For Redanya Rain, You & Mau.
Episode 4

" Estu.. Can you see Arcel?" he asked after he said goodbye to Danesh.

I stared at him silently.

" A minute?" the pinta again.

Then I turned the camera against Arcel's sleeping face.

" God be Tabarakallah."

His voice sounded soft.

" Is he not fussy about Estu's afternoon??" ask her.

" no" I replied flatly.

" He hasn't eaten Ya Estu's porridge?' ask her again.

" Not yet."

" What formula milk?"

" I haven't used sufor, it's still asian."

" do you work?"

" I'm staying with him asi me."

" Huh!, what do you mean??" he said a little smile

" You live in one that's got you?" he said he was joking with me.

I almost laughed because of the question.

" no, I pump the Asi."

" Oo..later to big dong huh?"

" so his ASI's out a lot?" he said with a smile.

" Have you been.already malem?" I said.

" when will it be again?" I said quickly to finish.

" Bentar Estu, I want to kiss my son??" said later.

Then came the sound of kissing from her that I used to hear.

Shortly before I close this video call, I return the camera to the front camera.

He smiled at me.

" Oh yeah, good night. Thank you, huh??" he said with a smile.

but still see clearly his reddened eyes.

I stared at her flat then I closed the call.

*******

Not knowing that he was crying. withstanding the true sense of longing for his two children.

Not that he didn't know, he was trying to find a gap in my conversation.

offering words of tickling words that invite laughter.

habits that you always present in our homes.

indeed, shortly after Arcelio was born, four months ago.I chose to go home to my mother.Because I gave birth to Cesar no one helped take care of me, Danesh and Arcelio.

I intentionally did while preparing a lawsuit against him.

All I prepared, to this day in this situation.

I've prepared to repay you. Honestly, I want you to be sick. Just like I am feeling the pain of your betrayal.

I'm sorry if I don't reply in the same way you did.

I can hurt you Tampa gave my body to anyone.

********

" So, what are you going to do with Kha??" ade asked me while pulling the Vape he was holding. I stared at her, then drank my orange ice.

" I'll continue, will I want to?" I said a little slowly.

Ade looked surprised, he held my shoulder.

" You're as serious as you are Kha??" I asked him. I just nodded slowly.

" Continue... What is your commitment you used to say?" ask again.

" Don't you want to take the heart of Estu's parents, correct your mistakes.as a sign of gratitude, a sign of gratitude you are the same as Estu's parents who have raised your dignity!?" he said a little pressing.I stared at him inside.

" What do you do, do I keep all of this.?"

" I've been dumped in his heart, been dumped in his life!!?" I said a little loudly.

Ade looked around the cafeteria, where we were talking.

" Slowly in your voice Kha?" he said softly while putting his index finger in front of his lips.

I just stared at him silently.

" How many times have I apologized to him, to his parents while crying blood..? won't he apologize to me !?"

" Especially from the beginning of his parents, his family didn't like me?"

" I'm SUNDA. Aib for his family can my son-in-law Sunda this!" say

" In addition I do not know myself.complete is my fault?!" I said with a cynical smile.

" I'd rather be in his aja he wants, than whine apologies, call in him or come to his parents' house.for free!?"

" who am I getting away from as my son de?" I said a little sad.

" I intend to give a living to my son also rejected De..He said no need, just a tube?"

" What's trying to mean??" say

Ade grabbed my shoulder while taking a breath.

" You're not the other intention behind this, are you Kha?"

I looked into her meaningful eyes.

" You mean!?" I said with eyes clashing against each other and then I laughed blankly

" No.. I've never met Livi, or called, not even a message?" answer me.

" It's been almost a year since De, I don't argue with him."

" I don't know where she is or how she is?!" i said again.

" Don't be with him, the same other girl I had a mating intention, or look for another.?"

" I'm dizzy with my life De, gini very huh??" my lament.

" I don't know what my fate is here??" i said again.

***********

My father-in-law was a senior official in the SOE office where I now serve.

I can be accepted here because of his interference. His influence is still felt even though he has retired since a few years ago.

There are many colleagues in this office.

I could be in Mutation or early retirement. I don't know. I'm really a little worried about my own fate.

And, after I broke up with Livia over the scandal we got caught by Estu and the family.then we split up.

I knew Livia myself by accident.

At that time I came to the hospital where Rudi was treated for DHF. I didn't know before that Livi was her cousin's sister who was studying her final semester at the economics faculty. We met, he was just ordinary at the time.

Then he hitchhiked in my car to go to one of the buildings I was about to cross.

Honestly, maybe Rudi is more of a jerk than me. His wife's children are not taken care of. have a sugar baby not to mention his behavior is very absurd. Unexplainable

When I scooped up a little information from Livi about Si Rudi, he was not unaware of it, but deliberately silent.

Starting from asking each other questions, Meet and like.

Honestly I feel something at the wrong time.

Livia actually knew I was married, and she was engaged to her boyfriend five years ago, Panca.

I don't think he wants to be with me because of money or material things he's after.

I kept approaching her not because I was tempted by her face, body or something I wanted from her. I was curious about the feeling that grew so fast inside my chest, like a very powerful booster mood.

We were really in love, admiring each other maybe?

I admit, the longer the feeling in my chest and the thoughts in my head seemed to explode.

I want more and more after getting to know her.

My words, my eyes, my treatment of her are all clear. Tampa thought, he was the same.

For almost two years I had an illicit relationship with her.

We've done everything, absolutely. sometimes I live with her in the apartment, rationing the day with Estu.

Until finally, Stu began to suspect myself.

until I dare to say my intention to polygamy from her.