My love is just one
14. Memories

When the heart still wants someone in the past back with fond memories of the past, see that life keeps turning and progressing for the future."

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Handoyo must rotate direction because there is a construction of an overpass that will shorten the distance between Jakarta to Cilegon. According to RRI who earlier broadcast information that the construction of this overpass will be completed in 2 more years, namely 1992. The round made his car have to go through Central Jakarta.

At the intersection of the white champaka when he turned at the red light, iHandoyo looked to the side along with the driver of the car next to him. The two drivers sat on each other and both smiled and Handoyo pointed to the left so that the driver of the newly encountered car just lifted his thumb sign in agreement. The car went hand in hand towards one of the coffee shops on the side of the bypass road.

As soon as he saw a coffee shop that had a rather large parking lot on the main bypass road, Handoyo turned his car towards the coffee shop. His steps were followed by the car behind him. Handoyo chose to wait on the stall terrace and immediately ordered coffee and fried snacks for himself and his past friends.

"How are you doing, Bro ?"  Greet the second driver while raising his hand and give his five fingers over his head to Handoyo. Their palms patted each other warmly. A simple greeting for the two after a long time did not meet. Last met at Handoyo's house 2 years ago.

"Okay Warmen.... How are you?" It looks like your body is fuller and perfectly maintained....emh looks like you're married now, men?"

"You're not gonna believe.. Who's my wife now?" The Warmen dropped his body on Handoyo's front seat. He immediately picked up the freshly cooked fried banana. He actually misses talking to his old friend. His face smiled warmly.

"Who? Your office partner ? Or the officials in the court?....oh .... not sure the youngest son of the bastard right?" Handoyo looked at the Warmen in disbelief. "You really married her? When?"

"Not long after the burning in the square..... You were involved right?" Warmen asked as he downed the still hot coffee.

"Hemm.. I did not clear everything.because remember your order. "Handoyo explained slowly to the Warmen. "when did you meet the youngest.?"

"A week after the incident, the bodies of the two men began to be identified ..and the police called his family, it coincided with my lawsuit received in court...I was watching the court clerk to seal the house, and the three children of Setiono came from the funeral, and just came back that day.then I invited him to come with me.and he willingly volunteered.

"Great are you. but does he know we're friends? what if he finds out? "Handoyo looked at the Warmen with some anxiety.

"She won't know.we have to take care of all that.I promise I'll keep that woman with my life" Warmen stared intently at Handoyo.

"you really love that woman, Warmen!" Handoyo patted his friend's shoulder.

"I have a lot of love for Han women... But this woman is indeed special and able to satisfy me in bed? Is there a replacement for Lidya?"

"For me my love is only one. only Lidya can accompany me and I was waiting for her to pick me up... Every night I dream of him, Han.... Every night he would accompany me to sleep in my bed!"

"you look for a woman who really exists.I'm afraid you're crazy.... and melodious sound, great play .. anyway elo will not regret.

"I can find a woman to fuck but nothing can replace Lidya, Men !" If you say that, then you've fucked that woman.

"He offered me... He came up to me and asked me to accompany him on the night of the new year yesterday.... By the way Han, you did that cleanly right? "I heard the police are investigating and said your name is on the police checklist.emh again there is an investigation.he said the source was trusted .you were there but .... the woman insisted that she stay all night with you.even the woman dared to swear that you were the one who fucked her first and did all night.

Handoyo smiled hearing the Warmen story. The right action for her is that she chooses Yani to sleep with and is promised a home. A good woman.

"Warmen.... If the police find me and find me... The offer to be my lawyer is still valid? "

"Surely Bro... Why do you doubt me?" The Warmen asked in a firm tone/

"no, I'm afraid you've changed your mind after marrying that woman.

"Han.. I do love that woman, but our friendship will not change.

"Wait Han.... He's just a memory.he can't be back, Han......Let go of him and let him go in heaven, Lidya is only in good memories first, see that life keeps turning and progressing for the future..... Handoyo, there are still many good women, she must be sad to see you like this.

"Lidya who asks me every night stay with her!" Handoyo had already stepped away from the Warmen.

"yes. be careful in driving and stay alert!"

Handoyo waved his hand without looking at his friend who was still sitting in the coffee shop . The Warmen noticed Handoyo entering the car and running the vehicle without looking again. Finally the Warmen downed the coffee glass and immediately paid to the shop owner's mother.

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Upon arriving at his home in Cilegon, Handoyo immediately cleaned up his supplies, took a bath and immediately changed clothes. Once the activity is complete, the handoyo immediately falls asleep in a matter of seconds.  Tired and lonely in this house. Moments later in his sleep, it was as if Lidya's voice kept calling out to him and as if waking him from his deep sleep.

"Mas Han.... Why so long?" Hurry home, we're waiting for you !" Lidya continued to call out to him and shake his body.

It all feels real. The touch and aroma of Lidya was on his head.

"Bentar Lid's.... This Saturday I definitely go home.. last week I was overtime to add money to save for the cost of giving birth to our children and stock the cost of alms...

"Yes, yes, Handoyo.... Don't ever leave me and our baby!"

"Definitely darling...

Momentary silence. But again came the voice that was so missed.  Lidya's voice continued to echo in her ears. Handoyo almost regained his senses from his deep sleep when he heard Lidya whispering back.

:Mas Handoyo, hungry aren't you? I make kale stir-fry and your favorite roast chicken...eat first yuk< "Pronounce that voice .

It all felt real in Handoyo's head. When he opened his eyes, he was sad and wailing. There's no Lidya in this room. Wasn't there Lidya here, but why did the woman suddenly leave after waking him up. Angry, Sad and disappointed into one in his chest.

Lidya loved him so much and missed him. The woman could not have left him.

"Lidya... I know you're hiding... Come out baby.. I really miss you, ..can we finish this game!" Handoyo said softly.

Silent.

Handoyo's gaze was completely blank. He was silent for a while and finally his cry broke out within itself. What do I have to do with Lidya? Shall I obey now to see you ?"

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