My love is just one
117.Is this a friendship?"

A friend will never put a pebble that will drop his best friend .

True love can strengthen friendships but wrong love can destroy friendships.

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Floating Cottage/Floating inn chosen by Nadia occupies the last row of the beach. The atmosphere was quiet and only the pounding waves were heard from inside the cottage.

Nadia was taking a shower when the food delivered by the room service came. Handoyo waited for Nadia to finish the bath for dinner together. He was hungry and only enjoyed the sweet cup of tea that the officer had sent him.

Handoyo was watching television in the room while recalling their moment together several times in the task of solving cases in several cities of the organization. They had been together several times in the same room and sometimes slept in the same place. Nothing happened between them. They are friendly and feel mutually supportive in achieving the success of Big Mama's task.

But Handoyo feels different tonight.he wants to know the truth of the love story between Nadia and PRamoedya, but it seems Nadia is reluctant to share the story what if true, but if true, is he able to hear that Nadia is really related

It should be no problem for both. But after listening to the story of Ujang about the past story of the two, made some of Handoyo's small heart not willing, he said, But he also felt bad about Pramoedya, who he said had sacrificed for him to replace himself as part of what was not considered by the family of the number one person in the country. He owes it to a man he's never met.

Handoyo took a deep breath while staring at the television screen that did not show what. The sound of the bathroom door opening made him look over. Nadia came out of the bathroom and only used a bath towel that covered part of her body that was usually covered by her long shirt.

Her flapping hair was still wet and there were still drips of shower water falling onto her body. Beautiful and sexy according to Handoyo's view. And Nadia saw it. The woman smiled so sweetly.

Somehow Handoyo's heart; it's pounding and it feels like it wants to explode. He had to leave the room first while Nadia was not dressed. Handoyo got up from his chair and did not want to see the woman still wearing the towel.

"Nad.. I'm out first! "

"Where are you going Han? I'll go for a walk!" Nadia; immediately half ran over to Handoyo who would open the door of the cottage room and would leave the cottage.

Handoyo did not want to look. It cannot be tempted. It could destroy the relationship he and Nadia in the future, if he misacts. The woman trusted him so much Handoyo's little heart revolted, why am I like this. Didn't I used to see him naked when I was on a mission but nothing happened.

'Why are you Han?"  Nadia was astonished to see Handoyo standing near the exit and would not look at her.

"You get dressed first, after eating we'll walk outside!'

"Are you angry, didn't I answer your question?" Nadia tried to remember what they said in the car.

"No. It doesn't matter Nad, forget my question, emh, you can wear your clothes first, Nad!"

Nadia is silent . He finally hugged the man from behind. " May I hold you for a moment, Mas Han?' don't be mad... Just for a second!"

Handoyo. He did not move or respond to the embrace. Nadia's embrace from behind not only touched her back, but touched the bottom of her heart. Nadia then spoke slowly . The sound was barely audible because outside the cottage room, the sound of the waves pounding so loud.

"Mas Han... do you still remember your wife?  Does Han Mas Still love Lidya? "

Handoyo.

Handoyo did not expect Nadia's question.  Oh he mentioned Lidya ..... Nadias... Does he still love his wife?

Last afternoon he could answer Ujang's question with great enthusiasm, that no one could replace Lidya. But why his tongue is a mute.of course he loves Lidya, but why is his heart now quivering and enjoying the arms of another woman.  Is he starting to not love his wife?" Why couldn't she answer Nadia's question out loud. I still love Nadia. Why can't he say anything to that woman.

Handoyo felt Nadia's embrace warm to her heart.. His fingers that were still half dry and cold stroked his shirt on the front. His fingers seemed to tempt him to flip his body and turn to hug Nadia.

"Mas Han. I know you still love her.still miss your wife... I envy the mother Lidya who although she is not in this world, but you still take care of your heart for her... and for me I'd rather be loved than love another man.I guess Pram also loves me like you love Lidya."

Handoyo was silent to hear it. He still did not move from his position.

"Mas Han. if Handoyo loves Lidya, I can ask about the other you... Does Adiguna love lidya ?"

Handoyo was stunned to hear Nadia's question. Is not Handoyo and Adiguna one person. He is Adiguna and he is Handoyo.

"You mean?" Finally Handoyo answered Nadia's question and turned to the woman who was still using the bath towel.

"Does Adiguna also love Lidya? Does Adiguna love her secretary in the office? I mean Viana/"

"Mas Handoyo won't answer my question at all?" Nadia's voice sounded a little desperate and it could be caught by Handoyo.

Handoyo looked at Nadia's pretty face. She really wanted to enjoy Nadia's red lips. But he realized they were friends. Nothing can happen between them. Nadia's gaze seemed to force him to answer the question given. The woman kept looking at him.

"Tell me mas .. does Adiguna love women other than Lidya?"

"There is nothing I love in this world Nad. Now dress up. I wait for you outside the room, after that we eat yes!" Handoyo finally relented and saw Nadia smiling .

Handoyo's honesty made Nadia smile happily. The smile made Handoyo more stunned and did not move to leave Nadia. A second later Handoyo's fingers were already on Nadia's lips, She stroked it for a while and lowered it back as if her actions destroyed the friendship between the two.

"Mas han's... " Nadia said slowly.

Handoyo was still staring at Nadia's lips as if teasing her to do something to those lips. Nadia's heart was racing, and she felt that she was no longer able to lie to him.

"May I ask for a kiss from Adiguna? Doesn't Adiguna have no lover?? Can I?'

Handoyo. Why Nadia differentiates herself from Adiguna. Is it not Adiguna which is a disguise of Handoyo? Wh why?

Nadia looked at the gaze of the man who seemed to be thinking about his words. Nadia was disappointed that Handoyo or Adiguna did not put their hearts on her just a little. This is so embarrassing.

Nadia turned around and left Handoyo still dumbfounded by the door. Handoyo was only confused as to why this woman distinguished herself from Adiguna. His mind only returned when he realized that it was three steps ahead of him.

The body of the woman who still turned the towel quickly. He embraced Nadia and seemed to realize the meaning of Nadia's question. If Handoyo loves Lidya, how is Adiguna? can Adiguna love another woman. Of course I can love you, Nad.

Handoyo was surprised to see a teardrop on Nadia's cheek. This woman has never cried. This strong woman who seems independent can cry, Is she crying for him. Handoyo's reflex wiped Nadia's tears. The woman was silent and would not look at him again.

"excuse me, Nad. I didn't understand earlier.I'm sorry.I'm sorry !"

"No papa. I'm going to change my clothes. Go!"

Somehow Handoyo hugged Nadia tightly and she kissed Nadia's head. "I'm sorry...!"

Nadia's tears were still flowing and Handoyo still smelled the tears that fell on Nadia's cheeks, Then He grabbed Nadia's lips which for Handoyo was very sweet. That was their first kiss as a friend.

and the kiss was long and they warmed each other.

After almost running out of oxygen, they let go of the pagutan and looked at each other. Nadia smiled and

Nadia still hugged Handoyo's neck and whispered softly at Handoyo's hearing. "thank you Adiguna.. Can you hug me tonight as Adiguna?  Can I be your lady Adiguna tonight?"

"You're my woman, Nad..."

They couldn't help but dissolve in the next long kiss and their bodies grew closer with Handoyo's embrace on Nadia's waist. Handoyo's sanity is lost, initially determined to maintain their friendship .

And that night Handoyo kept his word. The kiss felt like their first kiss just now and was accompanied by additional wildness that Nadia did that aroused the desire of men that Handoyo could bear.

Their tongues played and twisted each other, the more the night and the hotter. The cloth that covered the two had been torn off and became increasingly wild Leguhan slowly and alternately dispelled their awareness of the meaning of a friendship that had occurred that night. Sweat flowed from the two and exchanged saliva.

The urge from Handoyo's core body entered Nadia's body. All took place that night with the release of friendship and without a word of love between the two. They needed each other that night.

akhs....

True love can strengthen friendships but wrong love can destroy friendships.

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