My love is just one
123. You're not for me

There are times when we have to let go willingly, because he's not for you!"

If letting go is the best option, then love teaches us the meaning of enduring and letting go.

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Handoyo slammed the back door of his house very tightly.   Disappointed, hurt, angry at Nadia, just now it was just an outpouring of annoyance because of her stupidity. He set his breath after jumping over the guardrail behind their house.

Handoyo's house and Nadia's back to each other. Because of Handoyo's martial ability he was able to leap over such a high wall . No more wrangling and chastening his hands on the back wall of Nadia's house. He's very angry. Angry to the point of being unable to speak. He left and did not want to see the woman again.

If he could say dishonestly that he had forgotten his wife's death, and was willing to give his love to the woman wholeheartedly, Nadia would have chosen to cancel the marriage with Pramoedya. But is it true that he already loves Nadia and forgets Lidya,

Indeed Lidya is his wife who has died, Since a few months of introduction to Nadia, Handoyo never again dreamed of Lidya, all the shadows Lidya in his night sleep as if disappeared. I've really moved on from Lidya. Was it true that I had been unfaithful to Lidya and forgotten my promise to her?

No. gabe. My love is only one. My love is only for Lidya. Nadia is just as satisfied with my passion as any other woman. I never loved him. I just don't want to see him with Pramoedya.

Bugs...

He knocked back the walls of his house. Very upset about his stupidity that made Nadia leave him.

Handoyo threw his black shirt in any direction and he lay on his bed trying to close his eyes.  The annoyance approached when closing his eyes.

Moreover, the man Nadia will marry is the man who is the youngest child of General Suhartono. That man is not really a part of that family. Was his fate toyed with so he had to deal with Pramoedya? Is Nadia a material thirsty woman? Didn't he now have treasures as well, he could support their families later.

Matre and stupid woman. Miss you. I miss when I am in you. ****.! I hate that woman.

Why his fate must deal with Pramoedya. Is it wrong that he was angry at the situation? Pramoedya who replaced him in the family, now the man will take the woman he loved. It's really lucky for him. Do I really envy Pramoedya? Or am I angry that Nadia prefers that guy

Handoyo still continued to be annoyed and a feeling of anger continued to rage in his heart. He raised his hand and put it on his head. A little pain in his fingers began to be felt. It was because he hit the wall several times with his fists.

The punch had to be removed from him hitting the woman he loved. It was more difficult for him to beat up women. Is that Nadia? I think I'm really in love with Nadia. I love Nadia and Lidya.

Huff...

I'm sorry Nadia. Excuse me... Inner Handoyo said and at this moment Handoyo was trying to reduce his anger and closed his eyes for a moment and let the pain in his hand continue to work. The hand was dripping with blood as it hit the walls of Nadia's house and her house with all its might. The outer wound he had ignored because it was not as painful as his heart.

It was silent for a moment and there was only the sound of the clanging of the clock in his living room.

his eyes were closed and his brain almost told him to sleep, A touch was present greeting him.

Nadia was in her room. Is he dreaming?"

Consciousness seemed to come when a fingers took his injured hand and was above Handoyo's head. He woke up and saw Nadia was really in his room.

The woman did not greet him as usual and only cleaned his wound in silence. He brought a medicine box and cleaned some of his wounds and gave him betadine and a dressing. Nadia worked very deftly.

It looks sexy and sweet. Not to mention the smell of bath soap rose scent filled Handoyo's sense of smell.  It feels like he wants to make warmth back like in Bidadari Island.

"Tomorrow will heal... " Nadia said to Handoyo's hand.

Handoyo just shut up. He was eager to hug the woman but it did not feel good, what if the woman refused him. Their gazes met and Nadia smiled. Is this woman really sincere with him? "

"Don't be angry anymore, Han.don't be angry.I want to be able to see you forever and we can still meet whatever the situation.... he's just to save your son... Jessy had predicted that in my womb this would be your son and it would not be the son of another man... please release me willingly. I always love you, Han..!

Handoyo was still silent and noticed Nadia.

Nadia's persuasion seemed to affect him. Her anger subsided when Nadia kissed her forehead long ago and the woman immediately rose from her position.

Handoyo's eye reflexes followed Nadia's unexpected movements.The woman took off her clothes and climbed onto her body. That night Nadia was completely wild and Handoyo's fluids spilled back inside Nadia. And Handoyo gave it willingly.

"Let me come to you as long as you are not with him. If he makes it difficult for you because of my son, then I will cut him...Remember that!"

'Okay my love!"  The whisper of Nadia who continues to enjoy the beat of Handoyo.

"I didn't completely let you go Nadia. I love you as much as I love Lidya...

"Don't call another woman when you're with me, mas Han...

"All right...!

Nadia, I didn't let you go completely. I'm watching you. I'm not willing to let you go, but if you're happy with her, then I'll let you go.(.Inner Handoyo and her body embraced the exhausted Nadia)

Mas Han's.... There are times when we have to let go willingly, because he's not for you!" Nadia's whisper in her heart.

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