For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 131

" I'm sorry, I wasn't up. I'm still sleeping like her?" I said to Estu who was calling me.

" Last night, nine o'clock maybe?" I said remember.

" Well, what's the state of the child?" tanyaku later.

" Any thanks then?" I said again, rubbing my eyes.

" Yes I'm still busy dealing with this, it's right here. Next week I go to Surabaya to fill the seminar, I said again.

Then I smiled a little because it was on the ledek.

" Well..the fate of the madman who knows?" I said to her.

" Is it all for you?" i said again.

" yes.. thanks, dear.?" I said later.

" Greetings to mom... later if my daughter's son. You call me again?" I said while spitting it out.

" aa.. Has anyone been looking for Aa at home?" mira said to me.

" Who?" I said, he just shrugged his shoulders.

" Mira aja did not know.was Arya mas who found out" he said.

" Women what men?" my many.

" Aa... But Mira doesn't know who it is??" her word

I just nodded my head slowly.

" When I meet Arya Aa... ask Kedia?" said Mira. I nodded again.

***

I don't understand any more about my Kaka-in-law's business. Aa Sakha's.

This morning someone was looking for him, said the lawyer from his family, Ayu?

I don't know what else his family will demand.

Is it possible her family already knew if Ayu ever miscarried? And most likely it was my brother-in-law who had been??

I was confused with her. Not to mention the pressure from my family, especially the mother who asked my sister-in-law to move immediately. Not to stay in my house.

While I myself plan to continue my college program in Australia so that later I can teach young prospective doctors.

Intentionally, let Mas Sakha stay with me, so that she can take care of Mira.

Mother asked me to stay with her.Let my house be rented?

My chest feels heavy when I think of this.

My own wife is four months pregnant.in her current condition, Mira still helps her sister dj CV furniture. And instead become a mainstay mas Sakha in handling his employees.

I myself never forbid it, just reminded.if it is too heavy mending handed over to my brother-in-law.

The problem, is my mother who always fries her into a topic of commotion.

Dizziness and confusion.

" Do you think the operating room is ready?" one of the Nurse said to me. I looked at him with a smile.

" Okay.. I'll be there right away?" I said, lifting my thumb.

***

" Ballroom tomorrow will be held for the seminar for the Bank.?"

" There will be many participants who come from outside the area as invited guests.so I ask you to improve your service to customers?" my boss told us about starting the activity.

" Are there any questions?" he said again.of us many are silent.just a few who show things they do not understand.

" Beautiful.When you get home from work, stop by the yuk store?" take Manda my co-worker the same as the receptionist

" What are you buying?" ask her.

" The same powder my lipstick ran out?" he said with a smile. I replied with a look in my face.

" Yes sir, good afternoon.Can I help you?" I said to one of the guests who came.

She wears her sunglasses while taking something out from inside her purse.

" Well, I want to check in the room reservation on behalf of Nuril Azmi A. for today until the day after tomorrow?" he said while handing over his ID card.

I smiled at her a little, but she looked at me fixedly.

" Ayu?" he said hello to me. I looked at him, immediately I felt nervous, because I knew who was standing in front of me.

I was just trying to smile flat.

" You're ayu, right?" he said to me.

" I'm beautiful sir?" I said try to avoid.

then he laughed a little.

" I'm sorry, was I wrong?" said again.

" I'm sorry, mbak..?" she said with a small smile to me.

" i thought I was someone I knew, but it was just similar?" said again.

I handed him the key to the room then.

" It's on the fifth floor, sir?" i told him.

" Okay... Thank you?" he said flat and then went to the elevator while pulling his suitcase.

I stared at him hiding from Sini. shortly before he boarded the elevator, Sakha looked at me.

I exhaled slowly, it felt heavy when faced with him earlier. I'm trying to be someone who pretends not to know him.

But it seemed, her attitude towards me also adjusted to what I said to her.

But it makes me feel even more sick.

As it turns out, Sakha mas is the invited guest of the seminar that will be held tomorrow.

according to the information attached, he will be one of the speakers at the seminar.

It turns out that his success now makes him more known.

" Beautiful, did you know the guest just now?" ask Manda to me.

I just shake my head slowly.

" but does it feel like he knows you?" said again.

" Maybe Coincidence? Could there be someone who looks like me. Could he be mistaken?" I said evasive.

Then Manda just smiled.

***

I took off the table I was wearing, and replaced it with a t-shirt to make it feel a little relaxed.

I'm still letting someone out just now - that receptionist called Beautiful? I'm sure that he's actually Ayu. Where might I forget about her and look once If she accidentally covered something from me.

Or maybe once for him who deliberately avoided me.

But it feels, this feeling does not accept.It feels like I want to ask an explanation from her.

**

Don't come near me or don't come to me again

I'm getting tortured for not having you

I try to make the day with your replacement

But my heart is always on your side again

… Why did all this happen to me

… God forgive this

Who can never get away from the idea of him

But what is this power

If it turns out I really love him too much

… But my heart is always on your side again

… Why did all this happen to me

… God forgive this

Who can never get away from the idea of him

But what is this power

If I really love him too much

… Why did all this happen to me

… God forgive this

Who can never get away from the idea of him

But what is this power

If I really love him too much

The instrumental sound of the song is heard throughout the hotel's lounge.

I'm sitting down and having coffee this afternoon feeling a little relaxed because of it.

while a little memorizing the Posts that tomorrow I will convey to other participants and representatives of the Bank Present as sponsors at this seminar, he said there was also a representative from the central ministry office.

Every now and then I look around, who knows that the person named Beautiful will pass by.

really, still curious about him.

I think he's right Ayu. Ayu who I know, who was once my lover and I ever intend to marry him.

Kira thought, How can I talk to her.

" Good afternoon, ma'am?" ventured to his friend.

" Yes sir, how can I help you?" he said it sounded friendly. I smiled as I glanced at Ayu a little.

" I'm sorry Ma'am, I'd like to ask for sandals in my room. I tried to find it but nothing?" I said.

" Oh yes sir, let the room boy drop off, right?" said.

" Eee.. Is that the same? I can minjam prayer mat and know the direction of the qibla?" I said.

" That's a pack, usually in the desk drawer under her tivi. Her Qibla mark is also in the drawer?" said explain.

I smiled and thanked him before leaving. I looked at Ayu and tried again to smile at her.

But he only looked at me. only thin once his smile was.

My heart feels a little claustrophobic because of her.maybe she no longer wants to know everything about me. And wants to forget everything that happened with me.

**

" It looks like the guest is curious as you are beautiful?" said manda to me.

" It's natural to be curious, maybe he never saw a beautiful woman like me?" I said kidding to him.

Then Amanda bit hit me. We laughed together later.

Actually, I also felt curious towards him.There may be a longing feeling in my heart towards him. I guess I purposely went away from her hoping never to see her again.

it was as if my feelings and actions were in vain.

It feels like the problems in my life will never be solved if I keep remembering them.

no matter how far I go, as smart as I avoid it. It will be useless and useless if I still put my heart towards him even hope big to him.

honestly I still want to be with him. No matter how many women in his life, no matter what people say about me or him. Most importantly I feel happy when near him.

I felt what I was looking for in my life.

I love her, I love her so much.