My love is just one
96. I'm sorry I never trusted you

If a woman has chosen you, she has put her trust in your leadership.

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General Gaffar opened his uniform and threw it at his aide. He just used a white shirt and picked up a short-sleeved shirt.  Gaffar chose to enter Adiguna's car after asking the man who had just become his adopted child for several days.

"Street !"  Gaffar's voice when sitting next to Adiguna.

Adiguna's car drove away from Gatot Subroto hospital. Indeed, Adiguna/Handoyo was confused about where to go, so he chose to direct to the residence of General Gaffar. But the man finally made a sound and gave a direction to the destination where they should go.

"You can drive tonight until Semarang. In?" Gaffar asked as he leaned his head against his chair that had been made to half-sleep.

"Cable pa, I can drive all day because I once drove from Palembang to Jakarta, but I don't know the road to get there yet !" I've never been to Semarang, so how about pa?"

Adiguna deliberately showed Gaffar that he was a less experienced man and only knew the Palembang area, he had to withdraw Gaffar's trust in order to bring him to his leadership and realize his hopes as soon as possible.

"Don't worry, I've served there for several years, so I memorized even though I closed my eyes. Now the road just continues to go to the toll road cikampek ya!"

"Well papa. .. emh do we need to contact mama Aleesha first, pa regarding our arrival there? I'm afraid he's got a job out of town?"

"Grandfather, that's paddy my aide has reported on his activities today.I guess he stays at my house !"

"Oh.. thank goodness !"  Adiguna smiled and continued to focus on driving.

A bit of happiness appeared in his heart, a sudden visit to Semarang due to the information just received by General Gaggar this is a fortune that he can allow to meet with Nadia. Adiguna was so eager to accompany General Gaffar on his way to Semarang that he almost forgot that he had to ask for directions often.

"You have to drive over the north lane yeah, once you get to Cirebon, we can take turns driving, if you're tired, Di!"

"No papa, I'm not sleepy, take a break first papa, if later I am confused determine the direction, I will wake papa,"

"Actually I'm not tired, I'm just upset with myself.Why Aleesha was willing to lie to me for so many years, I should know, I was so angry and didn't want to hear the slightest explanation, I should be able to hear.. I'm a selfish guy, huh Di?'

Gaffar opened the conversation and Adiguna just kept quiet to listen to him. He must play the role of a friend or child who will be trusted by his father. Adiguna continued to be silent and did not comment on anything until Gaffar spoke again.

"I should have known him better.I was stupid to have suspected him for years, ....Aleesha couldn't have betrayed my marriage if it wasn't for Yona. He loved your mother very much, Di .. regardless of how I related to your father, ...  it's just that he fell in love with another woman when he already had a woman who gave him 4 children. You are different from the other children, but you inherit some of their quiet, intelligent and secret."

Adiguna continued to focus on the steering wheel and he only melrik in silence when he saw Gaffar continued to look forward without sound.

"It seems that your arrival did indeed bring good to my relationship with Aleesha. I had to ask Aleesha, what her plan was for, she couldn't possibly have you meet me and agree to a DNA test all of a sudden. But do you know all these secrets, Di?'

"No papa... Mama Aleesha just advised, follow what papa said, and never fight it. He's a good guy just kind of emotional, sorry. I just follow what mama Aleesha said," Adiguna glanced back at the man who was smiling at her.

'In... do you like fishing ?" Fishing in the sea, I mean ?"

"Like papa.. sometimes I used to fish and the fish I sell on the market. sometimes I can almost every day to the sea to find extra money, papa !"

"You're exactly your father, Di!" He also likes to take me fishing.Later I will take him fishing by taking you..You can see and chat with him!"

"really ?" Adiguna was surprised to hear Gaffar's reply.

"Yes.he must like you. But I have to think about what if he is not followed by his wife..wait the right time !" General Gaffar patted Adiguna on the shoulder several times. "Your father loved fishing as a hobby and he quite often invited me..Sometimes he fished and the results were directly distributed to his aides..he was quite happy with it....!"

Adiguna laughed awkwardly seeing Gaffar tell her excitedly. It was new to him because he had no family. As Aleesha once said, Gaffar is a nice and pleasant man.

"Papa. but I have to get permission with Aleesha's mom if you take me to see her!"

"Sure, I'll talk to your mama about what her future plans are like, I want to be involved with whatever she does."

"Di...

"No papa. I also just found out, but I was actually a little doubt about what the doctor said earlier.It seems I can't be the son of the man !"

"Doctor Ervan can't lie to you. I know Yona, and I also drove General Suhartono to look at you. All I don't think about is Mother Tiara acting recklessly... I'm late to help your mother.I'm sorry !"   I only had time to pick up a baby that turned out to be Pramoedya, who I thought was Yona's son.... I really don't know anything. I'm a fool!"

"Papa.. don't be sad..we haven't heard any explanation mama Aleesha... patiently a little more we will meet her !"

"Well, thank you for coming with me and giving me a different thought, Di!"

"Papa together."

"In the remember ... Learn to be faithful to one woman, don't make mistakes like your father did, because the children of every marriage want their families complete and happy, if a woman has chosen you, she said, that means he's put his trust in your leadership.Never betray him!"

"I'm going to try like that, but I don't have a single woman close to me right now, papa!"

"I'm going to introduce you, I have someone who's a good fit for you..."

"Don't papa, I can find it myself."

"Ha. ha. ha. ha. You calm down, you should really know her first and then you marry her!"

"of course papa !"

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Five hours passed and the car entered a magnificent house in Semarang City. The time shows almost twelve o'clock at night so that the occupants are already asleep. But the house was under the guard of the officer who was indeed Gaffar's trust. So that when the car enters the house, it is easily given access.

Gaffar entered the house quietly and asked Adiguna to rest in one of the rooms next to the living room. When he entered the second floor and was about to enter their bedroom, Gaffar stopped. He realized that since their first quarrel, his wife had fallen asleep more often in her study than in the room that was originally for them.

His wife's office door opened slowly. Sure enough, the woman fell asleep on the long sofa and curled up. Gaffar's heart ached to see Aleesha who chose to sleep on the sofa instead of sleeping in her room. All because of his selfishness.

Gaffar's hand stroked Aleesha's shoulder-length hair. He then whispered softly before lifting Aleesha's body into their room.

"I'm sorry.I'm sorry I never trusted you. I always loved you, Aleesha!" Forgive my selfishness.I will follow whatever you say.. Can you forgive me, baby ?"   I've always loved you, Aleesha...

While the woman lying down kept her eyes closed. He pretended to be asleep when he heard the footsteps of someone behind his back. He recognized the step and its aroma.

The scent of her husband's perfume that was suddenly present when he entered the study woke her up. She pretended to sleep and saw what her husband was doing.

That apology stopped his anger all along. His anger for years dissipated as the man whispered in his ear and spoke softly and his apology sounded so sincere. Gaffar lifted Aleesha's lying body into their room. Without Aleesha being aware of the flow of tears dripping from her eyes. The one feeling that was lost has finally returned.

Gaffar holds Aleesha in his arms and the man is unaware that Aleesha has awakened and is touched by her deeds. The man just wanted to make his wife sleep comfortably. Something that was almost never done again for Aleesha after their showdown.

They really miss each other. Only selfishness in each other is raised and infighting without endless solutions. All must be lived in their marriage without any more feelings of affection . But the warm feeling in this evening reappeared. They still love each other.

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