For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 22

" Please, Mbak, Nasehatin Mas Panji??" reni said my sister-in-law was a little sobbing crying.

" Have to use any other way, let him stop like that??"

" Do I have to talk that behavior to my father's mother?" said.

" Didn't he think of his son??" he said it sounded sad.

I tried to calm him down.

" Us often mbak he was so, gather the same fat'an his.!"

" I want to talk to you but there's always no evidence. Her way of playing is that slippery once she??"

" Are you, I'll stay in your defense if I challenge Panji's divorce on charges of infidelity??" he said while looking at me.

" As at that time, Mr Belain you made Mas Sakha??"

" Is it possible that you will still blame who was the first to cheat.??" Said.

I just fell silent

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" you are guaranteed not to be happy if you meet a man like this!"

" First, the man who loves gambling."

" Second, a man who likes to drink.loves to get drunk!?"

" Third, men who like to play women.!"

" A guy like this just ruined a girl's life. You should know Estu, Reni.!".

My father said it was still ringing in my ears when he found out that Sakha was having an affair.

And what's happening now?? My brother Panji is also having an affair.

Her marriage is still 2 years old.

Did Iya Mr Defend Reni as a victim.??

Thought me.

I know his feelings and position in this house. Just gave birth, and still goes with her in-laws. ehhh her husband is having an affair.

What Reni said at first I did not believe, but after I was sent photos and videos, Panji and his affair from Sakha yesterday.

I Believe In Reni.

Then, when Panji came home with that bruise??

What he said he was hit by Sakha, is that right?? Thought me.

Why I never asked him directly.

Then my suspicions were with the old man the other day, the one who met me when Sakha was in the hospital in an accident. Does this have anything to do with Panji too? I thought hard.

But at this time it is not right if I reveal all. I still need proof.

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" How many times have I warned you not to get close to Livi!!"

" It's not that in religion you forbid if dating is different religion!!"

" You want maksa, yes?!"

Said Om Vanus - Stephvanus , sounding very angry.

All I know is that she's the sister of Rudi's mother and Livia's late father.

" Help you seek the same as you. Choose who has the same faith as you.!"

" You can love him, but don't snatch him from his God!?" said reminded.

"Don't tease my flirt continue.!?"

He said while holding Breath that was gasping with anger.

" You're also livi!!" Said later.

" Livi how many times do I have to remind you! You want to sell faith to him or something!?"

" Don't you promise not to get close to her again?!"

" Why are you turning to him now what makes him so special to you Livi??"

" What's her perfect for you?!" he said half-mockingly.

" Compared to you, what does he have now?!"

" Hare..., Department..., Throne.., what!!?"

He said he sounded insinuating to me.

" Don't you think Om doesn't know who he is, Om knows exactly how he is now.!?"

" He can survive in Jakarta also for sure because of your help Livi... Your money!?" He said it made my skin hot.

I glanced at him a little

Livia seemed disturbed by his Om words.

" Oh Livia this is big! Let Livi choose the path Livi wants!!" livia sounded annoyed.

" Your path is wrong!! the duty of Om is to remind you. You are part of our extended family let alone your father left it to me. ?!"

" you forgot !!"

he said in a still angry tone

" Remember who we are, our family background!"

" You have been baptized, your faith should be stronger. Your faith, your love for God must be stronger than for him?!"

" You should have realized from the beginning that you were different from him!!"

" What a hard thing is to find a believer, a belief. Do we need to find one?"

" If you continue this is difficult to say - get ready you are banished from our big family.!!"

" Take care of your own life !! "

" You're like a nut forget the skin.!!"

" You could be the person you are today, who is financing, who is guiding and educating you If not us!!"

" Your family !?"

"What family of your Mother is Bela to you, Bela to your Mother, your sister's sister!!"

He said he sounded snapping while continuing to get angry.

" Let's think realistically, we don't demand anything from you. We don't ask for everything we've ever given you, to return it to us - just ask you to remain firm Same faith!!"

" What's the trouble with being a child of God - together with the same faith, protecting the kingdom of God!?"

" You don't feel sorry for your parents ??"

" Please Read your Bible again Livi.!"

" Remember Corinthians Verses 14-15 : “Do not be an unbalanced couple with unbelievers. For what equality is there between truth and iniquity?

How can light unite with darkness? What is the equation between Christ and Belial? What is the joint passage of believers with unbelievers?”

I'm just quietly listening to her.

" but sir I'm serious about Livia let us get married and live together even with different beliefs!?"

" A lot of examples, they can get married even though they are different religions and happy?"

" Isn't the essence of marriage happy.??" I said interrupt her.

He was even more angry at me.

" Had Mas. never succeeded in a marriage of different religions.!?"

" better make the mas please leave Livia.!"

" Please find your own way to find another woman, not Livia?!"

" And instead of the masnya ever studied in pesantren, ever big and educated in the cottage.? should you understand this better.?"

" Don't marry idolaters until they believe. "

Surat Al-Baqarah verse 221.

" Do you think that sounds like that??"

" It is not permissible for a Muslim to marry someone of a different religion. So too with our teaching.?"

" It must have been clear from the beginning, the mas and Livia can't be together.!"

" Have enough of the commotion that happened because of this relationship of yours.?"

" Please don't randomize our family relationships!" he said, opening the door to the apartment for me.

Indirectly, he kicked me out.

I stared at Livia for a moment who was down. We then looked at each other with a stiff feeling

And I left them too.

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Hayya 'alashshalaah

Hayya 'alalfalaah

Qad qaamatish shalaah, qad qaamatish shalaah

Allaahu Akbar, Allaahu Akbar's

Laa ilaaha.....

I stood up after hearing this Iqomah of Ashar Prayer, in a mosque that was returning from the apartment of his friend Livia.

My feeling is fucked up, my head is dizzy Too much burden. Thank God I still have God.

Thank God I am still close to him, despite often doing Sins.

Really, I want to forgive her.

***

For a while I didn't move, still sitting cross-legged here. I prayed as I could, a little recollecting his best name.

I am truly asking for mercy.

" Don't test me, O God, beyond my limits."

" Pardon all my sins, worry that I will become a better person and man.sure, faith and fear me to you.only to you?"

I said softly as I cried and prayed to her.

I feel so tired of facing all the problems of my life.

From the time I was young until now I was always alone facing life, if there was anyone - why always for a while. My family, Abah yayi and my ustadz, my wife or my lover.

I really feel alone.

I wept in silence and called your name God.

I put on the sandals I was wearing, I was about to leave the mosque.

" Sakha??" yell someone at me. I looked for the origin of the voice. I found someone I knew very well even though we hadn't seen each other in a long time.

I smiled at her, we walked over and hugged each other tightly while laughing.

" Don...!" I said while hugging and patting his shoulders.he was the same as it was against me.

" Ti was Urang tea arek ngageroan maneh Kha, mimiti ti wudhu tea??"

(from now on, I want to call you Kha, from the place of ablution )

" Naha nteu ngageroan zis??" I said while laughing.

(Why not call zis?)

" Sien Salah jalma urang??"

(Fear of my people's mistakes)

" Kumaha how are you??" ask me.

(how is he)

" Thank God, his kiyeu kiyeu bee t-shirt??" he said while laughing.

(Alhamdulillah, yes gini gini)

We both walked to the edge of the sidewalk, where there were several carts that seemed to sell food.

I ordered two batagor plates and two bottles of tea in the packaging.

" Where is the tea mane zis?" ask me.

(Where are you zis from?")

" What about Eta Boss??"

(My boss Nganterin?)

" Well, where's Boss maneh??" ask me

(Well, where's Boss loe?)

" Jeung Kabogoh keretungan kemungan, tah ka apartment eta... ??" he said, mentioning the name of the apartment I went to.

(Again meeting her boyfriend, that's to the apartment?)

" Oohh...?? " i said Ordinary

" Naon ngaran na tea Mun ayena, Sugar baby what naon?"

(What's the name if now, Sugar baby or what?)

" Saha??" I said.

( Who?)

" Here is the Boss, baby food??" she said with a small laugh.I just smiled.

(Oh my boss, I have a baby sugar baby)

" What is kumaha??" I said.

( Boss is young what?)

" Euhhh...lain ngora ngora deui Kha. geus Bau taneh??" he said while laughing. And I'm out because of her.

(Euhhh, not young anymore.has the smell of soil?)

" Boss urang mah pinter Kha, Mun geus at 3 mah hunt back.other ka Imah, but stop by ka Simpenan na heula?" Her story..

(Boss I mah pinter Kha, if it's 3 pm Buru rush home to the office.not to the house, but stop by the house of simpenan/boyfriend first.)

" Return back at 7 o'clock what 8 say jam what Aya dinner Jeung Patner Business ka pamajakan na.?" add na.

(later return home at 7 o'clock what 8. say stuck if there is a dinner with business partner to his wife.)

" Pamajikan na also Tara suspicious, as long as it's fullin senikahayang, jalan atawa shopping?"

(his wife is also never suspicious, as long as he is full of his will, sightseeing or shopping.?)

" Yes kajeun atuh Zis, kumaha oruh??"

(yes yes just aja zis, How to try )

" Yes He'eh. urang mah KUR Carita. Pabelit Mun pipiluan, jelema sugih mah loba mudarot na Mun nteu eling ka iman??" said

(yes yes, I am just a story. complicated if follow. rich people are very much harm if do not remember the same faith.)

I just laughed a little.

" Continue maneh ayeuna where, son of maneh aya Saberaha.?" tannya

(So now where are you, how many are your children)

" Children of the Father 2 .ayeuna mah urang Geus in Java. Ayena to Jakarta Aya kaperluan?"

(My son there are 2 . now my mah already in Java.Swkarang to Jakarta because there is a need)

" Presenting children in Java.??" tannya

(Same wife child in Java)

" Heunte.. pamakan and aya didieu.?"

(No, the wife and daughter are here)

" Can I??" he said astonished

(Lahh, can you?)

I just laughed a little

" Pan urang angeus divorced and pamajakan.?" answer me

He's Just Silent.

(I am divorced from my wife)