Pursuing My Husband's First Love
Mariam's Request

"The age has entered the 12th week Mom, everything is good just that Mariam's mother's blood pressure is low only 80/50, we will check again after the infusion runs out if it has risen at least 90/60 Mothers can go home, but you have to rest a lot."

"Thank you, Doc," said Teh Desi as soon as the doctor left the room.

Mariam was silent, expressionless. When Teh Desi told him earlier he was angry and in disbelief. Now, he had heard everything directly from the doctor. The New World he dreamed of is now back in complete darkness.

"Mba Mariam .. strong well!"

"I think all this time I was just constipation because of my poor diet, I was so focused on my efforts that I forgot to pay attention to the changes in my own body" Mariam said with a blank look.

"How about this, Tea?" ask Mariam dead-end.

"Talk carefully about all this with Mr. Moses, Mba," suggested Teh Desi.

"No Tea" refused Mariam. He forced himself up and leaned against his pillow, Mariam grabbed the hand of Desi Tea and asked him to sit down.

"Teh, help me once more" said Mariam with a hopeful look at Desi Tea.

"Only God knows about this pregnancy, I beg .. keep this a secret from my ex-husband, and from Medina."

"No way, Mba! Teteh can not .. This is the right of your son Mba and the right of Mr. Moses as his father to know that he also has a child in the womb Mba Mariam."

"But she has turned me on Mba, and I don't want to because this pregnancy Mizan changed her mind" forced Mariam.

"Can't talaq for pregnant women not be, Mba?" ask Desi Tea.

"Fixed can be, and the time of iddah of the woman being ingested in a state of pregnancy is until she gives birth."

"But Mba, it's not fair to the child in the womb of Mba Mariam, however she has a father."

"Teh, I beg you!" Mariam tightened her hand grip on Desi tea, and tried to ask for help wholeheartedly.

"Mba .. sooner or later Mba Mariam's pregnancy will be known to people, Mba will not be able to cover it continuously, let alone the child will be born in time, later, either Mba Medina or Mr. Moses will know someday."

"At least until Mizan manages to take care of our divorce legally, lest he find out, Tea. Next I'll think about it."

Desi Tea received Mariam's request heavily, in addition to worrying about Mariam's condition she also thought about the fate of the business that Mariam had just pioneered. In addition to the place where it hangs life, Desi Tea also knows the place of life for Mariam.

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Mariam stood looking at her reflection in the mirror. With a dressing that fits on his body is clearly visible his stomach is slightly bent. The tiredness and tiredness that he had always felt he fought with a cup of coffee.

In addition, he felt nothing more, considering the busyness that seized his energy and mind all this time.

When Mizan is willing to release herself and say talak, then the pregnancy that she got. Mariam began to cry, squeezing and banging her stomach repeatedly, before finally slumping and limping.

"I don't want this child Ya Alloh," lamented Mariam in between her sobs.

"Why did You give me this kind of trial?!"

"I never stopped and kept praying that I would be given a way out of my marriage bond with them, why did You give me this child when the way out was in front of my eyes, O Allah .... "

"I have never been this desperate with my prayers, why .. why .... why ...!" raung Mariam was full of sadness.

"It should have never happened that night ... !" sorry Mariam.

Desi tea rushed from the shophouse to Mariam's house after getting word from Lisa that Mariam was crying all day until it frightened Octavia.

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"Mba Mariam ... Mba ...!" Time and again Desi Tea knocked and called in front of the room door, but there was no answer. Later, Desi Tea tells Lisa to invite Octavia to play outside.

After Okta left, Desi Tea decided to enter Mariam's room. Mariam sat leaning against the wall with her hair tied up in disarray, while still continuing to beat her stomach and cry.

"Astaghfirullohaladzim ... Mba!"

Desi Tea ran over to Mariam and held her hands together to stop.

"Istighfar Mba, this child is innocent."

"This kid shouldn't exist, Mba. He's going to screw things up" said Mariam.

"Istighfar Mba, Istighfar!" said Teh Desi with a loud voice and snapped.

Mariam stopped trying to beat her own stomach. His body was still and continued to cry with regret. Desi tea embraced and calmed her down.

"Teeth know this is heavy, but Mba Mariam has to be strong. The child is sustenance from Allah. And the boy had nothing wrong!"

There was no answer from Mariam other than a cry, she realized what she had just done was wrong.

"Mba Mariam must be strong, if this Mba Mariam has no choice but to tell Mr. Moses or Mba Mariam's parents."

"Don't do it, Tea!" mariam was panicking.

"But still afraid of sin if you let Mba Mariam this way, especially if something happens to the content of Mba Mariam, you must feel guilty too, Mba!" say Desi Tea with sadness.

"Don't Tea, I beg you!"

"Mba Mariam has to promise to be strong, don't be like this!"

"Yes Tea, I'm really khilaf."

Desi tea helped Mariam get up and wet her to get back to resting on her bed. Desi tea also helps Mariam re-tidy her hair. The sad face and tear marks are still clearly visible and blend with the pale face of Mariam.

"Mba Mariam must rise, in addition to this child and Octavia there is a convection that needs Mba Mariam," said Teh Desi encouraging.

"Why should this all be a burden, Mba? Mba Mariam should make it as a spirit to further prove that Mr. Moses' decision to release Mba Mariam was not wrong," continued Teh Desi trying to invite Mariam to see this test from another point of view.

"Metul is also Tea, ah. Why am I so narrow and short-minded!"

Suddenly there was a sound of knocking and greeting from the front door. Desi tea was pounding towards the door to find out who was coming.

"Mba Medina?"

"Assalamu'alaikum, Desi Tea."

"Wa-waalaikumsalam," Teh Desi replied stammeredly, Medina's arrival with Mba Lastri made her nervous.

"Mba Mariam is there? Medina went to the store but she said Mba Mariam was sick again, so Medina came here." Medina spoke of the purpose of her arrival.

"Please enter Mba Medina." Desi tea went straight to the room to tell Mariam who was coming.

Soon enough, Desi Tea returned to meet Medina and told her to enter Mariam's room.

"Good thanks, Tea" said Medina as she went inside.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Medina hesitated.

"Waalaikumsalam," replied Mariam while trying to show her firmness.

"What is Mariam's pain?" ask Medina.

"I'm just tired, don't worry, nothing serious."

Medina looked at Mariam's face that looked so tired.

'Are you well after Mas Musa, Mba?' inner Medina.

'Why does your face and condition show otherwise?'

"Why bengong, Din?" mariam's question made Medina come to her senses from her mind.

"What's wrong? Why look at me?" ask Mariam again.

"No papa, Mba. Just wanted to make friends, but it turned out that Mba Mariam was sick, so Medina came here."

"Did Mizan say everything? Is that why you're looking for me?"

"Hem, actually yes. Medina felt like a fool who knew nothing until you split up like this."

"Everything that happens is purely because of our problems, it has nothing to do with you, so why should you know and get involved" Mariam said.

"Your answers are almost similar, and. It makes me feel even more stupid."

"Don't make a drama, Din."

"Mba Mariam does not look all right now, why did Mba ask for talak?"

"It's none of your business, Din! Please stop!"

"But Medina felt guilty, Mba Mariam must still love Mas Musa, as well as Mas Musa, so what is your real reason?"

"I'm sick of your curious attitude and meddling, stop, Din!" snapped Mariam.

"And Medina is sick of being haunted by guilt for having to be among you, Mba!" exciting Medina.

Mariam was silent and thoughtless with Medina's way of thinking.

"What do you want now?" ask Mariam in despair.

"Guess Mba, if Mba Mariam is devastated by this separation, say that Mba Mariam is sorry," asked MedinaMedina to corner Mariam, Mariam looked at Medina with a face of disbelief.

"All right, I confess. I'm devastated by this farewell." Mariam looked at Medina's eyes.

"Are you not a good woman? The sholeah wife? Angel-heart?"

"Now I have one request, which you must make!"

"What is that, Mba?" medina asked doubtfully.

"Please promise, you have to do it!"

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