My love is just one
98. I'm sorry for that too "

How can I say the words, "I'm sorry" when I know that those words are not enough to have been so deep and hurt you? "How dare I ask you to forgive me when I know I cannot forgive myself?" Will you forgive all my bad actions, I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but let me turn into a better man, and please believe me, that from now on our relationship will be free from tears, lies, and insults. I love you forever, will you marry me !"

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A car stopped in front of a dormitory belonging to the soldier's daughter. In front of him there is a fairly tight guard post and can not be careless people to enter. There were two female soldiers and one male soldier standing near the post.

Ballawa looked back and saw Pramoedya watching the dormitory. Ballawa smiled like dropping off a friend who was about to lose a bet on his date this time.

"You sure this is Bal's place?"

"Yes mas Pram.. based on information obtained from Leroy's friends, it is here where the residence of Nadya's mother or who is known by the name of Nana during her duty to accompany Mother Aleesha... he was apparently the right hand of the wife of General Gaffar, well during in Semarang, she tharus died in the mess of female soldiers. But if we visit last night, we'll definitely be rejected, unless we bring a warrant, so I think it's the right time!" How about Pram? are you ready for our plan?

"Wait.. You just check there, Ball !"

Pramoedya Pramono was still watching the dormitory and saw some female soldiers were getting ready for morning sports.  He still gathered his courage . Seen once expression of his concern . How could he be told to go in alone. What kind of idea is that. Sung in the heart.

"Mas Pram... if I'm the one who mengchek, how could mas Pram can get sorry from mbak Nana .. the woman was happy to be persuaded because she must have come out when she saw the struggle of Pram mas!" Don't forget to bring the roses !"

Pramoedya finally stepped out. All four men waited in the car. Indeed, they also hope that Nana can forgive Pramoedya and establish a loving relationship.

The four men in the car were very hopeful that their duties accompanying Pramoedya could end if Pram mas could marry Nana. They had thought through the plan carefully and hoped that the man could convince Nana. Along the way from Bengalis, they convince Pramoedya to dare to account for his mistake and apologize directly if they want to knit love back with Nana.

When entering the gate of the dormitory, an officer stopped Pramoedya who was carrying the red rose.

"Stop... Who do you want to meet? "This is not a visiting hour !"

"Yes ma'am..sorry..I just want to see my lover last time, before I die....can you allow me to see him one last time !" please mom!" please help me to call Nana here for a minute!"

"No one named Nana here !" Please go !" We have to exercise in the morning!"

"Please ma'am!"

"Go young man, before I expel you in a rude manner!" You know the rule here, only accept guests at visiting hours.and that's later on Friday afternoon!" Go!"

"Mom..it's so important ma'am, I could die if I didn't see him!" please," said Pramoedya, placing his hand on his chest as a symbol of petition.

"It's too weak for you to die, you deserve to be left by your lover!" Go, you're not worth having a soldier's wife!" You don't have a leader's soul and give up easily !" It's not worth it if my army has a model husband like you!"

"Nana... Nana.... Nana... I'm here to apologize. Can you meet me for a minute !" Nana!"  Pramoedya shouted loudly and repeatedly.

'hey.. You challenge me!" The woman in army uniform finally pulled Pramoedya outside the gate and pushed him roughly.

This is the first lifetime of abuse by a woman. Usually the people around him are very respectful and friendly to him . He wanted to get angry at the woman but he remembered his purpose. Wet bitch, thought Pramoedya, I should get an apology from her.

"Nana.... Nana," cried Pramoedya loudly from outside the gate.

The action provoked some female soldiers who were exercising to run and smile at his actions.The soldiers still continued their run and ignored the man who was screaming outside the gate.

"Nana... Nana... I'm sorry!"  Nana... Just meet me for a second!" Please nana!"

For a while Pramoedya was still clamoring outside the gate of the mess. Until a white car had to get out of the dormitory and made the guard officers have to open the gate again.

But when the gate was opened, the car immediately drove up and headed to where Pramoedya was preparing to enter and it was quite surprising to him. Almost got hit and made him pull over .

The car's glass door opened and showed the figure of a flap-haired woman using black glasses. From inside the car, the woman screamed a little and made Pramoedya stunned to look at her. Nana. That's Nana.

"Come in Pram's mas.don't yell!" We're talking outside the dorm !" Nadya said a little loudly and urged the man to get into his car immediately.

Pramoedya smiled entering the white car. She smiled happily to see the face she missed so much. The car drove off when he was sitting next to the wheel.

When Pramoedya entered the car, Ballawa's car and her friends followed from some distance. They must be able to follow without being seen, in order for the Pramoedya mission to succeed.

Nadya continued to drive very fast towards the outskirts of Semarang and towards Salatiga. Somewhere, the car suddenly stopped. He took a breath. Along the way he finds out, Pramoedya notices him and asks him to reduce his speed, but Nadya keeps driving very fast.

""mas Pram, what do you want to say ?" Nadya is cold.

"I.. I .. I, want to apologize, Na !"

"Have forgotten it. You were drunk at the time.assume nothing happened!" Now Mas Pram has to go back to Jakarta and I will take Mas Pram to the railway station waspang, yes !"

"Yes I've forgiven you but please mas Pram not bothering me anymore !" Go home, and then old man Pram blames me !" Please mas Pram, please stay away from me, let me manage my life well...

"Nana.. I can take care of you, I want to marry you and make you my only wife!"

"Go to Pram...!" I have forgiven you!"

"Well, if you're still like that, you haven't forgiven me. I'm under the influence of drugs... allow me.."

"It's Pram mas. I even know who did it !" But what can I do, please let me live my life in peace !"

Pramoedya. He took a breath and recalled what Ballawa and Leeroy had ordered along the way. Let go of prestige and plead with the right words. That's their message. I've got to do it.

"Nana, do you know why I only now dare to meet you, I gathered all my courage and talked to my father!"

Nadya was surprised and reflexively turned to the man who was pleading with her and her heart was slightly touched hearing those words. He really told his father. The man he wanted to kill was already in front of his eyes, but he wanted to kill not only this man.had to be with his older sister and mother who were living comfortably in the palace.

"Nana..... How can I say the words, "I'm sorry" when I know that those words are not enough to have been so deep and hurt you? "How dare I ask you to forgive me when I know I cannot forgive myself?" Will you forgive all my bad actions, I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but let me turn into a better man, and please believe me, that from now on our relationship will be free from tears, lies, and insults. I love you forever, will you marry me !"

"married ?" Mas Pram is sure of the often strange and arbitrary mas speech?"

"yes, I've been thinking about it all this time and I'll marry you if you're willing."

"I'm sorry I'm not willing to marry Pram's mas."

"I'm gonna get my dad to propose to you here and you're gonna get everybody to know about me that my dad is hiding!" You must know the impact, right.."

"Mas Pram sure the Pram mas family agrees with Pram's ridiculous act ?" Not necessarily successful threats to be made mas Pram...

"remain calm..I will prove my point..Please wait for me, I will take my parents to propose to you, 'at the end of this month we are married, how?" Where do you want to live?" I already bought you a house in Palembang, how about?"

"Hah.. mas Pram don't dream !" Remember our status is very different and also I don't love you!"

"Father, I can make you love me. I will change, Na ...  So please forgive me, yes !" and marry me!"

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