My love is just one
135. Best Papa candidate

I'll take care of you and protect you... I won't let you experience what I've experienced, my son!"

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Nadia woke up because her stomach was stroking full of tenderness. Wanting to get angry but Nadia soon realized, this man is more entitled even though he is not the true owner of the fetus in the womb. The man slowly dipped his stomach cloth while whispering softly.

"Papa's son is healthy always yes..!" Forgive me for being so mean to your mama!"

Pramoedya whispered back, "You must be like your smart and brave mama and be willing to forgive papa!"

The hoarse voice of Pramoedya really sounded sincere in Nadia's ears . The man who was once famous for being arrogant, strange and arbitrary changed drastically when he found out he was pregnant. Pramoedya became a responsible adult man and a hard worker.

The man really loved Nadia and believed whatever Nadia said. And the man really believed that what was in the nadia was his flesh and blood.

The strange Pramoedya has turned into a responsible adult man and is increasingly diligent in working and trying hard to develop a distributor of fish and food typical of Palembang to various regions in Indonesia, he has become a responsible and committed man in his marriage.

Nadia is actually quite comfortable living with Pramoedya, but her hatred for Pramoedya's family makes her close her eyes to the kindness and love given by the man, he said, moreover, the man had once made one fatal mistake to her.

Three weeks after they married, Nadia informed them that she was pregnant and that Pramoedya had screwed her repeatedly on their wedding night.

And Pramoedya believed that because he was under the influence of liquor and every time he wanted to fuck Nadia, she was always reasonable, the trauma of the rape he had committed made him have to drink wine so that he could serve Pramoedya.

Pramoedya immediately informed his father and it was greeted with joy by the in-laws. His father Pramoedya wanted to immediately welcome the presence of an unidentified baby. It made Nadia quite happy that her in-laws wanted a child she contained.

"My dear.. are you awake?"

Nadia flinched from her daydream because the call from her husband who was already sitting watched her attentively.

"What do you want to eat today? Mumpung again in Jakarta... do you want to eat what baby?"   BIar papa around Jakarta to find it and dede baby will be healthy always."

Nadia smiled sincerely. " I'm not hungry yet.. but I want to drink milk only.. Can Pram make it?"

"Of course, papa will make it for mama and dede baby!"

"Thank you Pram.. You have become the best papa for the dede. hopefully our child can be a great and proud child!"

"Of course, honey, wait, I'll have milk for you."

Nadia's pregnancy really made Pramoedya change. He did not want his son to lose the affection he never had from his parents, as he had.

Pramoedya promised in his heart he would make Nadia and their children happy. He smiled cheerfully towards the kitchen to make a milk drink for Nadia. Imagine his life will be full of happiness because he will live with the woman he loves and their children later.

"I promise to make you both happy.I will take care of you with my life.I won't let anyone interfere with your life..!"

Pramoedya still with a happy smile towards Nadia's room. He brought a glass of milk and handed it to Nadia, a glass of warm chocolate milk.

"Drink baby  !"

"Thank you Pram." Nadia picked up the glass given by her husband and began to gulp down the chocolate milk. It was warm and went straight down to his throat and his stomach was instantly warm.

"Enak very you know Pram.. You are indeed a great papa candidate!"

Nadia really felt the change in attitude from the old Pramoedya and the present Pramoedya. But he can't love this guy. She has not been able to forgive the man's guilt and made her mistake a shield to reject the man's request and carry out her duties as a wife.

When the glass of milk ran out and Nadia intended to get out of her bed to the kitchen, the man pulled her hand and prevented himself from getting up and taking the glass from his hand.

"Nad...

Pramoedya deliberately stopped Nadia's steps and pulled his wife's hand so as to make Nadia sit on her bed.

He gripped his wife's fingers tightly. He knew his wife was a great woman and was able to kick her if she really put all her strength into it.

"I'm sorry about the old me, Nad.."

"Yes." Yeah." Nadia was short and she did not want to look at her husband.

Nadia chose to tidy up her position and tried to look the other way in the room.  Nadia knew Pramoedya regretted her mistake and always apologized after learning she was pregnant with her child. But he has to do his job. And Pramoedya is a point that will help his success. He must be firm and must not be influenced by Pramoedya's sweet attitude.

"Nad..thank you for being my wife.I know in the past I was not a good man.... I know I'm the bad guy .. but can we go to the doctor or what that is ... I want to make you feel neither afraid nor hate me and look at me when we make love.I feel like you regret the child's presence... he's my flesh and blood. I want him to get the complete love of both his parents..!

Nadia was speechless to hear it and felt a little uncomfortable. Slightly stunned and the answer felt touching to the bottom of his heart. Nadia smiled and tried to calm her husband, who felt that the man was increasingly regretting the mistakes he had made in the past.

"Nad, can you forgive me slowly. It doesn't matter that you always reject me every time I want you, but as long as you let my son live happily... I want to give her the best love from her mom and dad..."

"I learned to forget the past is mas Pram. please mas understand.. I am studying.. if I do not learn, maybe we will not marry mas Pram...

"You know Nad. I never felt the complete affection of my parents... I will take care of you and this child.I will not let anyone hurt him. I will take care of him with my life.may Nad... I want to be a responsible father."

Without ever being prevented, tears trickled down Nadia's cheeks.  The words of the man he had hated so much and he married this man with the sole purpose of easing his revenge, increasingly making Nadia more guilty.

Tears were still dripping on Nadia's cheek, She had wiped it off several times but why were these tears getting so heavy.  It made Pramoedya approach him and help wipe with his index finger .

"I'm sorry I was wrong. Don't hurt yourself and our child!"  Pramoedya held his wife's body slowly into his arms.

A sense of warmth began to spread to Nadia's heart, Somehow her hatred for Pramoedya has begun to decrease. A little guilt, whether mas Pram will be like this if he finds out that he is not his son.

Nadia was still hiccupping in Pramoedya's arms and the man really let her cry in his arms. If this was Pramoedya who used to be arrogant and arbitrary, of course this would not happen.if Pramoedya did not change like this.

I cannot betray my duty and mission. I cannot betray Handoyo, but I cannot ignore Pramoedya's kindness and sincerity.  Don't forget about the origin of Pramoedya mas, he's General Suhartono's evil son and made both my parents die.

But mas pram is too good if ignored continuously.His fault if I want both. I am not the legal wife of Pramoedya. Just lawful.

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Thank you for reading it faithfully. Sorry in my place again difficult signal, just to the city just straight forward. Stay Healthy guys... Love you all