My love is just one
97. Meaning of Sorry.

You can close your eyes to something you might not see. But why can you close your heart to something you don't want to feel.  Was there no me in your heart then?  Why don't you understand me?" It should be among all the people in the world who can't betray you it's me, but you don't know and don't care.

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Aleesha was sleeping on the sofa when the scent of the much-missed perfume suddenly appeared and smelled inside her study. Aleesha was still trying to remember with her eyes closed. He believes there is someone behind his back.

When the scent strengthened because the man stroked his hair and fixed the hair near his ears. The thing Aleesha had never realized would be her husband being so arrogant and selfish for nearly twenty years. The husband she loved did not trust her and accused her of betraying their marriage.

The husband who chose to hold her in a prison-like marriage and make her unable to move much because of her husband's strict environment.  Aleesha still closed her eyes as if by falling asleep.

The words of her gentle and sincere husband shed the defenses of her who for the last twenty-five years hated her and made her create an organization that might attack her husband's position.

"I'm sorry.I'm sorry I never trusted you.. I always loved you, Aleesha !" Forgive my selfishness... I will follow whatever you say... Can you forgive me dear ?" I've always loved you, Aleesha...

Gaffar's soft voice in his ears made Aleesha's anger that had been buried in his heart suddenly disappear.   Why am I this? Why am I so easily touched only by an apology that is not necessarily expressed from the heart.  But the body of Aleesha who was originally lying in the chair seemed to float because Gaffar had lifted her from the sofa.

Aleesha was silent in Gaffar's sling. As the man clasped Aleesha's head to his chest, without Aleesha noticing her tears dripping from his eyes.  A heat that disappeared was back again. He missed the hug of the man who was holding him.

Gaffar opened the door of his room and pushed it with his feet, until it opened wide, and closed it back with his feet softly so that it was closed. His wife laid his body on the bed. A woman who is still sleeping.

He pecked his wife's forehead for a long time. "I'm sorry, Aleesha...."   Will you forgive me, baby.I'm wrong.I don't always believe you."

Aleesha did not reply and her tears were becoming more and more unconditioned. She finally shed her tears back in front of her husband. It was known by her husband and Gaffar again kissed the teardrop.

"Don't cry baby.I'm wrong, forgive me," Gaffar chose to hug Aleesha who still insisted on closing her eyes and crying. The cry grew louder as Gaffar tightened his arms and lay down beside his wife.

"Do I not deserve your forgiveness?"

Aleesha was still crying in Gaffar's arms and still did not open her eyes looking at her husband. Gaffar kissed his wife's eyes and said those sorry words.

"What do you want from me Aleesha as your apology to me?" Whatever I'll give you as long as you forgive me baby. Open your eyes for a minute baby!"

Aleesha was still crying in her husband's arms and still did not want to open her eyes. The hug of the man she missed so much. But how could it be that if he were to currently open his eyes and look at the man, he could be broken because the whole plan he had designed so far would be ready in the next few months. She could not see the eyes of her husband and eventually the whole mission was canceled.

"Aleesha...is my mistake unforgivable?" I know Adiguna is the son of Yona you saved. I was wrong, I also brought him here, baby, ,,, I  ,,, I will also help you realize Yona's ideals so that her son can succeed and I've asked her to call me papa."

Aleesha was still closing her eyes and her crying had begun to stop.she should not waver at the man.in fact she wanted to hug the man and say that she had forgiven him. But he should not falter because the organization "Black Eagle" needs him because the design he made must be realized in the next few months.

"I'm sorry.if it's my fault, it's unforgivable, , baby Aleesha!" I don't blame all your attitude, but I want you to know, I regret my stupidity, really!"

Degs...

Aleesha was surprised by the words of her husband's desperate tone. He really wanted to open his eyes and embrace the man and said, how sorry he was to Gaffar and tormented by all the attitude that Gaffar had done to him.

Gaffar finally released Aleesha in his arms and she got up from her bed. The closet at the end of the room . Aleesha listened to the man's footsteps and felt able to read Gaffar's mind.

The man took the gun in the closet. When the door of the closet was opened and Gaffar opened the drawer inside, the gun was taken and will be directed to his own head. Why live if he hurt too much of the woman he loves.

Aleesha immediately opened her eyes and made sure that was right on her mind. Gaffar was really picking up that gun. Ah no. It can't happen. I'm angry but I don't want him dead.  Aleesha got up from her sleep and ran towards her husband. She embraced the body of her husband. "I've forgiven you, bang !" save the gun back.. We're talking okay !"

Gaffar put back his gun and turned his body and hugged his beloved wife. "really? "

Aleesha paused for a moment before smiling at her husband. Surely some of her heart was still not willing but she did not want to see her husband die silly. But the mission of the Black Eagle must be carried out, how could she destroy the mission for the sake of her husband. Can he run both at once. The mission was successful and she was able to reconcile with her husband.

"You know, you've never lost me, I've always cared for and loved you behind all my busyness and silence... Aleesha.. I love you more than anything in this world, even this life is yours. If you get angry with me again, then you can take it. Only you can take it, Aleesha."

"Abang..ko said it like that!"

"I know my mistake was great, Aleesha, ....I should have realized long ago among all the people in the world who could never betray me it was you, but I was selfish and chose to believe the evidence provided by Setiono and I did not know that it was just a trap and I never examined it.... will you forgive me, baby ?"

"I have forgiven you and remember your words, your life is mine !"  Only mine, Bang !"  Aleesha smiled and looked at her loving husband.

"Dear, my life is your milk, you can take it whenever you want. I don't mind "

"So don't ever die without my permission."

"Ready.my dear," I have always loved you, Aleesha!"

"I also bang..!"

Gaffar hugged his wife tightly. Her happiness feels perfect. Is it possible if they stay together until the owner of life picks them up together.

Aleesha smiled happily in her husband's arms. Just a single apology from her husband had been able to make Aleesha's anger disappear in an instant and the anger and hate for so many years disappeared in an instant. Wh why?  I still love Gaffar.

that is the feeling of a true love that is able to forgive unconditionally.

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