Pursuing My Husband's First Love
You asked me to marry your husband

[Assalamualaikum, Medina's prayer, Medina will propose to Mba Mariam with Mother]

I did not expect Medina to be so desperate to come to Mariam, especially by bringing my mother. Without waiting any longer, I immediately left my job and rushed home. I have to prevent Medina from doing anything stupid. It's only fitting that I feel awkward about the sudden arrival of my mother.

"Academy ...!"

Looks like I'm late, Mariam's eyes are wet. My mother, and Medina were shocked, and Mariam's mother was panicked to see her daughter's condition.

"Sir, we've agreed not to do this, why are you reckless?"

"Mas, but ...,"

"And you involve Mom in this matter, I don't understand at all the way your mind Dek, many times mas say no, but why did you catch him another?" I was so emotional seeing Medina's reckless actions.

Honestly, I can't bear to see Mariam slump like this. The pain in his heart seemed to penetrate to my heart. The light of his eyes was gone, his face was faint, his eyes blackened, with an increasingly thin face and a thin body. But my feelings seemed to grow many times more than the previous one.

"Mariah ... !" I cried when I saw his body was limp.

It was almost a sassy hand touching her, if my mother hadn't pulled over and resuscitated me.

"Mba ... Wake up Mba, Ya Allah strengthen my son!"

"I understand the good intentions of Mother Aini and family, but it seems my son has not really escaped the suffering. Please understand Ms ... Mba ... My ... !" said Mariam's mother.

"I'm sorry ma'am ..," said my mother, helping to put a fragrance on Mariam's nose.

Mariam finally responded again, My mother immediately gave tea that she had not had time to touch Mariam.

At first glance I glanced at Medina who was just looking down, maybe she was sorry or remained cool with this polygamy.

"Mom's sorry Mba Mariam, I'm really sorry!" said Mother.

"Din ... !" call Mariam.

"Yes Mba,"

"Do you not empathize in the slightest ... upon my husband's departure?" ask Mariam weakly.

Again, Medina was only able to remain silent.

"A little ... ?" continued Mariam.

"Mba .. I was just thinking of reducing your burden Mba, for the sake of Allah I found a clue in Istihkarahku Mba. .. sorry if my intention was wrong in Mba Mariam's eyes."

"You insulted me ... ! Trampling on my marriage ... !" mariam said slowly but with great pressure that showed she was very angry.

"It's true, I used to love your husband a lot, but .. That was!"

"It doesn't mean you can take for granted the love that Mas Bian gave me."

Mariam again shed tears, she seemed very difficult to breathe because she was holding tightness in her heart. Mariam, seeing you like this is ruining me.

"Even ... The grave is still red, and you could ask me to marry your husband?"

Though his words were shown to Medina, but my heart felt torn to shreds. My mother cried, regretting her decision to obey her daughter-in-law's wishes.

"Mizan?" Mariam turned her eyes to me, "Is this how you educate your wife?"

"True .. forgive me for not being so good at educating my wife!" I cried, heartfelt tears for the one I truly loved.

"Mas ... !" Medina shuffled out of her chair and sat down and cried beside me. Medina and I were asking Mariam for forgiveness.

"If I wanted to, I could have taken Mizan completely out of your hands, you know? I'm not one to share, let alone a husband."

Medina was surprised by Mariam's words, she grew increasingly intrigued and held tightly to the end of her robe.

"Answer! Are you going to give up your husband entirely to me?" Medina was unable to answer, while we were all mute in the roar of tears each only Mariam spoke.

"Good intentions don't be half-hearted, don't share your husband with me, give him away completely! Show me that your intentions are good!" mariam urged.

"Already Mba ... do not continue," interrupted Mariam's mother.

"Mother .. look, they came just to insult me, they insulted my husband, Mom!" Mariam again blasts her tears in the arms of the mother.

"I'll give it!" exclaimed Medina, her hands clenched.

"Istighfar Deck!" I said half-snap

"Why Mas? I'm just an unloved wife, I have no reason to hold on," Medina began to have trouble regulating her breathing.

"And Mas Musa could not cover that Mas still loved Mba Mariam very much, as sweet as Mas Musa treated me, Mas Musa's heart still did not turn away from Mba Mariam. I'm just a barrier."

"Originally happy, I'm willing ... !"

I don't understand Medina's way of thinking, I'm disappointed in her. Of all my efforts to love her, she doesn't appreciate it. To be honest, I've started to love Medina even though it's not as big as I feel for Mariam. Did he not feel it at all?! I'm disappointed.

Mariam stared intently at Medina, I knew she was just threatening, she didn't really want something like this to happen.

"Istighfar ye Nduk!" My mother chimed in, "Don't talk carelessly, especially in a state of heart and mind that is not as stable!"

"Mother did not come here for this Nduk, already if indeed Mba Mariam refused, we must appreciate, indeed we are wrong, came not at the right time," continued my mother.

"I'm sorry Mba Mariam, I'm sorry and I feel guilty, I'm ashamed to act rashly." My mother hugged Mariam and her mother.

"Mba Mariam still shok Bu Aini, forgive my son!" timpal mariam's.

"Mother ... Medina please! Appreciate the sacrifice of Medina for Mas Musa, just this once .. let Mas Musa decide, Medina sincerely if Mas Musa wants to marry Mba Mariam."

Medina's words again brought silence to this room. Everyone was sad about Medina's words.

"Say Mas, this is an opportunity to justify the feelings that have been tormenting your inner Mas" urged Medina.

My heart was disappointed in Medina's recent behavior, let alone her outrageous actions, until she had to implicate my mother. We often talk about not marrying Mariam.

He was really busy counting what he didn't have, until he didn't realize the presence of the love I was starting to give him.

I stared at Mariam and Medina alternately, my heart eager to bring my body flying to Mariam and hugging her.

"I'm not going to marry Mariam!"

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