For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 91's

since last night I haven't been given a chance to apologize to Livia directly.

he's still locking the door to his room.

while Mr. Subandi and my other colleagues asked me to immediately return to Kutoarjo.

not to mention Mr. Kapolres said there was a bright spot in the case of burning my CV Warehouse.

Inevitably I have to leave tonight back to Java.

How many times have I tried to call her but she didn't pick up. I knocked on her room and she didn't open it.

my thoughts are mixed and negative towards Livia.

" Livia, would you please open the door, would you like to talk?" I said knocking on the door of his room.

" Please open the door Just Once, will I talk??" I said.

" Livia, I need to get back to Java, can you please open the door??" I said begging, but she didn't budge from the room

" Livia, I'm sorry I'm sorry. Please give me a chance to explain yes to you.?" I told him.

" I'm not wrong with you, please give me a chance to talk to you. I leave this completely to you Livia, how do you want me to accept.?"

" Please open the door to her room, if you're afraid I'm being rude to you again, I'll take Mira just in case? Yes, Livia, huh?? please open the door to her room." I said begging.

I take my breath slowly, My patience is being tested.

the time limit I set doesn't seem to mean anything. Livia didn't open the door to my room for me.

There's no other way, I'm packing ready to go back to Java.

I asked Mira to persuade Livia. As if it was reason to say goodbye to him.

when Livia opened the door, as fast as lightning I ran but unfortunately her steps were faster than my run. she returned to the room and I just hit her hard door.

Brakk!!!

Instantly the blood came out from behind my hair and poured out quite a lot.. Mira screams Panic.Nobody helped her.

while Surti remained behind, Kylie away from the commotion.

" Cece pleasein Mira Ce... Aa have to see a doctor, Areas are many Ce!?" said Mira pleading in front of Livia's room door while crying.

" His blood doesn't stop out Ce?" said panic.

While I tried to press my wound so that the blood did not come out. I tomorrow leaned on a small chair near the door.

Livia's eyes were still puffy when she came out of her room.

" Hurry and get him to the car?" said.

Mira ran while looking at me who was still in pain

Me and Mira sat in the back.

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" Neating What sir? To this wide?" the doctor asked with a smile, and he continued to clean my wounds.

" Guard door, it's going very fast I can't remember.?" answer me. The doctor smiled again

" this has to be stitched up, sir?" he said while giving an injection of anesthesia around my wound.

" The wound is wide ma'am, but I've sewed it. There are 9 stitches?" she said to Livia sitting next to me.

Then the doctor explained the medicine I should be taking.

I sat quietly beside Livia while enduring my pain. Complete God? Thought.

I sat in the back with Mira. Livia is still silent, only occasionally answering Mira's questions about the drugs that must be taken.

I didn't shut up because I was angry with her, because she closed the door. But I'm holding back the pain.

When she got home, she was still quiet and looking for Kylie. I was sitting on the couch.

" Mira, the goods you want to bring to the car.?" I said.

" so go home now Aa??" Ask Mira wonder.

I looked at him while hinting with my eyes slowly.

" Aa lot of business there. Don't you want to go home. ?" say

" but is Aa still sick?" said jumpy.

" You don't want to see Arya?" I said he just kept quiet.

I walked to the back looking for Livia, where she seemed to be holding Kylie. And that momentum I had to capture. Silently I photographed it with my cell phone.

" Livia?" I said a few steps away from her. He looked over, but I didn't come any closer.

" I want to talk?" I said he just kept quiet, then he took Kylie to his room.

He walked back to the back, I kept following him.

She looked at me, her eyes red. My heart's shaking. I know my mistake.

I took a deep breath before speaking to him.

" Livia, I want to apologize to you. Yes I was wrong, yes I knowingly did it to her. But that's not all I did to deliberately take revenge against you." I said.

" It happened on the basis of my wish.it might be true that you said that I wasn't done with him yet!?"

" I'm.. I'm too weak to stem all my feelings as well as her. I tried before Livia but now I don't know what else to do?"

I said while bowing in front of him. My nose feels bad.

" So, now what do you think of me Kha?" he said with a trembling voice holding back the cry.

" i was wrong what the hell was Kha until you were giniin?"

" What lack do I have for you? Support like what else should I give you.??"

" You have made all my sacrifices in vain! I don't feel like you're taking.?" he said while crying.

I'm silent, my heart is in pain.

" Livia.. me?" I said as I stepped closer to her, but she moved away.I stopped my steps.

" Livia, I'm sorry. All the markets are out of my control. I'm a man of many shortcomings?" I said.

" Continue?? by making you wrong and realizing your shortcomings, it becomes an excuse to justify all your actions as I am, huh?!" snapped it.

I looked at him and was silent. God what should I do?? mind cornered.

" I'm not trying to defend myself Livia. want to keep you wrong, right I accept?" I said.

" I'm going to get a divorce!??" said firmly.

I was silent, looking at him sharply.

" I'm going to divorce Kha. I'm not giniin you!!" said again.

I feel like I can't breathe, it feels like my nose is stuck can't breathe air. My chest vibrates there is a pain that suddenly appears. I don't know, this is a heartache or a heart attack?? my thinking.

" Livia... Not now!?" I said, shaking my head slowly.

" Livia. Please don't tell me that now. I'm dizzy, my head hurts!?" I said.

He stared at the bandage that was in my head.

" When do you keep going!?" she asked hard.I looked at her while walking a little to her.

" Livia. You don't talk like that. Help you give me a chance to fix it.!" I said.

" Alahhh, Bullshitt if you want to fix it!"

" your speech is not to be trusted, especially if it is related to ************. T**An****!!" said rough.

I'm just quiet, even though I don't like listening to it.

" I accept, and I'm willing to blame you. Now, tomorrow, or a lifetime? But please forgive me?" I said.

She kept on crying.

My chest hurts, it's heavy, maybe he's the same.

" I'm sorry for you for now. Your problem is not your business!" I said.

" I'm sorry about you.!"

" Oh Livia, I'm sorry?" I said while trying to get closer and hold his hand, but he still dodged.

I gulped my saliva, then took a breath I held it in my chest for a moment. Then exhaled it, blowing from my lips... Hufftt 😞

" Once, if you still don't want to forgive me. Maybe tomorrow or sometime, I'll still apologize to you.!"

" Till you want to forgive me, out of your mouth.?" I said.

" You don't expect too much!! I won't forgive you!!" he said, staring at me with hatred.

I went back to being silent while looking at him stiffly then I nodded slowly.

" Well, if that's your word now, I hope tomorrow I can still apologize to you again.?"

" excuse me, should I go back to Java now?" I said.

" Don't take Kylie!!" he said he snapped at me. I'm staring.

" Who is he here?!" I said confused.

" I can take care of him!?" said.

" You bothered, haven't you taken care of Mama??" I said.

" My business!" he said stubbornly.

I shook my head again as I left my waist, feeling confused and astonished at him.

" Livia you wasted my time? I must back to Java now.can we discuss the child later I do not want to ngerepotin you You do not know anyway?!" I told him.

" Anyway, I want Kylie to be with me. Don't take her!" said.

But I did not budge.I called Mira and told her to get into the car with Mbak Surti and Kylie.

Livia Like a craze, she pulls the narik mbak Surti who is holding Kylie. Kylie is crying because of her.

" Livia!! Enough's enough!" I said loud.

" Stop Livia, Kylie it's not an item!!" I said I was angry with her.

" I don't want you to take her, she has to be like me!!" she said she screamed while holding Kylie.

" Okay fine!!" I said scream too.

" if you feel he has you, take everything you want from me.! what more do you want from me TAKE!!" said snapping. Kylie is crying, she's scared.

" It's hard for me to take care of his health so as not to be surprised, not stressed! he met you instead you ruined my hard work to take care of him.!!"

" you will ask Arya how to extend the life of a child who is convicted of having a heart defect!!"

" you're not really the same Care, baby not the same!" I said angry.

" Kylie I bring, you take yourself to Java Later.all you bring the letter if you want a divorce with me!!" I said pissed.