Pursuing My Husband's First Love
Sacrifice Medina

"I'm not going to marry Mariam!" reject Moses.

"You better go!" expel Mariam.

"Mba .. think again Mba, please!" pinta Medina with pity.

"From the beginning I knew you, I was suspicious of your crazy way of thinking .. But I didn't expect you to go this far, you just kept putting salt in my wounds!"

"I'm sorry, Mba, I'm sorry ...!"

"Sir, let's go!"

Moses immediately drew Medina's hand, saying goodbye after making a scene. Mariam just stared at their departure.

"Mom, is this what it's like to be insulted because of a widow's status?" ask Mariam.

"You must be strong, Mba!"

"You also have to get up, no one tells you to forget your husband, but constantly grieving is also not good, look you have Oktavia, he's your responsibility Mba, you have to think for his future," continued Mother.

"But the departure of Mas Bian was only yesterday, ma'am" Mariam said.

"Keep it until when? Your husband must also be sad to see your situation like this Mba, how can you trust and calm down to let you stay here while your condition has not been convincing? Or are you coming home with mom?"

Mariam just silently heard her mother's proposal, she realized that she had been too carried away by the flow of sadness without even trying to fight back. Oktavia, the little girl in charge, how to make her happy even if she's an orphan? All the questions about tomorrow flashed in Mariam's heart.

"Mba .. If indeed you are not ready to find a replacement, think Octavia, sooner or later he will need a father figure, if you do not want to give it, present the figure of father and mother at once to yourself, not weakly like this, rise up Son!"

"Mother's right ... Oktavia is Mas Bian's most treasured possession, I have to look after him."

"Good son, let's get up ... I'm sure you can."

Meanwhile, Medina was facing great anger from Moses and also disappointment from her Mother-in-law.

"Astaghfirullohaladzim ... !" Moses laid his body on the chair, his hands covered his face.

"It was a shame, now answered Mother, Zan! Do you really not want to marry Mba Mariam?"

Moses rolled his eyes, and he was silent about the debate between his heart and his logic.

"Medina's intentions are good, see how your wife wants you to be happy, she suffers when her husband is still thinking about another woman, but he was heartened instead of jealous or angry he wanted to make the woman honey for him. You want to look everywhere will not find a big hearted woman like Medina," defended Bu Aini on her daughter-in-law.

"Mother is ashamed of Zan, it turns out you can't appreciate your wife's feelings .. Now answer honestly, do you want to or not? I can try to keep your household with Medina intact but you can also marry Mariam as your second wife," said Ms. Aini, Medina only listened to her with small pranks from her mouth.

"I do love Mariam, Mom, but I can't afford polygamy, nor can I let go of Medina, let me keep Mariam in prayer."

After Ms. Aini closed the door of the guest room, Moses immediately grabbed her wife's hand and led her into the room, Medina crazily followed her husband.

Medina sat on the edge of the bed, in front of her Moses was seen pacing back and forth.

"Say Deck, has it really failed to educate you?"

"You have dared to do something rash even without the consent of the mas, and also involve my mother in this matter, say, when did the mas say I want to marry Mariam?"

Medina just bowed silently, during her marriage just this time she saw her husband this angry.

"Mas .. sorry Medina was just tired, Mas Musa always said no, but Mas Musa's heart said the opposite, mas more often dream and delirium Mba Mariam name, my heart hurts Mas ...."

"But that's no reason for you to be reckless and make Mariam think back to her husband's departure."

"Mas ... Even now I'm sick of it, I'm sorry. Mas's not mad because I proposed to Mba Mariam, is he? Mas was angry because I made Mba Mariam cry and went back to sad, didn't Mas?"

"It's like this Mas who hurt me, it hurts Mas! I am tired, I have to do something, even if I have to give up Mas for Mba Mariam, I will try sincerely! I will survive even more and more broken!" Medina poured out her heartache.

"Mas loves you, Deck! You focus too much on Mariam but you forget to appreciate what you have!"

"Making Mba Mariam your wife is how I love you, Mom! I want you to be happy."

Moses was at a loss for his wife's position.

"Even if I wanted to, it wouldn't be easy to melt Mariam's heart, you didn't see Dek, she just tested you but didn't really want you to let me go and marry her. Mas knows full well, she loves her late husband."

"And I know very well, Mas still loves him and Mba Mariam once loved you, Mas. Mba Mariam just wasn't ready, but I'm sure there's still a feeling in her heart for you, Mas!"

"Enough, Deck!"

Moses silenced Medina with all his strength.

Medina wept lamenting her fate, had she been pregnant she would not have been this crazy to want Mariam as her honey. She realizes that sharing a husband is not easy, she must be ready to get hurt at any time. But, in his present position he only had Moses only his body, while his heart had not yet turned away from Mariam.

"In fact I never really had you Mas, so why should I be afraid to share even loss, Mas knows, actually I'm the one who's begging to ask Mba Mariam to share a little space in your heart for me Mas!"

"If Mba Mariam doesn't want to share it, I'd better go."

"Astaghfirullohaladzim ... ! Your deck's been too far bad to think. All this time I kept trying to pull Mariam over and replace her with you. Enough's enough! Mas doesn't want to talk about it anymore, Mas won't let you go or polygamy, forget your crazy ideas and try to think positively, "said Moses.

"Mas has one week as long as Mom is still here, Mas think clearly, don't try to resist try to understand I mean, I'm tired of expecting your love, perhaps by presenting Mba Mariam will make Mas touched by my sacrifice, and I hope Mas can love me."

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