My love is just one
31. Go away to take care

Please teach me to let go without hating you!"

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When she came out of the bathroom, Jessy made sure the doors and windows were locked. He entered his room next to the salon. How surprised Jessy was when she saw on her bed a rose and a gift .  Soon the red rose was taken and there was a small inscription on it.

"Happy birthday Jessy, I'm sorry - Al.

Did Al come here? How can he put these flowers and gifts here? Why didn't he see me?  I don't need any gifts from him...... I want to see him, or does he want to hurt me again? Not enough to hurt me.... Jessy was crying in her room.

" Al... You're so mean!" You never loved me.. I hate you always and forever. You are evil Al.. You have no idea how much I miss you, Al... Why don't you want to see me, Al?" Jessy yelled as she cried louder in her room.

"Al.. emang not so valuable as I in your eyes. I'm just a cheap woman must be in your eyes. You choose to leave me. I hate you Al " Jessy yelled back while throwing the gift at the wall but her hand held the red rose. He was still crying in his room.

Outside the house, behind Jessy's bedroom window, a man leaned against her and continued to listen to Jessy's screams and had expected her gift to be thrown. She cried silently beside Jessy's window.

"I'm sorry, Jessy... I'm sorry .. I've always loved you" whispered the man quietly. "Sleep.I'm waiting here for you. Please stop crying, baby!" The man was still staring at the closed window.

Jessy was still crying inside the room without knowing that outside the window of her room was the man she was crying over and listening to all his heartbreaking cries and cries.

It's the second year of their separation and every year the man stands all night beside Jessy's room. The man called Al wanted to knock on the window and hug the woman who was crying bitterly in the room. The woman he loved was still crying in the room.

"Al... Maybe if I die, you will be satisfied right?" I can't do it like this, Al.. I want to let you go willingly, but I can't, Al " Jessy said as she looked at the red flower

The man by the window listened to Jessy's words, and his heart ached the words of Jessy, who was still crying in the room.  Wanting to yell at the woman he loved, that same taste was still hers. Hearing the door open, Jessy steps out of her room .

Al was still waiting in silence outside the window of the room. He kept waiting for Jessy to enter his room until some time and did not feel almost an hour he was still waiting outside the room. Is Jessy watching that television in the salon room.

Al stepped aside from the window to look at the front of the salon which was indeed covered in black glass. Just a light near the glass room where Jessy serves her customers for the lighted hair clippers.

Al so memorized the rooms in that room. They were in love long enough until she left Jessy in the middle of her wedding.

From behind the dark glass on the porch of the salon, Al saw a body lying in the room of the salon . He was shocked and shouted a little hysterically. No. It must be Jessy. What the hell is he doing? Al's mind became confused.

"Jessy...   Jessie....  Jessie ..... " She shouted Al while pounding on the window tightly. "Jessy. It's me... Jess. jessy open the door.

There was no response or movement from the body. Al reckless, he broke the glass front door of the salon with a kick of his foot. Lucky he used boots because after work from his outside service.with two kicks, the glass was blown and he immediately ran up to Jessy who was lying on the floor in the salon room.

The woman's stomach and hands were spitting out fresh blood and continuously dripping onto the floor around her. Al was shocked to see the actions of the woman he loved so much and had already acted out of his mind. He was so anxious and immediately took the folded white cloth on the table. The cloth was a robe that was usually used when there were customers who would scissor hair so as not to dirty the clothes.the white cloth was used to seal the wound on the abdomen and hands Jessy who kept bleeding.

"Be aware Jess.. I will take you to the hospital. I will not let you die. I'm sorry dear.. I'm wrong.. wake up baby!' Al continued muttering while tying Jessy's wound.

"Jessy... my dear..I'm sorry, wake up baby... We go to the doctor yuk?'

The woman seemed to still be able to hear the voice of Al who was beside her. " Al. You've finally come.... Al.. I would have been dead if I could have seen you. "jessy's ragged slowly and opened her eyes slowly, she smiled looking at Al and then her head felt dizzy and her eyes closed.

"Jessy " Shouted Al with fear.

"Jessy.. You'll live dear. I'll take care of you. wake up Jessy. This is Al, " Shouted Al while crying a mouthful and the woman was still silent because she was already unconscious due to a lot of fresh blood coming out of her body and left hand.

Al immediately lifted Jessy's body and put her in a parked car not far from Jessy's Salon.  He immediately ran his vehicle at high speed to Cilegon City Hospital.Never was he as afraid to see blood. But looking at Jessy's actions, she felt it was very sinful to hurt the woman so much.

Upon arriving at the hospital, Al immediately put his car into the IGD where there must be a standby doctor waiting for patients and immediately give action. The horn pressed repeatedly so that several guards at the IGD came out.

Jessy's body is lifted by Al from her car, and the outpatient immediately runs around prompting the hospital's dramkar to lay Jessy down and put her in the emergency room.  Al just watched in silence and sat listlessly crying over his stupidity that resulted in Jessy getting hurt.

"I'm sorry Jessy. I was wrong. I won't let you die, baby!" Bisik Al in his heart.

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Seven hours passed and Jessy was transferred to the treatment room. Al continued to sit next to her while holding Jessy's fingers.  The woman finally opened her eyes and was surprised to see the man she was holding next to. The man smiled at her. Jessy threw her face away. It cannot fall back on the same mistake.

"Where am I" Jessy was surprised to find herself in a different room. It's the scent of the hospital. The pungent aroma of disisfectants. But why is Al the only one here.

"At last you kissed dear...which one hurts again? " Let me call the doctor.

" Go Al.. I don't want to see you. Please go!" Jenn... Jenny... alone accompany me to death.Go away," Jessy said with a sad cry.

Al hugged Jessy who was lying down. "I'm sorry, Jess. I'm wrong.. don't torture yourself anymore.Life is good and happy.I'm wrong.I'm sorry!" Persuade Al while continuing to hug the woman who was still crying.

Jessy continued to cry and said nothing. He wanted to ask Al but forgot what to ask the man who was crying with him.

"I'm wrong Jessy. I don't never love you. I love you more than myself... can you forget our togetherness?" Al said in the middle of his prank.  "Don't hurt yourself anymore, find another man who can make you happy, "She said slowly.

"Go Al. Go to your dear wife.I am not who you are, '" Jessy said softly as she tried to stop her crying and she pushed Al's body into her arms.

Al finally let go of Jessy's hug and she looked at Jessy who was not looking at her. He had to explain to this woman that what he thought was wrong. He didn't mean to play with Jessy's heart.

"Jess.. Listen to me just this once, after this I'll go and never see you again .. I'll never be next to your window again on your birthday.." Al says quietly and makes Jessy look because she just found out Al is next to the window of her room every birthday.

Jessy fell silent and looked at the man sitting on the patient bed accompanying her. Al looked at Jessy and stroked Jessy's hair . and tidied the hair of the part of her bangs that covered Jessy's eyes "I was taken up by the chief of the Dayak Kayan Tribe and betrothed to his daughter since childhood...  at first I did not understand the matchmaking because it was important for me that I could go to school and excel in the police until I was appointed as an officer in the union and would be assigned in Jakarta. Before I left three years ago, we were indeed customarily married to tie our sacred promise and I followed all those rules... I never thought of her as a wife because she was like my little sister... I've never played with you. Really Jess, I really wanted you as my wife and indeed as long as we were dating, I don't remember that I was married in the village... so during our wedding, I was forced to leave you and your family safe from my father-in-law's threats.I'm sorry!' Al said while kissing the back of Jessy's hand.

"I'm sorry I was wrong with you. Don't hurt yourself anymore. I have to go for your good " Al said quietly and let go of his lover's hand and left without looking back at Jessy who was lying down.

"I. al .... Al........ " Jessy cried back in the bed and Al ignored her again. The man stepped foot out of the treatment room . Just a few steps Al turned back . Her heart ached to hear Jessy cry and she finally ran towards Jessy who was still crying in bed. Al scatters and hugs Jessy back.

"I'm sorry, jessy... Happy birthday, dear...!"  Al hugged Jessy and kissed her forehead slowly.  "I'm sorry I can't take care of you, Jessy!"

"I know Al... Please teach me to let you go with her without hating you!" isak Jessy slow down. Al heard it with a heart.

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