
" Are you satisfied now, Livia, is this what you want?" sakha said as she looked at Livia.
" This is all a problem from me, I deliberately did not say the same brother.same Mr. Bandi this because I believe I can solve it?"
" Actually you don't have to argue with him, I will tell my own story and admit all my mistakes" he said.
" You're the one who asked for divorce with me, I said you want to marry Ayu you're jealous.!!"
" Ayu didn't want to marry me?"
Livia just silently stared at Sakha like a fierce.
" You have to think again, I have a relationship with Mr. Bandi is not limited to acquaintance not because Ayu too. I have a business with him, a relationship for the long term.!"
" i can until today be like this because it is helped by him. he was the first person to believe that I can run this business?"
" Your mind becomes shallow because of jealousy?"
" if I turn back, I should be very jealous of you?"
" i should have twice thought about marrying you.!"
" i tried to soften your heart, I tried to dampen the emotions of your family, I accepted you despite different beliefs??"
" You forgot that I had so much trouble apologizing to you last month that it ripped my forehead.?
and now you're tearing my lips with someone else's hand out of jealousy?"
" i should be jealous of you, Livia, not the other way around?" Sakha.
**
" Now you Ay, please answer in front of all of them.Let there be no lie between us, after this incident. Are you still getting married to me?" ask Ayu in front of Pak Bandi, Mira and Arya as well as them, Estu and Livia.
Ayu seemed confused, she was staring at all of us.
he might not be ready to answer.
" You say whatever is in your feelings." My word.
" I don't know what to do" she said in a trembling voice.
I then took my breath.
" Mr. Bandi, I ask you. I beg you once, I apologize for this incident and I ask the mas not to divulge this first to the Ayu family?" I said.
" Don't call me Mas, I'm not your sister Sakha!!" he said what sounded like yelling at me.
I looked at him in shock at once Shame.I just nodded slowly and apologized once again.
" You no longer wish that I would stay with you. I am resigning from your equal effort!!" said
" Please sir don't do that, this doesn't have anything to do with Our Business?" I said I regretted that word.
" i don't want to hook up with a jerk like you!" said angry.
" please think carefully, please separate between our personal and work problems that have gone so far?"
" can't I do much without my father's help?" said I begged.
" i've been round, Whether I am, Ayu or my family I will forbid to contact you!!" he said firmly.I just keep quiet, more to be confused.
Not for long, suddenly there was a call coming in from Richard.
I then lifted her up. I fell silent as I looked at Livia and turned off the call.
" Now you're ready to go back to Jakarta, I want you?" I said hide the panic.
" Mira, would you please help your sister pack?" I said.
" Sakha, what's wrong??" ask Estu confused. I just shook my head and looked at Mr. Bandi.
" I'm sorry sir about the talk of the Father earlier should be postponed for a while. I have an urgent interest in Jakarta please I ask for help to the father to handle the work here?!" I said as I approached her.
" just take care of your own work Mas, don't ask me for help again!!" he said he was still angry, and I looked at him. While slightly swallowing.
" Help me sir, Just This Once.for the last time.I promise later will not trouble the father, whatever you want me to do?" I said a little begging him.
" I don't want to, I don't want to!!" he said he snapped at me. I was silent looking at him.
" I know I'm wrong Sir, I'm sorry am I?" I said.
" Arya, will you take care of me for about a week because there are still people working with me now.?" I said then as I approached Arya.
" What's wrong?" said later.
" My father-in-law is dead!" I said Slowly.
Looks like Livia listened to me and then she called her brother.Not so long ago her voice cried, then Mira and Estu hugged her.
I looked at Ayu and Mr. Bandi in turn. There was sadness in my heart because of all this.
" I'm sorry sir, sorry Ayu. I don't want to find a meeting point to solve this problem, but there are other things that are urgent" I said.
Mr. Bandi was silent.
Then I hugged Livia trying to calm her down.I don't mind anyone else looking at me with a million questions.
Estu and Mira immediately rushed to pack things. whereas I was still hugging livia, soothing while rubbing her hair.I had ignored the thoughts of Pak Bandi or Ayu to me. I know, I have no idea, my wife is sad.
I left Livia for a moment to pack, I asked Arya for this and that. I know this is gonna trouble her. I'm asking to keep an eye on the guy who works his place.
It looks like Ayu approached Livia, hugged her while saying her condolences.As for Mr. Bandi to act like that also said his condolences.but he still silently looked at me, then left.
I felt his heavy heart leave me.
And Livia is still crying, soothed by Estu.
***
it was almost afternoon when I reached Livia's house, her relatives who came were crowded filled the house.
it lay in my late in-laws who died of illness.
Estu just stopped by for a while, I went home by taxi. I couldn't drive ya even though Lio cried not wanting to part with me.
not once did my late mother-in-law open her eyes since she fell into a cancer coma, until she closed her eyes forever.
Livia was still sobbing beside her mother's coffin.I was standing next to her holding Kylie.
I'm not feeling well, but I have to stand up and protect my wife and son. Livia couldn't do much more than cry.she was leaning on my body.
until tomorrow at the funeral. Livia was still crying, I was embracing her shoulder.she was crying while leaning on my body.This funeral felt very black and dark. as if to describe the feelings of me and Livia who were left dead by our mother and mother.
my body felt weak, I almost fell. I held on with all my might.
arriving at home I was approached by om vanus.he shook my hand a little smile behind his fierce face.
" Thank you, you want to accompany Livia in this situation.!" he said I was just smiling.
" Thank you for accompanying Livia even if she filed for divorce with you!" he said it surprised me.
Livia's whole family knew we were getting a divorce. I returned a small smile.How long my son cried, I carried him.
" Kylie wants milk?" I almost forgot and ignored my son.
I forgot, if in addition to Livia who now has to be considered, there is Kylie who must be prioritized.
" It's my duty Om. as much as I can.?" I said while giving Dot with milk to Kylie.
my daughter is almost 5 years old, almost the same as Lio - Arcelio, my son from Estu.
" Hello Kha..where are you?" estu said that called me.
" Is it at Livia's?" said answer.
" Kha, this is Lio's body Yuti said it was very hot.?" he said like panic.My eyes were a little glared in shock.
" What's up Kha?" ask Vanus.
" My son is sick Om?" I said.
" Are you there soon?" he said, I nodded.
" you call Yuti, tell Lio's compress first.I'll be here soon?" I said, yeah, when Estu called me from the office.
While carrying Kylie I walked towards the car.
vanus asked Kylie to stay. But I know, Livia is still sad because of her mother's stay. I don't want Kylie abandoned.
I quickly carried Lio, I handed Kylie over to Mbak Yuti, he followed my steps from behind. I drove my car to the Pediatrician's clinic. Until there, I immediately asked the nurse for help.
Lio must be infused.
doctors said he had a bloody fever. I could not bear to accompany Lio who was stabbed with a needle, his cry broke. My heart trembled because of it.
in the afternoon after coming home from work, Estu immediately came to us at the clinic.
her panicked face could not be hidden, she was crying while grasping the tiny hands of Lio. I grabbed her shoulders.
but then I remembered to my other children.I immediately approached Mbak Yuti, Is this child has been fed which turned out not yet.
a little confused and riled me because of her.
I want to be angry, but it's all because of my fault.
" this is how you buy food, then,?" I said while handing him a piece of money if I carried Kylie.
" have you eaten yet?" estu said then.
" Am I hungry yet?" answer me.
" you eat for you first, is he the same as me?" he said while trying to carry Kylie.
" it will be easy later, all of you go home. if Lio can be treated at home?" I said.
" later let the nurse control the house?" I said.
" Don't I like the Hospital?" I said.
Shortly after, Livia called me.
" Where are you, this situation is also you still have time to wander.where bring my son!" words that sounded angry with a voice that was raucous.
I just kept quiet.
" I'm sorry, I was in such a hurry to say the same to you. I had to take Kylie earlier, because I saw you were still sad?"
" Cepetan go home. This is the family from mama want to go home to Solo she wants to see Kylie first?!" he said that sounds commanding.
Then I looked at Estu. His gaze seemed to understand.he suggested that I leave immediately.
I Feel my condition is not fit and lack of rest, Honestly I am tired.