still a little wriggling.

" I don't know what you want Estu, the more obscure you are.the rougher!?"

" I don't want to keep quiet or continue to do Dzolim with you. I also remember that I still have a little sister" he said.

" So please, don't hinder me with your acting that looks good but the end always slams and drops my feelings"

" I want to live as a man, cherished by women, by his wife even though I don't know who my soul mate is now."

" all this time, what I've been doing feels free to you. Same child is also in your eyes. I'm the wrong one and will forever be wrong in your eyes, right!"

" so, it feels useless if I used to hang on, asking you to stay in my heart. In the past, only my eyes did not want the divorce because of children. Now you know, their position is now how it is because of us!"

" The best way for us now is to stay away from each other, not interfere in personal matters anymore. We keep in touch just like kids!?' said firmly.

My heart trembled, as if it were to be abandoned. My feelings were like a Wood suddenly broken in his. My nose felt Sengau, and wanted to let out tears. I glazed over the glass staring at him.

He looked at me sharply.

" I realize I'm not a good man to you Estu. All your Assumptions are the same I am. All the accusations of your Father and your family are also true. I am neither a good man nor a good man.!"

" I trust my sons to be with you, for I am sure that you are able to educate them well. far from being good to me.!" he said it looked serious.

Then she let go of her hand that was holding me earlier.

" I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for being present in your life Estu!'' she said, and I started crying again.

" You deserve a better man than me.!" he said, propping one hand against the wall, then one hand wiped the tears on my cheek.

He kissed my forehead, then slightly rewinded his body. I looked at her behind my crying. And then hugged his body.

***

I was silent when Estu hugged me. She's still crying.

" I'm sorry Sakha. I can't help but feel annoyed at me as much as you. My jealousy is still there and I'm still in love with you." she said as she held me.

" I'm sorry for my rude words to Sakha. I don't know how to hide my annoyance with you" she said.

" Yes I understand Estu, but on the other hand I want to be appreciated by you even if it's impossible."

" I'm sorry for my indecent actions with you. I can't help it. I can't resist that desire." Answer me.

" The more I get here, the less good I feel for you. Our relationship is getting toxic. It's not good for children and ourselves!?" i said again.

" either me or you better just as well go. Find a new life." I said a little.

He tightened his embrace.

I don't get it.

" I want to turn you back on Sakha" she said slowly, shaking my heart.