For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 38's

" I'm sorry, why Arcelio??" Ask her again.

For a moment, I caught my breath balancing a slightly chaotic feeling as Sakha's conversation with her boyfriend was possible.

" Have I ever taken her to a pediatrician??" I said.

" Why, is he??" he said he looked worried.

" He is physically and mentally good and normal.just that his speaking ability is slow??" said explain.

" is there something wrong with her vocal cords or her ears, nose, throat??" she said she was hiding her worries about her son.

" Everything is good, which is a problem just the ability to speak slowly.!?" I said repeat

" Honestly, I'm worried about Arcelio. I admit I'm busy. I rarely get him to talk and Danesh prefers drawing to playing with his sister.?"

" So, at home, there's rarely anyone who invites her to interact, such as asking questions or chatting with her??" said explain. He nodded a little.

" Sakha, don't I not want to take care of him, but I admit I've been busy lately??"

" sthat mean??" tanyanya.

"I want to ask you a favor for a while, can you help take care of him??" I said.

" Of course you can.?" said quickly.

" But after my business is done in Jakarta, let me focus a little on him??" he said asking for relaxation.

" I didn't ask you what about Kha??" my word.

" No, I know what you mean. But if tomorrow also I can't mean me.?"

" Aren't you Kha??" I said a little laugh.

" What are you doing in Jakarta??" I asked him, pretending not to know.

" Is, a bit of business. I hope the business is quick??" her word.

" Oh yeah, how are you doing with mom??" ask yes. Change the subject.

" Sakha is sick, ask for her prayers so that she will recover?" I told him.

" You had a heart attack, you're being treated at the Grand Hospital.??"

" And I haven't had a chance to see her, yesterday I had a little problem with her ??" I said.

" Why did you have a heart attack??" ask her.

" What, because you're quietly moving into the house or still because of me??" he said a little laugh.

I stared at him for a moment. Like you know him?? my thinking.

" No, the Panji Problem and much more ?" I said.

" Hmm..yeah already, forgiven.whatever his mistake is the same you.he's a lot better than his fault right??" Said.

" I'm sure he'll heal and be fine. Will I pray for him ??" answer her.

Sakha, is it as sincere as your heart, as you say about the Father?? my thinking.

Do you still think such a Noble towards him, Whereas the attitude of the father and his hatred for you exceeds what you know.

As if you were the part that deserved to be under his feet.

Though many Fathers do evil with You. You've been hurt so many times whether it's speech or action, and I know for a fact that you know it.

" Hm... Estu. I'm now living in Java, maybe Arcelio I'll take it there too??"

" You mean. She should be away from me??" I said a little objection.

" Yes," he said as he nodded slowly.

" So, how will I meet him??" I said a little sad.

" Well, then how can I take care of her while my job is there??" answer lies.

I wanted to offer her a job, so I wouldn't go too far with Arcelio.

but I'm afraid he'll feel ashamed and inferior to me.

I feel sorry for telling him that. How's this.

" But Sakha. I don't want Arcelio to be too far away from me??" I said a little worried.

" Keep how, I can not leave my work there too. if I'm the one who takes care of Arcelio later.maybe the ability to talk will be smooth!?" answer her.

But I still worry about losing him.

" Love me time, later if Arcelio has been fluent in speaking and you want to take it back. I pardon it??" said.

I looked at him, trying to believe, but still I was not willing.

" Maybe, I will often play first to your house. Make Arcelio play and be close to me. I can't just take him to Java right??" said.

" But, I brought her to play out of the house??"

" May accompany me to meet the person who deals with me??" said.

" Later, when he sleeps.I return him home??" said.

" You mean you're asking her around??" my word.

" Loh... What should it be?? as therapy also for him. interact with strangers other than those in the house?? He said it made sense.

I just kept quiet.

***

Today, Rudianto again gave his testimony in court. As he promised, he revealed all the irregularities made by the officials in our office first.

like corruption and collusion which he clearly said is commonplace.

And because of his Statement, the Court grew increasingly boisterous because of his testimony.Today my former in-laws returned absent, because they were still sick.

I met also Vanus in court today.

But I tried to get used to it, like nothing ever happened.

My relationship with Livia is now clear, we can't be together, and it's hard for me to accept that, after knowing that series of vices.

I occasionally tried to smile at Vanus who was caught watching me. His eyes seemed to hold a question to me. Or is it just my feelings.

The judge ruled that I was allowed and free from all charges and obligations.

which means I'll be back in Java soon.

but I decided to stay in Jakarta for a while, until Arcelio felt close to me Or did I find out the results of my former in-laws??

and surely if he finds out about my presence in his court, maybe his soul will feel insulted by me who is often insulted by him.

Mending I went back to Java continue my pioneering efforts, in focus on caring for Arcelio.

***

Intentionally, I woke up at this hour. 02.50 In the morning to perform the sunnah prayer.

I slowly went to the bathroom that passed the bed of Azis and his wife.make total understanding I was hitchhiking in the rented Azis which was only 3 small maps.

Still lucky I got a place to stay, even if only hitchhiking. And sleep only with a rubber carpet.

at least I still have a place to shelter.

sometimes eat once a day at the rented house because they feel bad with Azis.

Actually he was ordinary but I was the one who felt unusual.

sometimes I pretend to buy instant noodles, because of my condolence towards Santi's wife Azis.

My phone has also changed, to a cheaper and ordinary model.

yesterday I sold it, because the difference I got could help me survive.

Actually, my heart whimpered a little, thinking about the possibility that would happen.

my savings are up, my investment is down. I lost my job, my business was just about to start but I had no capital and now I'm given the responsibility to take care of Arcelio.

Yes, if my financial situation is as it used to be, it will not be difficult for me to buy Arcelio formula which is quite expensive.

indeed Estu is very attentive to the intake of nutrients that enter the body of his children.

I can't afford it.

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim, my determination in my heart while saying the sentence:

حَسْبُنَا اللهُ وَنِعْمَ الْوَكِيْلُ نِعْمَ الْمَوْلَى وَنِعْمَ النَّصِيْرُ

Hasbunallah wanikmal vice nikmal maula wanikman nasir

(Enough Allah is our helper, and Allah is the best protector)

After the sunnah prayer I did, I took the time to read Surah Yasin.

***

" This is your son Estu??" ask Rudi to me.

" Well, where do you think I have a daughter from??" I said with a laugh.he laughed back at me with a louder voice.

" why do you have to take him to prison too??" Ask rudi to me.

" My son is a little different, his speaking ability is lacking, probably because it rarely interacts with people."

" I deliberately take it away yes so he can pinter the interaction, maybe his curiosity can be higher, well there maybe he will try to ask me the same??" answer me.

" Ooh yes yes also yes, logical the answer is lo. cool.?!"

he said while giving a thumbs up.

I just smiled at Rudi.

" In addition to that also let him be close to me. Yesterday Estu asked me to take care of him? yes, before the cave take him to Java, right, we have to deket first.?!" i said again.

" And you'll often nginep dong at Estu's house?" ask me while playing the knight's eyes to me. We both laughed.

" If I don't know, maybe I just don't want to??" answer me to him.

" Why don't you want everything, naive you bro??" he said with a mocking laugh, I laughed too.

" uh by the way you don't suspect him?? all of a sudden Estu says ask you to help take care of the child??"

" Will he marry someone else??"

" Aren't you thinking about asking that??" rudi said to me

" Yes don't know either, it's only my duty to take care of the child.if if he wants this, yes the cave is ready to do!?" answer me

Rudi is just a small mangosteen.

Arcelio seemed to walk around this room.

" Ooh yes, Kha I've met Richard directly yesterday. discuss what I ever talked to you that."

" You just come to his office. He said every Tuesday at 9 that he has free time until 12.?"

" If the other day sometimes he meets or out of the office.!" said.

" Can you meet Later with him, all the languages I've spoken to you.?"

" that's the money deposit cave, during the cave in the prison.the interest is not taken cave.it can you use first yes not big anyway just 450jt time Ada.?"

he said what made me go mad.

" Gede very bro, that's the cave how do you pay the same?" ask me. He just laughed.

" The word cave use it first, the cave does not ask for flowers from you. I know you won't be able to give flowers to me. haram for you too right??! he said while laughing

" The cave believes in you, if such as you Mau nipu cave is also a sincere cave It to you.!" Said.

" Lu Seriously, do you just want to play with me who is now poor??" ask her.

" Have I ever messed with my words!, you know I like how to use it for your business capital.may the money that you hand over to you be useful??" he said it sounded sincere.

" Lu is weird as well Rud. Why are you so good at the cave?" manya curious.

" Yes the cave feels you are good with the cave, then the cave is trying to baikin you?!"

" Okay, but you're normal, aren't you?? Not Homo to me??" I said I was joking and laughing at him.

" Anj***...!! My shit is the same Lo. Devil bastard, why did you ask that there anyway??!" he said while laughing

" It's not illegal money either, is it? I don't want to see Lo ma Wash the money through me!!?" said I'm back.

" Oh Allah (pronunciation Catholic) has said from the beginning that my investment money!! pure halal money!! I used to pay my salary, I put it there!?"

" I swear, it's Halal money. Wanna not you, a lot of bacots!!?" he said I was just laughing.

" I eat Baby baby, just as I have fun Pake money, yes money like that.!?"

" Bini I used to not want me to make a living, He feels capable of tampa me?"

" Can this be a cave first?" I said again to Rudi "May the money that Lu gave to the cave be useful for the cave!?" I said.

" Ameen!!" heed