For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 88's

I parked my car in Estu's yard, before long the boisterous sound of a child calling my name. I smiled as I rushed to her.

" The heroine of Papa?" I said while kissing both of them.

Shortly after, Estu also came out, approaching me.

" Loh, you don't work?" ask me. He just smiled as he shook his head slowly.

" I'm taking Kha's leave?" answer her.

" What is the holiday?" I said as I carried the two children into the house.

" Neither leave?" said. I just nodded small

" You when is Father nengokin? Greetings from me?" I said.

" Later, once a week also Ibuk nengokin Mr." he replied.

" How's Panji? Where is he now?" ask again.

" It's in his wife's house.?" answer her.

" Same as Reni what?' cut me.

He just nodded small.

" Thank God if he refers to mah?" I said while looking at Estu.

Yet as if my gaze was reminiscent of the past, He looked at me with such meaning. I got a little awkward while gulping down my saliva.

" Who did you meet yesterday?" then the question changed the topic.

" I met an office person who works with my CV furniture.?" answer me.

" who? a girl?" he said probing.I looked at him.

" No, man, is it Mr Winata?' I said.

" Are you old?" said again. I looked at him like I caught something from every word he said.

" Well, like, I usually call him Winata?" Answer me.

" Why is he? do you know what Tau Estu is?" answer me back to asking. He's just Silent.

" Well he seems kind, friendly polite that is. which obviously later should be good Same child?" I said that made her dumbfounded.

" Sakha's? You??" he said stammered.I just smiled a little while taking the crayon that rolled at my feet.

" Once, I'm tired of pretending I don't know you."

" I'm happy if you can open your heart to someone, the most important thing is that he is good to you and the child" I said. Estu stared at me silently while slightly bowed.

" I purposely kept it a secret from you, because I had similar business with him. I'm afraid that if he finds out who I am, we could mess up my business."

" I'm sorry, yeah.." I said again. He just kept quiet.

" Honestly, I know that accidentally when he plays at your house, invite you to the same shopping child and he accidentally calls you" I said. He's still quiet.

**

" Oohhh yes Estu, tomorrow I want to go to Java. I say yes, I leave another child with you. If allowed, Danesh or Lio I bring?" I said.

" Nothing you can bring?" said cut. I looked at him a little holding my breath.

" Yes, it's good of you. I take it well from you." I said.

" Well, let's buy another Crayon?" Take Danesh. I'm staring.

" It's still good, honey, I'm buying it again" Estu said.

" is the color fast fading Mama?" said reasoned.

" Aye, okay?" I said.

" Sakha, can't you just put him like that?" estu said like an objection.

" Here you go, gan's nothing. I rarely see him."

" Can't that be Kha!?" said annoyed.

I just laughed a little.

" Estu, that could be the reason. Actually he wants to play out or eat out with me. justin ajalah. I also still know the limits?" I said.

He just kept quiet while staring at me.

**

I waited for Danesh and Lio who were busy playing the ball bath in a special room for children.

Maybe soon Danesh or Lio was reluctant to play there. I enjoyed the view of my two children.

I looked at Estu who seemed to be busy replying to a message from someone.

" If you want to meet him, it's okay. I can take care of the children. later I deliver?" my word.

" What the hell are you! you know very well?" said. I looked at him while smiling a little.

Shortly afterwards, a phone call came in. Estu glanced at me a little, I pretended not to see.he went a little away.

I take my breath and exhale it heavily.

I don't know, now what do I feel about her? Like a sense of loss, darling or jealousy.

I realized, there was a lot going on between the two of us. about Happiness or pain after or before we divorced.

And maybe now is the time, I let Estu be happy with someone else.

" Have?" I said while smiling at him.

" What is it?" he said a little flat. I looked at him like someone uncomfortable, maybe he was a little bit at odds with Haris.

" Yes the Nelfon? Or where are you going now?" my many.

" A child can be like me?" I said.

" You mean?"

" Well, if you want to go, is it okay?"

" you told me to go!?" he said it sounded high.I looked at him, staring at the look on his face that had changed. My breath feels heavy.

" Don't you buy Crayon Pah yet?" she said I smiled while holding her little hand.

" Danesh, was it 7dah promise mama no buy Krayon. who at home is still good?" said Estu. His son was silent while staring at him.

" Don't buy, just eat and go home?" he said again sounds commanding.

I looked at Estu.

" Him right, have we discussed this.don't make the bad mood of his son?" I said.

he looked at me sharply.

" You don't spoil him too much Kha? you are good here aja rarely. ngadepin He is also not often. later if you participate, After you return to Java I will be overwhelmed ngadepin him?" he said he sounded annoyed.

" But I promised him that he would buy crayon. the time is now in the place not to buy!" my reply.

" don't you buy him another one!?" answer her sniffle. Frankly I feel annoyed.

Ni Estu why? my thinking.

And Tampa unexpectedly, Danesh arrived crying, rolling on the floor of the Mall. He's tantrum.

I became embarrassed and tried to calm her down, but my efforts were prohibited Estu who asked me to let her. People are watching us.

I was so angry with Estu.

" I'll take care of him, I'm the same Lio wants to eat?" I said. Estu held my hand.

" Well, how did Gini make you cheerful?" said angry. I looked at him while opening both palms of my hand, expressing my sense of confusion.

" Danesh mah what?" I said as I approached my son who was still crying.

" Papa can't hear you when you talk while crying.?" I said.

" Now Danesh Diem first, what does he want?Don't make Danesh latins, though,

Shy dong?" I said.

" Stttttt, I said as I put my finger in front of my mouth and looked at my son.

I waited for him while being a little calm.

" If you want to go to the restaurant first it's okay.I'll follow up." I said to Estu. He just kept quiet.

I thought, after Danesh had finished crying, no problem arose, but I was wrong.

Estu is like fussing about things that I think are trivial. how to hold a child's spoon, Danesh or Arcelio whose food is spilled. how to sit incorrectly and many other things that he is concerned about.

I looked at him but was still silent.

" Yes Hello Livi?" I said I'd answer Livia's phone.

" i'll be home soon This will take the kids home first." I said.

" Eehh, go to the bookstore and buy some crayon made by Danesh?" answer me again.

" Do you want to buy Kylie?" my many.

" Hmmm, Pampers is just like his milk. jaudah?" I said, closing my phone.

I looked at Estu who seemed to be watching me.

" Why?" I asked, but he was silent. Looks like he's angry.

**

" I don't like you spoiling children too much, He asks what you love! every child is wrong, you are Defa! how the hell are you?" that word with a little breath hunting. Estu looks angry.

I still keep staring at him.

" You, boro boro want to buy what Milk Pampers to your child this, ask for needs that are lacking never!?" he said with a satirical tone.

" Where is that?" my many.

" Yes, everything is interconnected.!" said ketus.

" The one you took care of the child from her Aja. You take care, you take care, you Wait!!" he said with a high tone.

I took a deep breath.

" I loh... there is no intentional intention of not being responsible for children?"

" In the past, when I first moved to Java I was already nawarin myself. Lio what Danesh can I bring.?" " but what do you answer? can't do it! can't a child be brought with me?!"

" I know I'm poor Estu, short of. My work is a mess, but I tried that time Ask well to you, children's problems.!?"

" You said you don't have to, just save me money.the children's rations!"

"name money? I don't live easy There, how does that money go around.!?"

For a moment we stared at each other fiercely.

" Well now what do I have to do!!" I said while hitting my chest and looking at him sharply.

" Where are the children?!" he said, holding his hand as if asking.

I looked up at him. There was a feeling of disbelief, how quickly he changed and why he changed so quickly towards me. I swallowed my saliva.

" You count how much everything is in total during these 2 years. how many millions or how many tens of millions I have to pay to you, in exchange for your money used for the needs of children.!" I said in an irritated tone.

" Who knows you want to use first as capital for your marriage with him? can't!!" I said pissed.

"She's not as poor as you, who doesn't copy anything from women.?" he said cynically and sneered.

Jleebbb!!! It was like poking at those words.

" Oh Clear?! from her looks she's better than me being this poor!!"

" you know your taste is always high! if you didn't know you, you probably wouldn't want to marry me!!" I said while laughing sarcastically.

" I'm not just 0.00000 percent of her perfect? What else do you want to make clear!?" I said pissed.

" Hear yes Estu, it doesn't matter if you have problems with other people and you get angry with me. Just don't be the same kids!"

He was silent with a cold and angry look.

" Continue now You Ask for a price!!" He said it sounded rude and Arogan.