For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 16's

I can't believe it a little, if it turns out she's a two-child widower.

His ex-wife and son are in Jakarta.he said he was divorced because of cheating.but it is not clear who cheated on him or his ex-wife.

Sometimes I think about this, I really like him.

Maybe his age was actually far above me. I was just like a nephew of his.

It feels like every time he wants to stay away, the shadow of his face is getting closer.

sometimes I shy away from her when Mas Sakha arrives to visit the store.

Hopefully, ' he doesn't realize.

Like I need time, time to accept this reality. Time for myself.

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" Yes hello... Livia. What's the matter with Tumben nelfon??" ask me while looking for the things I need.

" O...do you know when I got a job there??"

" Whata..you're here again.why??" ask me.

" Oo..worshipping your co-worker's wedding??" continue me.

" Hmm..how??reset me.

" I'll share a lock later, yes..this is me again shopping??" I said to her, then our conversation was cut off.

" Is this sir??" said the cashier mas to me. I just smiled while staring around.

I thought there was him?? I said in my heart.

" Mom who usually go to mas, move store what is different shift??" ask me slowly.

" oohs.. Beautiful, how was it. again out of the way sir??"; Answer it while looking around.

" Why sir? any need??" she asked me. I just shook my head and smiled.

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" mas mas nyariin you loh Ndah... are you??" ask my coworker Syam.

" Which one??" I said pura didn't understand.

" Alahhh..who is usually with you, whose person is a bit tall?? said.

" oohs...Who isn't it, just acquaintances.?"

" Wouldn't his contract be next to my brother's house, the student's contract??" answer me flat.

" Oohh..tadi sepet kayak find you he??" said

" Well.your feelings are Sham??" I said flat.

Hunt me to change the subject.

Actually I'm afraid Syam asks me all kinds of questions about Sakha and knows the truth that she's a widower.

Especially if I know I like it.

There is a fear in my heart, I do like Sakha mas, but I have not been able to accept her status.

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" remote no??" I said as I greeted him coming out of the door of his metallic blue car.

Then he smiled at me, then pressed his cheek and hugged my shoulder slowly.

" Looky??" Answer him while walking along with me into the rented house that I live in.

Inside is my other rented friend.

They shook hands with Livia, briefly introducing each other.

" Where is your friend's reception??" ask me while dealing with him.

" Asta graha hotel or building is it Kha. His invitation is in the car sihh??" answer her.

" Is that Hotel mas??" timpal Hakka arrived and we looked at him.

" That's a loh mas, which from the T-junction Supermarket straight little keep turning left. that's the second hotel, the building cet black or ash so??" her bright.

I nodded slowly.

" is this a batik or am I Livi??" ask me then.

" A Kha's dress??" the answer was a laugh by the others.I just smiled.

I take a shower, right?? answer me.

" O Lord.. Have you not taken a shower??" he said pura astonished.I just smiled knot.

" Please take care of it for a second, don't you shut it out??" say

" keep the candles??" eko said with a laugh then I left her.

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" Come on out.??" I said as I walked out of the room, all eyes looking at me.

" Wes, didn't you die??" I said as I walked out.

" Kha you brought the car??" livia said to me. I just smiled.

" Have you used perfume yet??" ask her again.I just shook my head.

" Nih use mine first??" said.

" Wouldn't it smell different??"

" Well, how can that be??" he said while taking out his perfume

It felt like everyone was watching us, as Livia justified my suit stellan and put perfume on my body.

There are eyes like his or her Iri or even amazed with us, which I admit looks harmonious.

At first glance I saw the shadow of Ms. Asih, the wife of Mr. Subandi entered his house which was exactly opposite my contract.

I didn't pay him any heed, maybe it was just a coincidence that he was out of the house.

I stopped Livia's car right in front of this minimarket and then I got off from the inside, intending to buy a packaged drink and an envelope.

Livia just kept quiet, waiting for me in the car.

it wasn't long before I took my groceries to the cashier.

I immediately paid for it, for a moment I smiled at Ayu as her cashier.she seemed silent and indifferent to me as usual.

his smile was just ordinary.The look in his eyes was not as sparkling as usual if he met me.

I threw a smile at him that he did not reply.there was a strange feeling and asked in his heart.why is he like that??

She looked at me and looked out then.I hurriedly left her and returned to Livia who was in the car.

" So long anyway??" livia said a little grumbling.

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"you want to go home or play here."

I asked Livia while I continued driving. I occasionally looked at her face.she looked at me from the side.

" You're leaving tomorrow? "he said to me.

"yes, I don't know your business?? "

"tomorrow I take off, the plan is I want to play to someone's furniture store. "

" Oowhh, what's going on at the furniture store.Who do you want to buy things for? "

I just laughed a little at him.

" don't want to buy things, I have a little business? "said I answered Livia.

" oh now you're in the furniture business too ? " ask Livia to me.

" just want to start? "my word to him.

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I put my suit into the closet in this room, and Livia unshackled her shoes

" if you know this, why did you check in at the Arya hotel earlier.?"I said to him, smiling a little.

" Don't be crazy you Sakha, there are many of my superiors and family who stay overnight.also some of my coworkers are bridesmaids??"

he said with half eyes glaring at me.

I just laughed.

Then I sat on the edge of the bed.waiting for her to clean the make up.

" Livia, then who was the man you were with yesterday?? I asked him, he looked at me from the reflection of the mirror.

" which one?" he said it sounded relaxed

" the guy I met in Chicago??" I said.

" fair friend?" ordinary said.

" Hmmm....why did you shut up when I asked him who?"

" Who am I to you??" I said in a questioning tone

he looked at me with a feeling he didn't seem to like.His eyes were staring at me.

" can not the hell Kha, we do not fuss first. ask this and that?" he said, I took a little deep breath.

shortly after my phone rang. Livia looked at me with a bit of cynicism.

I walked away from her, pulled over to the window.Nearly half an hour I talked to my children and also my ex-wife.

then I found Livia lying on the bed and tilted her body.

I sat back on the edge of the bed, slowly heard Livia's Breath that sounded heavy.

"how are your children, healthy? "he sounds pushy

" Alhamdulillah." I replied

" how's Estu doing??" ask her again.I looked at her who was still tilting her body.

" he's good, maybe getting better now after being away from me??" I said with a little laugh.

" Oh, thank you??" answer Livia.

"why, tumben you asked him.?" I said curious.

" Tell me why?" his word reasoned

I just laughed a little in response.

" Livia??" I said I called her name a few times

" are you angry with me??'

" when will you be angry??"

" don't you miss me?"

" what are we here for??"

He seemed to turn his body, looking at me silently.

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" why don't we just get married??" I said as I held her from behind.

Livia just kissed my hand that was leaning against her chest.

" permit me to take responsibility for you livia??"

" I want to straighten out and justify our wrong path?"

" permit me to marry you Livia??" I said while kissing her fragrant hair.

" is it not that easy, Kha??" the answer.

" didn't we ever get married, even if it's just a series??" said again.

" yes, but is it good that we are now officially married??"

" legalize our wrong relationship, be legitimate!"

he just laughed a little.

" you forgot who you are, and did you forget who I am.?"

" Aren't you exiting the cottage? should you understand this matter better?? said again.

" you're strong with your faith, and I'm still confident in my faith??" answer her.

" is that a problem for us again.! "

" What's all this doing??"

" many of my friends have different religious families in one house.?"

" and that's fine, why can't we be like that??" I said.

" the problem is not that simple Sakha. I'm tied to a big family. I feel more guilty if they know the truth about me??" the answer.

" Yes, we shouldn't have met again and it's not like this Livia?!" I said with a little emotional tone.

" Should we stop all this, like yesterday!?"

I was about to stand up, but my hand was held back by Him.he approached me tightly.

" please give me a hand when Kha. I know this is wrong, but I can't leave you so alone.!"

" i can't forget you even if I tried?!"

" i am tormented by this, but more tormented if I should forget you?'

" to remove you from my life."

"for a year I've been waiting for the continuation of you who insist on not divorcing Estu??"

" i thought, if you don't divorce willingly I'll step aside.!?"

" I deliberately stayed away from you, I don't want to know anymore about you.!?"

" until we meet again, see you again, meet again by chance.?"

" I thought maybe this wasn't a coincidence, but God's plan?!"

I take my breath slowly.

" if you think this is a sign from God, you should start thinking that there is something we need to get done??!"

I told him and he just kept quiet.

" but it doesn't have to be today, right??" said me.

I looked into her eyes, actually what Livia had in mind about me.

Livia leaned against the wall with her hair unraveling, and I was in front of her.

I just kept quiet and kept looking into his eyes.

A moment later his lips seemed to tease me.

her eyes were pulling and seducing me and every touch of her was her strong desire for me.

I started teasing her with a warm kiss landing on her blushing lips.We were swept away for a moment, closing our eyes.

my hand held tightly to her delicate fingers.stroked her hair and kissed her whole body with a million strong desires for it.

And for the umpteenth time, the breaths of the two of us hunted each other down.

" I love you Livi." I said softly as I kissed His forehead.

He seemed to smile and kiss my chin.

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